shygirlluv
Bluelighter
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- Aug 27, 2012
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Okay so yea I am a total dumbass......
So I had just started doing meth and was bingeing for several days because I was new to it , and because It helped me to stay awake for a new job that I had just started. I was the only one working the graveyard shift for my company , and before I started doing meth, I would usually sleep all night at work because it was so slow, so since I was already bingeing I would usually do a few lines throughout the night to keep me awake. The location of my work was seriously out in the boonies, and I wouldn't lock the gate cus I sometimes had employees coming in and out.... there was no one out there but me and to make matters worse it was a mobile home office, and if you have ever been in one you know you can hear EVERY LITTLE THING!!! Remember I have NEVER heard or experienced the whole shadow people aspect of the meth.
So one night had been up probably about 3 nights and I was going outside to get some fresh air, ( I always parked my car right in front of the door so I could see it ) well I walk outside and there's a black man sitting in my drivers seat and his german sheperd is sitting in my passenger seat. I was like "WTF, my alarm didn't even go off, so then I look to the left where our company vehicles are and there is a man with a baseball hat just standing staring at me from a distance. So I called my boyfriend freaking out and he told me it was nothing that I was seeing things from lack of sleep. So knowing they were there I kept watching them to see if they were going to make a move, so I turned off all the lights in the office so they couldn't see me watching them out the window, which made me even more psychotic.
And all this time I am also watching my security cameras, ( It was hooked up to a computer monitor and had 4 different views of outside) and low and behold there is someone sitting on the roof of my office reading a book. I was like WTF, its like 3AM what the hell is he doing reading a book on OUR roof, I kept glancing at it , he would be there and then POOF he was gone, this went on for a really long time. Well while I am watching my security screen ( I am still on the phone with the bf at this point) I hear a voice coming from the supply room. I said , " Who's there,?" And he didn't say anything so I get up and walk over there and there's another black man standing in the doorway looking at me. I freaked and told my bf there was a man in the office, he told me to call down, I told him I couldn't take it anymore and I was going to call the cops and at the point the man in the supply closet said " Don't call the cops or I will kill you! " I started bawling and call 911.
I told them that I was working alone and there was someone in the office threatening to kill me. And that there was someone in my car. So they send not 1 but 2 cop cars. ( Remember my pupils are the size of golf balls) So the officers come to the door, and I directed them to where that man was standing in between the trucks, and it freaked me the fuck out cus I was watching the cop and he walked right through the man! I was like WTF, at that point I was like , "Maybe I AMMMM seeing things, " So I directed them to the security screens, I was seeing all kinds of shit going on , but I didn't say anything, because I wanted to wait and see if they saw anything first. They didn't , they drove around on the lot with their spotlight and before they left I apologized and told them I had just started working nights and that my sleep schedule was off and maybe I was just starting to go a little crazy but wanted them to check it out just to be on the safe side. After they left I sat at my desk and was joined by a little old man that was sitting directly across from me just staring at me ALLLL night...
So to end this is the WORST METH experience I have ever had, and now I have learned to just ignore them... sometimes when I'm not up all night pointing my desert eagle at them! HAHA
Has anyone ever experienced it this bad, or worse?
So I had just started doing meth and was bingeing for several days because I was new to it , and because It helped me to stay awake for a new job that I had just started. I was the only one working the graveyard shift for my company , and before I started doing meth, I would usually sleep all night at work because it was so slow, so since I was already bingeing I would usually do a few lines throughout the night to keep me awake. The location of my work was seriously out in the boonies, and I wouldn't lock the gate cus I sometimes had employees coming in and out.... there was no one out there but me and to make matters worse it was a mobile home office, and if you have ever been in one you know you can hear EVERY LITTLE THING!!! Remember I have NEVER heard or experienced the whole shadow people aspect of the meth.
So one night had been up probably about 3 nights and I was going outside to get some fresh air, ( I always parked my car right in front of the door so I could see it ) well I walk outside and there's a black man sitting in my drivers seat and his german sheperd is sitting in my passenger seat. I was like "WTF, my alarm didn't even go off, so then I look to the left where our company vehicles are and there is a man with a baseball hat just standing staring at me from a distance. So I called my boyfriend freaking out and he told me it was nothing that I was seeing things from lack of sleep. So knowing they were there I kept watching them to see if they were going to make a move, so I turned off all the lights in the office so they couldn't see me watching them out the window, which made me even more psychotic.
And all this time I am also watching my security cameras, ( It was hooked up to a computer monitor and had 4 different views of outside) and low and behold there is someone sitting on the roof of my office reading a book. I was like WTF, its like 3AM what the hell is he doing reading a book on OUR roof, I kept glancing at it , he would be there and then POOF he was gone, this went on for a really long time. Well while I am watching my security screen ( I am still on the phone with the bf at this point) I hear a voice coming from the supply room. I said , " Who's there,?" And he didn't say anything so I get up and walk over there and there's another black man standing in the doorway looking at me. I freaked and told my bf there was a man in the office, he told me to call down, I told him I couldn't take it anymore and I was going to call the cops and at the point the man in the supply closet said " Don't call the cops or I will kill you! " I started bawling and call 911.
I told them that I was working alone and there was someone in the office threatening to kill me. And that there was someone in my car. So they send not 1 but 2 cop cars. ( Remember my pupils are the size of golf balls) So the officers come to the door, and I directed them to where that man was standing in between the trucks, and it freaked me the fuck out cus I was watching the cop and he walked right through the man! I was like WTF, at that point I was like , "Maybe I AMMMM seeing things, " So I directed them to the security screens, I was seeing all kinds of shit going on , but I didn't say anything, because I wanted to wait and see if they saw anything first. They didn't , they drove around on the lot with their spotlight and before they left I apologized and told them I had just started working nights and that my sleep schedule was off and maybe I was just starting to go a little crazy but wanted them to check it out just to be on the safe side. After they left I sat at my desk and was joined by a little old man that was sitting directly across from me just staring at me ALLLL night...
So to end this is the WORST METH experience I have ever had, and now I have learned to just ignore them... sometimes when I'm not up all night pointing my desert eagle at them! HAHA
Has anyone ever experienced it this bad, or worse?
