Day 15... 2 week update: Sun morning. 96 hours since my last sub use. Taper is 12-6-4-2-1-1.5-.75-.5.-.5-0.-.5-0-0-0-.5 yes.... Do you see that .50 at the end I caved and put a sliver in my mouth. Hopefully I can beat this. FOr some reason the depression is killing me more then anything. GF is going to leave me soon, she says I have no passion for life, she doesnt know whats going on... It's killing me to be strong. I know one thing. I"m not going up in dose on subs and Im NOT going back to HERION
3 hours of sleep fri night
1 hour of sleep tonight.. I'm taking everythign to help em sleep including booze... graet help huh
Failed again. twice now.. But I will say I'm still along the protocol and following Robert325 method.. No MORE until Wed and that would be LAST dose if that is even needed by then. Hopefully not. For some reason its been getting worse n worse and its been 96 hours!!!!! since the last sub use.. this .5 has done ANYTHING To improve my mood or symtoms, maybe my sotmach issue. Maybe you rirhgt, I just need to throw them away... becuase .5 isnt helping anymore must be my tolderance...one thing I'm NOT doing is increasing the dosage.. Love yall.... up at 4:30am... Guess ill use it as a extra hour to better myself today.
Still supplmenting with L-tyrosine, b-6, True calm, 5-htp- Velvarian root, Gaba, Vitamin C, Multi Men Sport (extra amnios) Tons of Pscho bleds for men.. prostate, etc. Hylands restlesse legs pills... Melatonin... Beer, Tramadol, 5 xaxax on standby.. I used 1 last night didnt do ANYTHING pointless. GOd hopefully somethign changes int he next few days. I'm not going back no matter what tho.