Hey OG, good for you on the clean time man. You sounded pretty beat on here over the last month or so, so if you feel better, and it helps with school and whatever else, then keep it up. Use a bit if you want, if you can, but remember how good you feel now compared to how low you felt at other times. I know that's not easy, from my own experience, why do I keep going back, I'll ask myself. We have a long term memory for the good times, and a short term memory for the hell and suffering. that's all I can figure out.
Grinds - yeah be careful man. I recently been playing with the idea of shooting for the rush. I used to shoot, learned how way back in 1991, but haven't used a rig since 2003. And I don't use with a partner or buddy or any backup like that. It was quickly pointed out to me how dangerous this could be by some other friends (whose advice I truly appreciate), Anyway my point is just be careful with the tolerance, man, like everyone else is saying. When I started back on again (last summer) after a 10 year break, I tried to start slow, snorted a tiny line, but it felt so good and I missed it for so long, I snorted some more until I got a good nod. This was still less than 1 cap. But I was so sick for the next 2 - 3 days it was unbelievable. I couldn't do anything the day after, called off work, slept on the floor of the bathroom, etc. By the end of that day, I was sniffing bumps to make my self feel better and get over the nausea. Which worked of course.....
And Chinky - I think I'm reading you right. You got the raw, you like to add a little dorm for the effect (I like the dorm myself), but then you smoke it off foil. I used to smoke everything (coke, my limited experience with meth, ECP) through a bong with a little weed. I've smoked coke off of foil. Does the dope on the foil bubble and run like coke, or like they describe in the euro threads? Does the dorm smoke, or cause any issue with the raw smoking? Interesting. Maybe I should just try it myself next time I get a few bags. I like sniffing tho, and associate smoking with coke or whatbot.
Anyway, I'm, still out of town on vacation with family. 7 days clean today, sunburned, washed the car and waxed it twice. Went sailing on a little sunfish on lake Michigan. Taking care of my sick baby gorl right now. The whole week has been rad. Just woulda liked a blast once in while, like Grinds said earlier.....Oh well, back to Chitown tomorrow, and back to work Monday. Back into it. Let's see if I can/if i want to stay away from it.