I know precisely what you mean. I have used Fentanyl patches before, I think it was 50 mcg, or 3 patches of 25 mcg. It was 'good' only because I slept well, nothing else. I would normally miss the rush from dope which was not good and incredibly dangerous.
But getting heroin laced with Fentanyl is different, you don't have a way to know how much you can actually use, besides it's easy to OD using regular doses. Sorry to hear about your experience. Indeed, getting the family involved only to realize everything is f**ked up. All the regrets most of us have to deal with for years and years.
When I would actually use the patch properly, by the third day....I would always have such a huge headache..... I hated it....but when I knew nothing would be around for a while, i'd give in and just take the patches from the guy, slap one or two on....depending on which ones they were....and either quarter or cut open the patch and eat it.....the ones that were like all plastic.... Forget what those were called?...but no gel or milky stuff.... I would quarter and put it on my tongue like blotters..that was years ago...
...but it relieved any ill feelings... But no euphoria..... We have a huge fentanyl lace problem here now where I'm from.....someone I worked with OD'd and died from that shit.....
....stupid shit....I dunno where it's all coming from.....the fentanyl???. But I wish people would give it a rest.....I understand that the guy I get it off of prolly isn't the one who's doing it..but I just hate that ....
...It happened to me with MDMA too....well , not OD'd....but.... the one time it was 5-meo-dipt.... I was working as a cook when I dosed that one....
...the next was 2cb.....
....but both times I was having visuals I did not want...or atleast wasn't expecting..... After I knew what it was....I talked to the idiot who was selling... Told him this isn't cool, someone is going to get hurt....bought out what the had left.....the 2cb time I was experiencing extreme visuals and a huge body load , I took 5 doses of what I thought was MDMA....but was 2cb...I was at a party....they almost called the ambulance...
....I could atleast squeeze some words out of my mouth.....particularly 'no....it would make it worse......'
After I knew what it was, both times..., I enjoyed the trips I had.....
....I hate fuckers that do things like that, selling shit, that isn't the shit...