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Confess Your Drug Sins Here, 1 at a time.

Most of the "serious things" I did were done before I seriously started using drugs, too...vandalism, arson, B&E, grand larceny, blah blah blah, all due to simple boredom

Honestly I don't think of myself as a "criminal", but if I were ever arrested and the full extent of my criminal activity was published, most people would probably think "good riddance"

Scary to think about.
 
Serious things that make me regret were; lies and excuses I had for those who only cared about me.
They wanted me to have a life. Looking back in time they were right.
I didn't have to lose so much if I would have listened to them.

My parents had always told me that I'd understand them the day I had to look after my children.
They were right.
I understand them now, just disagree with their methods but they were from a different generation.
All they wanted was to protect me.
 
sold what was probably methylone but could have been anything as MDMA to a couple people. I was broke and on probation and needed the $$ for alcohol..

black out drunk and vandalized a girls car after she rear ended the car I was in and ended up getting arrested for it but the charge got dropped..i dont actually feel bad for that at all though so not really a confession
 
Trying to deceive my spouse by taking my daily shot on our 2nd honeymoon was already serious enough.
But lying about that seemed to be the worst.

I had to deny her instincts only to come clean in a therapy. She forgives me now but wont forget.
 
I was once deemed so massively intoxicated that I was kicked out of a crackden....
 
Forgetting birthdays, picking up kids in school. Lies, lies and more lies.
 
I will take stimulants (mephedrone was DOC) and wank myself silly for sometimes up to 48 hours at a time

just gone through an 8ball of coke doing exactly that :/
 
Smoking rocks with my father at the age of 20... We had a few good moments, but the damage it did to me both physically and mentally...It's been a few years already and I still feel burned out from it.
 
Really fucking terrible graffiti/street-art phase around '00-03 Jesus did I suck, but I was gonna get good one day, really. No wonder I'm a 34yo stock boy.
 
Got geeked, spent 8 hours looking for hookers online, found one, convinced myself she was a cop who knew I had drugs, almost fried my hard drive.
 
Hey Boys and Girls.

1. Lied to my parents and girlfriend about my drug use
2. my friends don't even want to hang out unless drugs are involved which really sucks because i don't need them to enjoy time with my friends
3. stolen my girlfriends mom's Opana prescription and got caught by my girlfriend who was devastated but luckily we reconciled.
4. searched my parents cabinets for drugs and many friends houses as well as random peoples houses.
5. have said many things to people I love while high that i'm extremely sorry for.
6. two friends who got me into drugs have died to overdoses and if i knew at the time i would have helped them get clean.
7. put my parents through hell as a teenager through my drug use when they only wanted me to be happy and healthy.
8. all and all things in my life have taken a turn for the bright side but I'm not proud of what i have done but have ask for forgiveness and have forgiven my self so that i can move on in life.
 
Not being present when my sister had her baby and asked to pick her up.
 
getting high on stims and browsing the craigslist 'casual encounters' forum for a woman to fuck. for about 12 hours straight...I laugh at this now but what the hell was I thinking!? I never ended up finding anybody , fyi ;(
 
That's no so bad. Hope you find your match.
Sometimes I believe that some of the sins we have we can't even remember.
Once when I was going to work a lady approached me to charge for her mother's car damage.
I only found out I had something to do with that was when I looked at my car. I had no idea.
 
I got dragged along the street a few feet in a blacked out state (alcohol induced) holding onto the backdoor handle of a taxi that refused to drive me home because I was too intoxicated.
My friends told me what happened the next day.
 
OD'd in my grandmas bed while she was talking to me. Not the worst thing, but a most recent one
 
Stole bottles hydrocodone 7.50mg tabs, 10mg zolpidems, and tramadol (which I sold, I'm a poor metabolizer) from my grandpa.

Army crawled through my parents' bedroom to snatch car keys and dope money, while, they we're a sleep.

Shared needles with escorts and people I barely knew = Hep C.

Shot people up for their first time and now they're life is fucked by heroin.

Totalled 3 cars.

Let dudes give me head for money + dope. Fucking disturbing as a heterosexual male.
 
OD'ed and my wife was told by the doctors that I wouldn't make it. For 48 hours she went through her worst moments in her life.
I don't think I can ever forgive myself. Our life was miserable, sad. She cried for months. Endless nights checking on me.
Now that I'm sober I have problems to deal with my emotions. All the regrets.
 
Stuff that makes us feel bad about our actions unfortunately keep us alive and can often prevent us from making the same mistakes again IMO/E.
 
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