Having come from and returned to meth in the add journey with 5 years off addys in the middle I thought I'd toss my hat in the opinion arena here.
If you can manage your drug habbits well I say don't let people fear monger you away from speed. Yes a bunch of people have fucked their lives up on it, doesn't mean it's not a remarkable compound. I'm weary of a great many studies since they seem very contradictory how benign the ADD meds and how malignant the street meth is. Just know you got a good source you're solid. The most frustrating thing about returning to meth use is all the bs floating around that isn't meth. There's been a huge influx of Methcathinone lately which is absolutely fucking useless if you're lookin for ADD meds. I actually got lucky enough to procure SWIM a half ounce of pure amphetamine recently
. Next to no mood lift, focus solid, bit sleepy almost due to my paradoxical reactions I get to everything. Focus is great, in the zone for work, libido mildly stimmulated. Interesting to get regular amps after so many years with racemeics and double methylations.
So if you can manage your Dex come downs, and aren't constantly chasing that mood lift when you got a gang of addys I'd say you'll be fine on meth. Meth lasts quite a while, my secret weapon to combat the early come down feelings...EAT FOOD. haha it's amazing how much a bowl of durum wheat pasta and some complex proteins from garbonzo beans or whatever, you're magically flying again, without redosing. Which means less crash and you'll come back down and go to bed.
MCat and coke are both worse for me as far as redosing craving than speed, and both of those make me feel like SHITTTT. So advice if you go meth route, watch yourself. It's more euphoric, so you need more self control regarding what you focus on. Definitely easy to get sidetracked regarding studies, you gotta stay on point, you'll be focused as fuck but your mood lift may make you say fuck this class I've put this and this off for too long, next thing you know you're asking for an extension. Also, meth is what lead me to an MD in the first place, benzos on hand aren't a bad idea in case you go up to far, panic attacks for 10 hours are not fun. If you catch yourself leading a far more distracted and lacking sleep lifestyle than with addys I say stop meth immediately. I haven't many people who can leave a bag alone for over a month, if you can't those are early signs of addiction. Meth ingested orally will last up to 10 hours, as with all other amps, you don't need to up medicinal doses, so even though the euphoria isn't there the focus will be. You don't need to increase your dose of meth per re-up. I prefer insufflation primarily cause I like to know quickly where I'm going on the chem as far as it's potency, and also 6 hours is enough per dosage usually, if I need a bit more longevity I do a hr 3 or 4 bump. It works for me, it destroys many lives, if you can't control yourself don't bank on the supply not being around, meth is everywhere, EVERYWHERE. And it's not hard to make. Don't bullshit yourself, don't start what you can't finish, don't write checks your ass can't cash etc. I'm an anomaly, but we're out here. Just make sure your source is legit, inconsistency is a bitch. Lost a half week of legal work time due to bunk bs and runnin out last week and it pissed me off and gave me a gang of anxiety when on no drugs, half xanny bar didn't do shit to settle me down (but I usually take a bar to settle down if amps get buggy). Of all stimson the planet I've tried, amphetamines are the only ones that make me feel alert and awake, everything else makes me get brain fog or literally knocks out, concerta's were like melancholy opiates when I tried em for add. I can't touch caffiene, amps are about it for focus and energy, so my involvement with em and addiction management is a mixed blessing.
Also regarding all the neurotoxicity reports, are any of them factoring in diet into the results? I've done amps for many years, done a good couple hundred rolls maybe even 300+ (weekly rolls for nearly 3 years on clean rolls), but always was obsessed with good nutrition, beyond just a 5-htp pill, but actually replenishing dopamine and serotonin from my diet naturally. Also exercising as much as possible and as many usage holidays as workloads allow for the amps. After shit nearly a decade now of beating the shit out of my brain, the last few years much tamer than my younger years, my memory is still pretty much photographic, most everything is still reticent awaiting recall. Got one occasional twitch I know which roll it came from even ha.
Just be weary man, meth has really gentle claws, you don't feel it sneakin' up on you unless you're really on top of it. Once it's got you, it doesn't let you go out of its clutches easily. An occasional recreational night is mellow, especially in college, but watch yourself, and regardless of finances, flush that mother fuckin remainder if you're fucking up. Watch your grades, your sleep, your redoses, be vary weary! But if it holds stable, it's a fucking wonderful compound. Also as I said, just be conscious of the euphoric difference, you might wind up writing some wired bullshit for your essays you normally wouldn't try to pull off. Low non-euphoric doses are phenomenal though if you're able to manage well
. Just know yourself, don't fuckin' train-wreck your life from ADD. Uninsured and due to the addy shortage lately it's a bitch to be with ADD, but if you can dig up good you're chill as long as it's regimented like medicine.
). I've never had trouble sleeping off of straight d-amp but have had trouble with Adderall XR before. Meth's a whole different story.
