That is a really tough question. But it is possible (probable?) If you can't be talked out of it and you know you're gonna try it - ask someone to try to talk you out of it one more time!! If you still decide to do it, here is my best advice, without judgment- get yourself mentally prepared and tell yourself you are going to sate your curiosity, you are going to enjoy it, savor the feeling and then tuck the memory somewhere safe inside - like the memory of a day dream - and re=live it only in that day dream. Everyone is different of course, but my first experience was the best - but I wanted to feel that feeling again and went chasing that damn dragon - and never caught up to him again. You get a teaser here and there but in my case - never the same! I'm going on 2 yrs clean now - I still relive the feeling of my first experience in my mind! When I have a loved one who is hell bent of trying it - and I know damn well they'll find someone to try it with one way or another, this is what I tell them. Firstly, please believe me - the first time, if done as safely as possible, is very likely the best it's gonna get. I would advise against drinking alcohol or having any other drugs in your system. Find someone who knows what they are doing and won't be getting high while you are, to be by your side through the whole experience. Someone you trust with your life! Literally, let's be blunt here - if something goes bad and they bolt -you're likely to die! Have heroin available from a batch that someone who is a user has already tried and can give somewhat of a guideline on the quality, etc. and realize your tolerance is nothing compared to an experienced user! Have several clean, unused and wrapped syringes. If you don't usually IV first time can be tricky. If I have to tell you not to share or reuse needles - you have no business even thinking about trying this! Have something safe and soft to tie off with and you may want to soak your arm in warm water before starting. Make sure you register your shot (your guide should be experienced in this or you chose the wrong person - if they don't get the process - including hygiene- don't let them shoot you up!) When you see a bloom of blood in the syringe, loosen the tie off and have your guide slowly push the plunger in. If it burns tell them to stop! clean the injection site with an alcohol pad. You may try to re-register once, twice is getting way iffy and I don't recommend it. Have a working phone and vehicle (just in case) Have a safe and comfortable place to do it, have plenty of water on hand,some snacks too perhaps and realize you may feel a little queezy at first, or itchy so don't dwell on that to the point it gets you feeling paranoid, but do Keep the line of communication wide open and mention it. - tell the person supervising you how you feel - happy, scared or anything in between. feel like your gonna pass out? SAY IT! feel like you wanna listen to strange music and trip? Say it, do it! Stay comfortable in what should be your one time only little euphoria zone - and take my words to heart - make it a one time thing - and please don't chase the dragon. He will turn around and bite you, and his bites can easily be deadly. If you decide to have the experience, above all, be safe - but if you've taken it this far, I hope you also enjoy - just not enough to do it again!
