Im actually not that depressed, Ive just been to my first group therapy session at my dsp which was superb, and my meths dropped again since yesterday (im down to 45mls now). Im just reflecting on what ive thrown away, but the fact that life was so good at one point is enough to keep my head above water. 90% of my misfortune I have brought upon myself, where as (cheese alert) your constant trials and the way you have fought back is truly inspirational, and that thought alone is enough to make me smile. You've been nothing but a credit to this place since your first post, but now your completely indispensable to the whole site.