Again strungout, your comments are as flattering as the others I have received tonight, and as I stated, its doing wonders for my mental state.
However, Sham did start the thread by encouraging members not to speculate on who should get the post, but as wonderfully big headed all of your kind comments have made me feel, Ive set my stall out as to why I may make a good moderator, and also why I am unsuitable for such a post. Its wonderful to receive so many complements this thread is making towards me that it appears that everyone will be outside Ladbrokes in the morning betting on me. I just want to point out that this is a serious decision that has to me made by the moderators based on the applications they receive and there overall impression of members based on what they bring to the board. What it isn't is a popularity contest which at first glance suggests that Im a safe bet, when all Ive really done is provide a couple of half useful posts and tried not to piss anyone off.
There are many people who may be still deciding whether to apply or not and Im sure that their are much more suitable candidates than me. While I am honoured and flattered by the comments I have received today, anyone reading this thread could be easily forgiven for thinking I have it in the bag, when in fact I havn't actually applied for the position. After what I have read Im tempted now, but everyone has made their point so as grateful as I am I would appreciate it if no one else bigs me up - I may benefit from the positive feedback but it going to put others off from applying, the perfect mod may have been about to submit their application but this thread might give the impression that they might as well not bother, potentially depriving the forum of an excellent moderator.
We all have qualities,mine is eating as many different benzodiazepines as possible which as I said, makes me nothing more than a neurotic who is only one personal crises away from developing a physical dependence on these drugs, just at the moment when Im finally making real progress to becoming opiate free.
I do believe that I may be able to offer the forum useful input,as I rarely get involved in the board politics and only tend to post when I feel that I have information that may be of benefit to users of certain drugs. Aside from that Im sure there are much better candidates who havn't even been considered by the board members, and the last thing I want is to ruin and skew what is a decision that is of benefit to everyone who passes through. If anyone is in 2 minds about applying then they should submit an application as they its logical that they have considered themselves as mod material - the only reason why they wouldn't would be due to the the comments made about myself this afternoon which I think has unfairly made me look alot more suitable than I probably am.
Its been wonderful to receive such support, but if were getting close to the crunch I need to back off now so that the mods can make an rational objective decision.
Good luck to everyone who has a genuine interest in this role, just because things are calm at the moment the water can get choppy again overnight, so please bear that in mind, as even the most impartial of folk can easily get dragged into some of the appaling crap this board has had to deal with, ***Snip***
Look before you leap
I wont be making any more posts in this thread as Ive had for too much attention for a single afternoon.
Have a good sleep, and Ill catch you tomorrow. Its the bank holiday, the cricket season has stated again which means I have the house to myself every Saturday, which in stee land means the 1-P LSD can come back out for the my first planned trip of the year. I tried one tab the other week as some of you may have noticed and Im happy to report they they have survived the autumn and winter without degrading in the slightest, so as my good buddy ScotchMist would say, its swirly swirly season again.
Yay!