I have been through everything you have all been through for the past 7 years. The only thing that prevented me from suicide was the fact I do not want to let the poison win in the end.
I agree that our experience is modern day Holocaust. I highly recommend you all get involved with an organization called Citizens Comission On Human Rights International.
We can fight the inhumane Psychiatry Holocaust we were forced into, by working with this organization to get justice. It is an organization dedicated to shutting down the Psychiatry scam we were tortured by. And there are scientists, psychologists, doctors, lawyers, legislators, educators, business professionals, Civil and Human Rights representatives, ectr, all on our side involved with this organization, fighting for our justice, and working to educate society about the real facts, and prevent further victims. Basically they emphasize everything we vent in this forum, but twice as powerful and intense.
They want to help us, and have the exact facts and professional help we need.
Also, there is a way to get this poison out of our systems in half the amount of time than expected. It is through an herb called Red Sage (aka. Danshen and Salvia M.), which metabolizes the drug twice as fast. St. Johns Wart will also do the same, but I am wary of the sexual side effects of SJW, so I would recommend Red Sage.
These herbs work because they are CYP450 inducers. CYP2D6 and CYP3A4 inducers metabolize the drug twice as fast.
There are other substances in this category. I recommend you research all the above.
In conclusion, the brain heals itself eventually and recycles all affected areas. Eventually I want to try Jiaogulan, Velvet bean, and other supplements for brain & body system healing.
All heals in time.
Research brain plasticity. The brain recycles, regenerates, & repairs itself naturally. Break free of all other thoughts chaining you down that you cant prove. It takes inner strength and patience yes.
We will get through this. Stay strong!
I recommend time, patience, excercise, supplements & working with a Naturopath in the meantime for optimum healing. Positive outlook is essential, and can break through the negative mindset that is still holding us down, to focusing on better reality that is on its way to healing day by day, yet we are ignoring it, because the negative expectations we have created regarding getting over this trauma is chaining us down. It takes time. I am currently healing from several Abilify injections over a span of 7 years, and I must say I envy the Invega survivors for the increased receptor density, & Dopamine sensitivity that is coming your way. Abilify isn?t known for that. I?ve had a few Invega injections before, and both drugs are comparable otherwise.
Let?s give the healing/regeneration process time. Stay focused. Keep this page going.
Those of you wishing to get high/drunk & libido issues, I noticed throughout the 7 years that the ability came back after some time & supplementation. It?s all about the dopamine receptors being intact, and other systems healing as well. The body/brain is complex. Healing takes time. I?m just as frustrated as you this go around. My last & final injection was two months ago.
I want my instincts back. I feel blank. Can?t communicate well, or process thoughts. My emotions, intellect, memory, motivation, ectr..will hopefully bounce back in time. I?ve been consistently crying about all the same things that have devastated the rest of you in this forum. That?s a good sign. I couldn?t cry for a while. I finally got my period back, but am uncertain if I can procreate after this crap. I gained 100lbs as well, which sucks as a female at the prime of my life, amongst everything else.
My doctor recently told me I have something called Essential Thrombocyosis which is elevated red blood platelets..I?m not certain if that?s from the poison injection or not. I developed severe debilitating allergies I manage with pills. Maybe Mast Cell disorder? Also have retinal pulling from the atrophy the med causes the eyes. High blood sugar. Can?t sleep anymore. No sleep sensation. Lost some hair thickness, but it?s growing back. There are popping sounds/sensations in my brain. Heart and muscle palpitations. Can?t digest anything comfortably anymore..Can?t swallow sometimes..ectr..list goes on..I?m so frustrated. Believe me. I block my ?percieved? anger out, and put that all that ?numb? rage/devastation energy into walking miles a day and on a Keto diet to lose the weight . Otherwise I zombie out watching T.V & trying to nap ( which I can?t.) I spend every moment trying not to be upset and obsess over things. I have no personality or insight anymore. No instincts. Can?t communicate well. Certainly nothing interests me or makes me feel happiness. I obsess about celebrating the end of the year smoking pot and drinking, hoping to feel it.
All the above will get better.
One of the worst frustrations is my boyfriend doesn?t understand what Ive been through, or what I am going through. There is a wall between us now. I hate that he thinks I?m sick depressed, and therefore given up on life, as if it was a choice.
I?m like, no, I LITERALLY cannot feel anything but obsession to get over this injection trauma. He doesn?t get it or the side effects. He thinks the injections will help me get motivated and happy again. Yet the injection caused the problems in the first place, Lol. Irony.
All this because my parents forced me on injections for years when I didn?t need to be. And I begged them not to. Regardless, I am sane. They were brainwashed by the Psychiatrist spinsters and ultimately don?t understand youth growing up..
I now hate my parents, and will never have a relationship with them.
The irony is my parents are cold hearted psychos and I?ve always been peaceful and sane. I?m a victim of the same system we all know so well here.
Life can be so ironic. I?m almost at a point where I accept that my life was taken from me at a young age, in the prime of my life. It?s messed up I feel a kinship with people that have passed away at young ages. It?s comforting to me I am not alone in that aspect. Isnt that messed up? But wait. It?s not over yet.
I?ve got to give this healing process and the supplements time before I throw in the towel. That?s what?s stopping me from sitting in a closed garage with car fumes. I?m hoping that at the very least I still have a spirit. A part of me has given up on this lifetime, & is looking forward to reincarnating into a new body that can feel again. But I need to give this body time..This drug is messed up dudes. I?m staying strong. Looking forward to the future healing. Patience. I?ve healed before,again. Peace to all of you.
I am quite thankful for this forum.
Pardon the reiteration, yet this paragraph addresses current conversation. Especially those of you looking to detox the drug faster. Research the above info, pardon my communication, as you can understand my writing skills are not up to par yet after the poison.
And for those talking about writing letters and class action suits, ectr , the CCHR is a professional organization that can majorally help all of us wanting to take action. There is power in numbers.
