Chemical Wizard
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Nov 15, 2008
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So I recently just gave my entire stash box to my friend. I started collecting in 2008, I had a good run with them. Last summer though I overdosed on a cocktail of psychedrlics at a festival and got taken away by security and had to be physically restrained by 4 grown men. The ordeal left me apprehensive about taking psychedrlics, and I have spent a lot of time evaluating my own reasons for why I use these materials.
I came to the conclusion that I do not have anything more to gain from the psychedelic experience for the time being. I need to integrate what I have learned over the past 8 years.
Also, I realized it's not who I am anymore. I have an awesome girlfriend, and my life is all around pretty great. I need to focus on myself more, and drugs aren't part of the picture for me any longer.
My overdose scared me so much. I took 1 tab of LSD a few weeks ago...first time dosing since last summer. It took me back to a scary place in my mind, reminiscent of the chaos I put myself through last summer.
So I decided to just give my whole box to my knowledgeable friend and close that chapter of my life for the time being. Haven't second guessed my decision at all.
Next step for me is to learn yoga, practice meditating. Focus on my hobbies and my health. Focus on my relationships and going back to school.
I guess I got the message, time to hang up the phone!
I came to the conclusion that I do not have anything more to gain from the psychedelic experience for the time being. I need to integrate what I have learned over the past 8 years.
Also, I realized it's not who I am anymore. I have an awesome girlfriend, and my life is all around pretty great. I need to focus on myself more, and drugs aren't part of the picture for me any longer.
My overdose scared me so much. I took 1 tab of LSD a few weeks ago...first time dosing since last summer. It took me back to a scary place in my mind, reminiscent of the chaos I put myself through last summer.
So I decided to just give my whole box to my knowledgeable friend and close that chapter of my life for the time being. Haven't second guessed my decision at all.
Next step for me is to learn yoga, practice meditating. Focus on my hobbies and my health. Focus on my relationships and going back to school.
I guess I got the message, time to hang up the phone!