I'm in the same position as you, headfuck. About 3 months of etiz/pyraz/diclaz (I've cycled between them), all started with a stim binge (as it seems to for so many). Left me taking anywhere up to about 6-8mg/day on shit/stressful/social days and now I'm down to .5mg in the morning and 1mg at night. I've found a good thing to do is to write my planned taper down on a calendar and make a note of it every time I take any. About to switch to Pyraz 0.5mg morning and Etiz 0.5mg night, then I'll start with 0.25mg Pyraz morning and 0.5mg Pyraz at night, then fingers crossed start skipping doses. Wishing you luck with your taper - lucky for us both we never got up to the astronomical daily doses I've read about.
Fucking postie still hasn't arrived with my etizolam, looking like I might have to wait til tommorow.
Goddamit I've been looking forward to this for a while now and I really needed them tonight. Booze by itself isn't doing it for me anymore as a anti anxiety/ sleep aid.
Fucking postie still hasn't arrived with my etizolam, looking like I might have to wait til tommorow.
Goddamit I've been looking forward to this for a while now and I really needed them tonight. Booze by itself isn't doing it for me anymore as a anti anxiety/ sleep aid.
I Etiz is brilliant, just has the potential to go wrong if I have more to hand than the exact dose I need.
I fing etiz way more forgiving than phenazepam, if you got the dose of that wrong then major disasters were virtually guarenteed, i dont think ive ever had anything much more than minor mishaps on etiz, whatver the dose, i think i topped out at 35mg at my peak, though i recently saw an old PM of mine saying i got up to 50mg, i cant remember that at all. In general i dont tell porkie pies on here, so maybe there is the memory issue with it, that may have affected me more than i realise. 8(
Does anyone else get hiccups from taking this? A couple of weeks back I ended up eating 4mg just to see what it was like (and it certainly did the job) but the morning after I woke up hiccuping and it didn't go away for hours. Since then I've taken it twice a week (never more than 2mg) without any side effects, but did the same last night and apparently woke up my missus cos I was hiccuping so loudly. Is this a bad sign? Its not the worst thing that can happen to you but it's fucking annoying. More so cos it's making me consider not doing it again and I've been enjoying myself up to now :/
This could be exactly the start of a problem and dependency for you, if you are not carefull. Its quite a cruel trick that the people who benefit most and get most out of benzos are most likely to fall into dependency problems with them. Been there, got the t shirt. Still wearing it.
I fing etiz way more forgiving than phenazepam, if you got the dose of that wrong then major disasters were virtually guarenteed, i dont think ive ever had anything much more than minor mishaps on etiz, whatver the dose, i think i topped out at 35mg at my peak, though i recently saw an old PM of mine saying i got up to 50mg, i cant remember that at all. In general i dont tell porkie pies on here, so maybe there is the memory issue with it, that may have affected me more than i realise. 8(
Does anyone else get hiccups from taking this?