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Man, molly is one thing but don't get back on meth if you can avoid it. That life sucks. I've been there, both in meth addiction and hiding shit at sober living. I just got back from one and I've been to many. This is the first time I did it mostly straight. The only thing I took towards the end was kratom (in my defense I had broken and dislocated three bones in my ankle and they didn't allow me to use oxycodone there)...Me and my friend started molly Mondays since my UAs at my (not so) sober living happen on Sundays. I feel bad that I'm back to using shit while still riding the program out, but at least I'm not back on meth. Which to be honest I'm gonna get back on that shit anyways:/ oh well
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Not trying to preach but man if you gotta use you don't have to dive straight into meth. There are better alternatives. When I was in my last sober living, I snuck in kava, phenibut, cyclazodone (since you like stimulants), tianeptine, and kratom. Stuff like that will keep you feeling well enough, it's not meth but dude if you wanna get high go that route.
I know the meth allure all too well, but it is a hellish drug straight from the pits of hell tbh. I have two mda pills sitting upstairs right now, can't even take em cause I'm on Prozac. And I've been using some benzos and of course lots of pain meds due to my injury and surgery, so "technically" I've relapsed, but I'll tell you my life is so much better when not getting into my drugs of choice (cocaine, alcohol, meth)