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For once, I agree with an Anti Drug Campaign Slogan; that slogan being: "Not Even Once." You're not going to be able to forget what raising your Dopamine levels by 1500-4000% feels like. Your lizard brain is hard wired to chase Dopamine, but even sex only raises dopamine by like 100%. It's an ungodly amount of pleasure that no human should ever experience in this lifetime. You should not be rewarded this greatly for ANYTHING, especially not something that will erode your mind this badly, not to mention how much it will erode the lining of your heart and your veins; An unreal and unearthly kind of reward for what equates to death and precipitated mental illness!
Everyone PLEASE stay the hell away from Methamphetamine. I cannot reiterate this enough. You'll think that you have it under control by being a weekend user, but little do you know you're already becoming addicted. You'll use it every weekend, and that's all you'll look forward to in the week. The week days will become unbearably mundane and unsatisfying. Then a couple of years later of this, you may finally shoot it. "I'm still just gonna use on the weekends. But I'll just shoot it instead of using the other ways, since they're all a waste by comparison."
You'll have the illusion that you still got it under control. But after using on Friday and Saturday night, you'll throw in a Sunday night to see if anyone notices at work. "I'm good." Now Sunday night is a given as well. Then Thursday night will roll around months later after "having it under control" and then you'll say "the weekend is almost here! Let me reward myself by kicking it off early with a Thursday night slammer. This week has been shit and I deserve it." Now you're weekends are 4 night weekends, perpetually. Why not add Mondays to the mix? Mondays suck anyways. Am I right?
Well, hell I'm already using 5 days a week. Why not go seven? Then you'll only sleep every other weekend (for the entire weekend). Now you're recharged and ready to get twacked out once again. Now you shooting it 2 or 3 times a day amd have been for months and your eyes are sunken in and your cheek bones are visible and you're pale as a ghost, weighing 120 lbs with track marks all over your arms. But you got it under control. Right up until you finally lose your job and eventually start selling and trading shoplifted shit on the street for more ice.
Ice will sneak up on you and delude you into thinking you have it under control for years as a "weekend user." "I don't even like meth that much. Its definitely not my Drug of choice. I'm more or an opiate guy" oh really? Why were you only using opiates like once every two weeks then? Lol.
That mess is bad news. But all the scare tactics will have you thinking that Meth isn't that bad; afterall, nothing that feels THIS good can be THAT bad, right? But it really kinda is as bad as they make it out to be, trust me. What makes it so bad is that it will convince you that it itself is not that bad.
I've been addicted to Opioids, GHB, Phenibut, nicotine, ( also, technically weed. It is addictive, I don't give a damn what y'all say. Its just a very different kind of addiction than the hard stuff. But it is indeed a mental addiction, all the same, at the end of the day).....and Meth is by far the darkest addiction and has the greatest pull -- even though its "only" a mental addiction. Way worse and harder to quit than any of the physical withdrawal syndrome inducing drugs I've had. I did not realize life could be so dark and hopeless feeling. I welcomed death many times during some of the deepest bouts of Methamphetamine addiction.
Stay the hell away from it. Don't be hardheaded like me and have to learn the hard way for yourself. Especially not these days where so much of it is tainted with Fentanyl.
These days I got the fear of God about using meth anyways, after a girl I grew up with died from a lethal overdose of fentanyl -- all from using freaking ice of all things, and I keep on hearing about these cases everywhere. My cousin was even in Sober Living with a guy who slipped up and did some ice in the Rehab the other day and they had to hit him like 7 times with some Narcan -- simply because the cartels are cross contaminating Fent with their Ice. Can't even be bothered to at least use separate scales and tables and shit. Human life is literally that unvaluable and worthless to these people.
Who knows, maybe they are purposefully cutting it with Fent these days -- they are fucking psychopaths after all; and they know that they have all but utter control of the market and that many a tweaker is going to buy no matter what -- even if it is now a literal game of Russian Roulette these days. I wouldn't be surprised if they randomly throw the Fent bullet in the chamber from time to time just for shits and giggles. People like that get off on random malice.
All the more reason to stay away. And while your at it, stay away from any heroin or pills of unknown origin. I wouldn't trust the coke either, tbh. Hell, nowadays I hear it's even being found in Molly. Even weed from what I hear. The amounts of Fentanyl that are crossing the boarder are staggering.
In closing, "they" have lied about many things when it comes to meth. They lied and said its a literal concoction of household chemicals that only someone with a death wish would ever dream of using. It's not. It's a separate and pure chemical that is cooked from reactions which require other household chemicals in order to produce said reactions; that does not mean that the final product is a literal concoction of random ass chemicals (this is how a child would describe it, no adult should be spewing this crap). They said that if you do it once you'll never put it down. This is true for a small minority of users, but for many, if not most, it gives you the illusion of control and self moderation, at least in the beginning. They lied and said that if you use it, then in a month or two you'll look like the "Faces of Meth" people, missing half your teeth and looking borderline sub human. Yet you'll see people who have been on it for years who look more or less normal (and normies will also ask you "Why do you still have all your teeth and look normal if you used to take meth?" Because of this mistruth). They made it sound like a scary, heart pounding, panicky experience, but when you try it you'll be like "Why did they try to hide something that feels so damn amazing from me?" They lied and said many things about meth that just are not true (or that are only true for a minority, as if it was the majority experience). But one thing they did not lie about is that it truly is one hard ass drug to let go of. Sure, some are able to just try it once or twice or maybe even a few times and decide that they hate it and then go on to never try it again. Some can even truly do it once every blue moon. But those people are usually the actual minority in this case. They didn't lie about it being, for most, an extremely addictive drug that can easily destroy your life, and they also didn't lie about how serious the needle is. Don't let their lies about the drug cause you to believe that every single thing they said about it was thus a lie. There's usually a little bit of truth in everything, even in a lie.
God bless and stay away from Ice. It really isn't worth it. Especially not these days. God bless and get you some good sleep tonight! Eat a good meal! Maybe even have some sex (with someone you love. Don't be an animal). That's what Dopamine was actually created and reserved for! Choose peace over pleasure, if ya can. And If you are floating in that meth boat, remember that the lizard brain can be overcome. The emotional and instinctual parts of your brain may be telling you that you need it, but you're logical mind will see that you clearly need anything BUT it! The pull is very strong but with each passing day it does get easier.
Everyone PLEASE stay the hell away from Methamphetamine. I cannot reiterate this enough. You'll think that you have it under control by being a weekend user, but little do you know you're already becoming addicted. You'll use it every weekend, and that's all you'll look forward to in the week. The week days will become unbearably mundane and unsatisfying. Then a couple of years later of this, you may finally shoot it. "I'm still just gonna use on the weekends. But I'll just shoot it instead of using the other ways, since they're all a waste by comparison."
You'll have the illusion that you still got it under control. But after using on Friday and Saturday night, you'll throw in a Sunday night to see if anyone notices at work. "I'm good." Now Sunday night is a given as well. Then Thursday night will roll around months later after "having it under control" and then you'll say "the weekend is almost here! Let me reward myself by kicking it off early with a Thursday night slammer. This week has been shit and I deserve it." Now you're weekends are 4 night weekends, perpetually. Why not add Mondays to the mix? Mondays suck anyways. Am I right?
Well, hell I'm already using 5 days a week. Why not go seven? Then you'll only sleep every other weekend (for the entire weekend). Now you're recharged and ready to get twacked out once again. Now you shooting it 2 or 3 times a day amd have been for months and your eyes are sunken in and your cheek bones are visible and you're pale as a ghost, weighing 120 lbs with track marks all over your arms. But you got it under control. Right up until you finally lose your job and eventually start selling and trading shoplifted shit on the street for more ice.
Ice will sneak up on you and delude you into thinking you have it under control for years as a "weekend user." "I don't even like meth that much. Its definitely not my Drug of choice. I'm more or an opiate guy" oh really? Why were you only using opiates like once every two weeks then? Lol.
That mess is bad news. But all the scare tactics will have you thinking that Meth isn't that bad; afterall, nothing that feels THIS good can be THAT bad, right? But it really kinda is as bad as they make it out to be, trust me. What makes it so bad is that it will convince you that it itself is not that bad.
I've been addicted to Opioids, GHB, Phenibut, nicotine, ( also, technically weed. It is addictive, I don't give a damn what y'all say. Its just a very different kind of addiction than the hard stuff. But it is indeed a mental addiction, all the same, at the end of the day).....and Meth is by far the darkest addiction and has the greatest pull -- even though its "only" a mental addiction. Way worse and harder to quit than any of the physical withdrawal syndrome inducing drugs I've had. I did not realize life could be so dark and hopeless feeling. I welcomed death many times during some of the deepest bouts of Methamphetamine addiction.
Stay the hell away from it. Don't be hardheaded like me and have to learn the hard way for yourself. Especially not these days where so much of it is tainted with Fentanyl.
These days I got the fear of God about using meth anyways, after a girl I grew up with died from a lethal overdose of fentanyl -- all from using freaking ice of all things, and I keep on hearing about these cases everywhere. My cousin was even in Sober Living with a guy who slipped up and did some ice in the Rehab the other day and they had to hit him like 7 times with some Narcan -- simply because the cartels are cross contaminating Fent with their Ice. Can't even be bothered to at least use separate scales and tables and shit. Human life is literally that unvaluable and worthless to these people.
Who knows, maybe they are purposefully cutting it with Fent these days -- they are fucking psychopaths after all; and they know that they have all but utter control of the market and that many a tweaker is going to buy no matter what -- even if it is now a literal game of Russian Roulette these days. I wouldn't be surprised if they randomly throw the Fent bullet in the chamber from time to time just for shits and giggles. People like that get off on random malice.
All the more reason to stay away. And while your at it, stay away from any heroin or pills of unknown origin. I wouldn't trust the coke either, tbh. Hell, nowadays I hear it's even being found in Molly. Even weed from what I hear. The amounts of Fentanyl that are crossing the boarder are staggering.
In closing, "they" have lied about many things when it comes to meth. They lied and said its a literal concoction of household chemicals that only someone with a death wish would ever dream of using. It's not. It's a separate and pure chemical that is cooked from reactions which require other household chemicals in order to produce said reactions; that does not mean that the final product is a literal concoction of random ass chemicals (this is how a child would describe it, no adult should be spewing this crap). They said that if you do it once you'll never put it down. This is true for a small minority of users, but for many, if not most, it gives you the illusion of control and self moderation, at least in the beginning. They lied and said that if you use it, then in a month or two you'll look like the "Faces of Meth" people, missing half your teeth and looking borderline sub human. Yet you'll see people who have been on it for years who look more or less normal (and normies will also ask you "Why do you still have all your teeth and look normal if you used to take meth?" Because of this mistruth). They made it sound like a scary, heart pounding, panicky experience, but when you try it you'll be like "Why did they try to hide something that feels so damn amazing from me?" They lied and said many things about meth that just are not true (or that are only true for a minority, as if it was the majority experience). But one thing they did not lie about is that it truly is one hard ass drug to let go of. Sure, some are able to just try it once or twice or maybe even a few times and decide that they hate it and then go on to never try it again. Some can even truly do it once every blue moon. But those people are usually the actual minority in this case. They didn't lie about it being, for most, an extremely addictive drug that can easily destroy your life, and they also didn't lie about how serious the needle is. Don't let their lies about the drug cause you to believe that every single thing they said about it was thus a lie. There's usually a little bit of truth in everything, even in a lie.
God bless and stay away from Ice. It really isn't worth it. Especially not these days. God bless and get you some good sleep tonight! Eat a good meal! Maybe even have some sex (with someone you love. Don't be an animal). That's what Dopamine was actually created and reserved for! Choose peace over pleasure, if ya can. And If you are floating in that meth boat, remember that the lizard brain can be overcome. The emotional and instinctual parts of your brain may be telling you that you need it, but you're logical mind will see that you clearly need anything BUT it! The pull is very strong but with each passing day it does get easier.
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. Did that once all day pure and well your best CRYSTAAAAAL: is this ------2016 Corvette very powerful and fast
Also once brian does burn that chem up not going to get more and thus the addiction- thinking smoking more and more will get that original feeling. Best to always think this even when you feel that original rush I do even when eyes are tingling! Sure many of you like me have had Muscle Lock up usually in the thighs HUH? depletion of probably ATP same thing I di body building and lack of Pottasium or other essential minerals needed for muscle contraction. We are not these machines made to run at 230 mph. Use commons sense and not making any of this up; ok. Be safe be smart .
