You will recover, I don't think you are that far off, even though its been a long time already, I would say a couple more months, I had the 2 initial doses too, honestly I'm given it almost 2 years, I forgot who it was but had the 2 initial doses too and he said he felt better at 14 months and recovered at 18, and my brother has recovered and is able to enjoy things, has emotions and can get drunkI can not laugh, sing, cry, paint, work, cook, get drunken, have less oestrogen, not watch TV, not going out, my hair is not beatiful, I look awful, have no hobbies, less apetite, want not go outside for a walk, I don't know what to do every day.