Are certizine and diphenhydramine like antipsychotics in causing stimming beh

[d1nach]

I think shes paid what any other person at the top in their skill should be paid alot vs i normally wouldnt give a dam heck even seek out really disturbing porn. I am not talking about people doing things I might not like but that really focus on the exploitation of barely legal teens who are lured by small amounts of money and used once and bullied into sex in a way that isnt acting.

I think i was so insecure about my abilities all i wanted to do use them to make me feel bigger because no amount of drugs would make me feel like I am comfortable with myself when the music stops and I start coming down

 

[Scrofula]

I know you watch some pretty disturbing shit already, you've mentioned it before. Hopefully those girls got an extra tip too.

Maybe, though, you should never stop dancing?

 

[d1nach]

I dont dance.

However, I noticed checkout emotionally in my head in a way I dont think is normal.

So, I read about Ben Carson who would put on classical music and do brain surgery. And, I noticed I could keep my hands from shaking even looking at pictures of suicide victims. So I put on lala land and death metal but also letters being read by people who lost someone or lived after suicide. And, I was able to clean up for 8 hours and organize and stay calm just practing keeping in time like one two three and four one and two and three and four. Ect

Therefore, rather then beat myself up over not showing emotions like how i think I should. Maybe, I can use my difference to do something important that demands you stay flat cold and calculated under pressure to save a life.