We've all thought that at some point I think. Try not to beat yourself up about it.
You confuse depression with being mildly irritated, don't. Depression is real and is not caused by running out of anything. Also using every day doesn't 'lose the magic' as you claim, in fact I suspect you don't know what you're talking about and are a reader/contributor to askfrank, a disinformation site run by the UK government and packed with utter nonsense.
Another sowing disinformation. 'In a majority' - on what basis do you make that claim? The reality is the opposite, cannabis users are usually happy, ballanced, generous and sociable. Hasvng used for more years than you've had hot dinners, I can guarantee that the majority of users will remain stable, blanced, happy and productive people. After all, if what you claim [in ignorance] were true, the whole human race would be depressed and suicidal simpler from the cannabinoids our bodies produce [oh, is that news for you? Google 'endocannabinoid system']. Cannabinoids are involved in every bodily function from thinking to eating and to stopping eating. You must be an anti-dope troll.
As you have discovered,you've never felt more positive and happy, cannabis is a very useful anti-depressent so unless you start to overuse in a big way, it won't cause any worsening long term. Unlike the pharmaceuticals which all have their side effects.
Perhaps their anxiety is connected to the legal position? Knowing you can get arrested for a herb can make some anxious and paranoid. I would say the 'war on drugs' causes way more paranoia than cannabis ever could.
Sowing disinformation? This is a harm reduction site. I don’t give a flying fuck what you think you may know cause your old as fuck but your not a doctor, you have no right to tell someone that just because your fine everyone will be fine. You have no idea what pre existing conditions someone may have and your spouting your loud fucking keyboard fingers against me is the wrong fucking thing to do. But I see your goal is a one size fits all type shit. Remind me what’s the highest education you have?
No, I apologize for my poor choice of words in the first reply. I had a rough morning, but if you look OP is already treated for depression and anxiety. In a person without underlying conditions to which, are so persistent they require medications.. I would say you may have a point.. which I’ll agree a majority of people that don’t suffer from bipolar, personality disorders and/or Other psychiatric illnesses the likelihood is very unlikely. But don’t forgot in most people also, after a month of consistent use a person will withdraw. Albeit small anxiety will increase so will insomnia. So marijuana isn’t without its downfalls is all I’m saying, also many studies were produced in the years before the great decriminalization of marijuan. We are talking what 4-12% tops with cbd also in small but larger then today’s amounts. Now a days you have 90-99 percent distillates. Who knows what effect this will have on the mind later on. I smoke weed myself and take oxy and kratom and with my past drug usage I’m the furthest thing from an anti drug person. But I think it’s dangerous to put out this information, on a harm reduction site in an online forum that many are browsing and land on after a simple google search. Some of that could be children or teens who’s brains aren’t fully developed. Which has been proven to cause anxiety and depression later on as adults. You love your weed I get it lol, but we have a responsibility not to sway someone who may be seeking to self medicate in a way which could bite them in the ass later on