Thorns Have Roses
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izzy said:If I was trying to sound "hard" as you claim then I wouldn't have said tolerance was a part of it would I?
Bragging (well, they may not mean it like that, but ya'know what I mean) about your tolerance is something people do when they're aimin' to sound hard, you may observe this behavior in some of our other subforums.
izzy said:I look out the window and the universe looks fine.
It may just be a personality thing, maybe we've thought about death enough, and we're congenitally skeptical/empirical enough while sober that these things would never cross our minds.* Psychedelics have always made me feel alive, and I always feel like myself (even while perceiving the cosmic oneness) my while tripping. Though I've said, I've had death/rebirth experiences, but they were in a figurative sense, the universe, my body, and my selfness (which I don't believe in half the time anyway) were never in danger or subsumed, the 'realizations' parellel me, rather than subsume me, if you get what I'm saying.
Amped up rambling:
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*From the things you've let slip here and there, I might be better saying we share an inclination to extreme pessimism and cynacism (a nihilistic streak that we did not ask for, and that we are unable to rid ourselves of), by nature or by experience. That might be totally wrong, but I think it isn't. If I'm on to something and you don't wanna say it here, PM me for some discussion (I've always respected you for countering the Buddhist inclinations of PDers with sensible descriptions of what it is in practice in places where it is as native as Christianity is here.
I feel ambivalently about the tradition myself, I like a lot of the things they say, but sometimes I think that as an organized religion, it boils down to "Buddha and his monks say, gimme free food, clothing, and shelter, and I'll pay you back with interest after you die." We don't have to get into the Tibetan theocracy, giving religious figures political power always ruins things, the Catholic Church didn't figure this out until the mid-twentieth century, when their faith in the fascists was proven misplaced, and democracies were their only defense against Communism. Ever notice that Fascism arose in Catholic countries? Italy, Spain, Portugal, Austria, Hungary (to speak of nothing of the quasi-fascistic juntas of Latin America). The Vatican was given its status as an independent state by Il Duce. Please do not confuse National Socialism with Fascism, let us recollect that Austrian Fascist prime minister Engelbert Dollfuss was assassinated by nazis, after banning their party).
If you consider the doctrine of one sect I read, that a new Buddha arises when the teachings of the last have been forgotten, they're actually admitting that his teachings have a 100% failure rate. Also the nonattachment and opposition to suffering sit with me the wrong way due to my Catholic upbringing (I was an atheist by age 12, but as they say, you can take the boy out of Catholicism, but you can't take the Catholicism out of the boy), I suppose my feelings about monasticism are involved too, on the one hand I've always respected ascetics and celibates, but on the other, repudiating the world as an ideal is not very helpful given that we have to live in it (Judaism and Islam reject Catholic/Orthodox and Buddhist style monasticism, the former seems better off for it, the latter worse off). Plus, for claiming to be rational, or even scientific, I dare any Buddhist apologist to answer the questions: "How many years does it take your average monastic to reach enlightenment? How many buddhas have their been since Sakyamuni?"
For those who find this negative, you probably haven't read enough of my posts to realize that I have mostly good feelings about organized religion. Though I'm a stuffy intellectual type who yearns for the Old Gods (or at least idolizes Plato and Aristotle), as they are better for a pluralistic world, and naturalism (atheists don't have a monopoly on this, and I maintain that they are a passing fad).
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