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December '14 -- SL Getting & Staying Sober Thread

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45 days off suboxone

Still a lot of suicidal thoughts

I don't think I will win. I hope the rest of you win the war we are all fighting. <3
 
Just fucking win, Cap. You can do it, because you are doing it right now. Stay strong! I know it's terribly, unexplainably unbearable -- but you're doing it!

Be the guy, many years down the road, who looks back at these turning points, and says, "Boy, I almost didn't make it. Almost. But I did. Somehow." And enjoy post-PAWS life.
 
BlueSaffron said:
god I fucking miss being happy.
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Same here blue. Stay strong <3

Just A Guy said:
Just fucking win, Cap. You can do it, because you are doing it right now. Stay strong! I know it's terribly, unexplainably unbearable -- but you're doing it!

Be the guy, many years down the road, who looks back at these turning points, and says, "Boy, I almost didn't make it. Almost. But I did. Somehow." And enjoy post-PAWS life.
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I think if I am alive in May of 2015 I will be alive for some time. I am afraid I can't make it another few months.
 
Some say the most we want to die the longer it takes.
It was actually a saying but I don´t remember how to quotes it exactly..
 
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Captain.Heroin said:
Same here blue. Stay strong <3



I think if I am alive in May of 2015 I will be alive for some time. I am afraid I can't make it another few months.
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Ok, well you've got to let us know when things get the worst, and we'll be there for you. Also, if you want to, PM me for my number sometime if you want to talk. To May!
 
The porn has ended up being very easy to drop. Im very happy:D i did not have an addiction to that stuff as it would have been hard to deal with given there is an endless free supply.

Rolling along smooth on the other stuff. picked the old cliche quit date for tobacco, Jan 1 im done.
 
Thanks just a guy and erikmen

I have 46 days, a month and a half

Still have anxiety, suicidal thoughts, depression
 
My love goes out to all those struggling. You all know I am here for you guys!
 
bad night, I need someone to talk to... is anyone around and has a few minutes to listen to my ridiculousness via pm?
 
I'm here also Blue.. You can message me anytime.
~ Smoky <3 :)
 
sent you both texts bout an hour ago, not sure if you got them so just letting you know here
 
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edit: as for me, got a hold of a couple more subs, been taking 3 mg a day. I think its time to bite the bullet and taper down now. Going to try to take 2.5 tomorrow and 2 sunday.

3 weeks no black as of today.
 
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BlueSaffron said:
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edit: as for me, got a hold of a couple more subs, been taking 3 mg a day. I think its time to bite the bullet and taper down now. Going to try to take 2.5 tomorrow and 2 sunday.

3 weeks no black as of today.
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What do you mean? Did you relapse or something?
What does "no black as of today mean"?
 
I didnt relapse. "As of today" means what it sounds like-on this day, i have three weeks clean... The last dope i did was on a Saturday three weeks ago, so as of today, i have three weeks clean :)
 
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