About to try meth for the first time

[Jay123$]

I'm sorry, but I love it. Give the researchers compiling all our shit into algorithms somethings to chuckle at man. What are the worst most uttered by folks prior to descending into Meth-fueld insanity, 72 hour masturbation sessions, wearing of santa costumes out of season, trying to steal babies from strollers et cetera

Funny as fuck

 

[Jay123$]

Man have done the old pink champagne speed , or this brown base . Fucking 2 points of the brown shit had me retching my guts out and the maddest rush cost 50 bucks 2.5 pink champagne had mad rush too . this was in 98-2001 . Done meth and super strong meth still didn’t get you like this , couldn’t compare for rush . Cleaner on the head but .
speed dissapeared in Australia , certainly west Australia . Haven’t seen it in years just shit meth

 

[jimdron]

Everything (almost) I read about meth makes me want it more. Is it me or the writing?

(never tried meth or even Aderall/Speed)

 

[Shines]

L

Lol. What is MA? Meth? Also is that the same as crystal? Can you act sober on it? If your parents FaceTime you for example - can you act natural ?

I relate so much to the question about your parents. Some people are really good at being regular on the shit, me? I avoid them at all costs when high, I'm a bust.

 

[Keif' Richards]

Oh my god. I have a jewish mother with the nose of a bloodhound and the eyesight of, well, some creature with extensive eyesight. She saw me on speed once and didn't miss a beat, she's like "what are you on right now?" I couldn't even get the words out that I was gonna say.

 

[tweakerguy]

was so focused on finding more porn and other stupid shit and I kept telling him "Almost done, almost done, almost done" and then finally at fucking 3 PM

I had to chuckle at this it hits too close to home

Was on time-off from work. Decided to still log in (work remote) and replied to a few emails with 4-page fucking essays. Some emails, I am editing and accidentally send the entire draft that am still editing.

And later you say you think you'd be able to pull off keeping this job while nurturing a new meth addiction.

Sex sober with my GF? Nahhhhhhh porn and jacking off instead is so much better.

Why does it have to be sober?
And real human sex VS diddling my peepee like a goof for 8 hours to the kind of porn that i feel obligated to wipe from my browsing history right after the deed is done?
Maybe I'm just old fashioned.

Look in the mirror: teeth yellow and fucking disgusting.

Your teeth managed to turn yellow after one use?

Can I get away with it? Likely yes. Work and then use meth and probably get away with it.

Reading your experience up to this point would argue otherwise, at least imo.
Trying to juggle any serious job schedule with this drug, on top of having almost no experience with it, is usually referred to as having delusions of grandeur. You won't sleep if you use it after work. Hell, you won't sleep even if you only use it before work. You'd probably pull it off on your first try, sure.
Then day 2 rolls around a lot quicker than you thought it would. You've now been awake almost 24 hours and somehow fight off the urge to redose before work. You'll go in looking like the holocaust with paranoia like you've never felt in your life that sets in on the first co worker you lock eyes with. Its a pretty steep drop from there as any attempt at looking normal will get you the opposite effect. Stuck in an endless loop of self awareness trying to stay one step ahead of your own self-perceived (and usually exaggerated) outward behavior. Thats an unwinnable fight.
The sort of work environment engineering jobs have, with cubicles and not having to work with the public directly has its advantages, but your peers are probably on the smarter end of the spectrum and will sniff you out quick even if most have never so much as even been in the same room with a drug like meth.

Now been about a week since my last dosage. Still have my baggy in my closet. Unable to toss it out.

You will use it again, even if at the moment it feels like you'd sooner drink a glass of store brand bleach.

Things happening that weren't there before the meth binge:
1. At night before sleeping, once all the lights turn off, I get really scared of the dark now. I start freaking out of some monster or burglar that's gonna come in or just the dark in general. Really hard to fall asleep.

Thats just the dilerium talking.

2. Sometimes when standing quickly after sitting or vice versa, get really light-headed and lost consciousness for 3-5 seconds sometimes. Slowly going away.
3. Randomly body shivers and brain feels like its refreshing or something
4. Something feels off from time to time in my head. But its going away.
5. Keep thinking I'm hearing stuff - like that annoying common apple ring tone or some cell phone or something - and it ends up being nothing.

Normal stim crash effects and your brain trying to re adjust. Only sleep or a benzo will fix it.

zero fucking desire to use it again (but still wont fucking toss it)

Again, you're just lying to yourself.

What was interesting is that I never felt any horrid comedown.

Only..

I was really really angry and that was the worst of it. Pacing back and forth in my house cursing loudly and VERY frustrated and PISSED. But after that, just insomnia and no apetite.

Sounds like you had a pretty horrid come down, tbh.

For all these stupid side effects, id much rather take Adderall than meth.

Takeda's playing hardball I see. Shire wasn't cheap.

 

[Joey]

Hello. I will be trying meth for the first time in a few weeks. Going to have the house to myself and want to have some fun alone time. Wanted to ask for advice and tips on how to make it through the first time safely and what I should expect

background: I am a 29 years old male and have always loved stimulants my entire life. I r take adderall responsibly and have a good job and career. I don’t have an addictive personality and have gone off drugs cold turkey for years without any ill-effects. My plan is to try meth and chill out for a few days and then not do it again. I do understand meth is highly highly addictive and has ruined lives but please do not judge there.

How much should I take my first time? I have a decent tolerance from taking 30mg adderall. Can I consume it via eating it in powder form? Or do I have to smoke it? Where do I buy a pipe from? Can I smoke weed during my high?

I will be drinking water every hour and eating food every 3 hours. I will stay in the house the entire time. The person I am getting it from has agreed to never give it to me again after this one time and advised that 350mg is a good starting dose. She said she will separate it out in small doses that I can just eat with water. She called it an 8-ball. Please let me know your thoughts. Thank you.

200mg can overdose a nontolerant grown man. Do NOT start with 350mg. Don’t take your adderall tolerance and think that’s a good starting dose! 50mg, seriously. Meth a more powerful than adderall by about double and it has an extra kick in how it crosses the blood brain barrier as well.

Im a chronic daily user (see: addicted) and a lot of days ai won’t do that much in an entire day!

an 8 ball is 3.5G too. I don’t think your dealer has a very good idea what she’s doing, or maybe there’s been a miscommunication. I have a hunch that youd be better off finding a different source, or not do it at all. This who scenario is really sketchy, and sounds like an overdose waiting to happen.

 

[Joey]

Oh ffs, I missed this has already happened. Nevermind..

 

[Stimmy29]

I had to chuckle at this it hits too close to home

And later you say you think you'd be able to pull off keeping this job while nurturing a new meth addiction.

Why does it have to be sober?
And real human sex VS diddling my peepee like a goof for 8 hours to the kind of porn that i feel obligated to wipe from my browsing history right after the deed is done?
Maybe I'm just old fashioned.


Your teeth managed to turn yellow after one use?


Reading your experience up to this point would argue otherwise, at least imo.
Trying to juggle any serious job schedule with this drug, on top of having almost no experience with it, is usually referred to as having delusions of grandeur. You won't sleep if you use it after work. Hell, you won't sleep even if you only use it before work. You'd probably pull it off on your first try, sure.
Then day 2 rolls around a lot quicker than you thought it would. You've now been awake almost 24 hours and somehow fight off the urge to redose before work. You'll go in looking like the holocaust with paranoia like you've never felt in your life that sets in on the first co worker you lock eyes with. Its a pretty steep drop from there as any attempt at looking normal will get you the opposite effect. Stuck in an endless loop of self awareness trying to stay one step ahead of your own self-perceived (and usually exaggerated) outward behavior. Thats an unwinnable fight.
The sort of work environment engineering jobs have, with cubicles and not having to work with the public directly has its advantages, but your peers are probably on the smarter end of the spectrum and will sniff you out quick even if most have never so much as even been in the same room with a drug like meth.

You will use it again, even if at the moment it feels like you'd sooner drink a glass of store brand bleach.

Thats just the dilerium talking.

Normal stim crash effects and your brain trying to re adjust. Only sleep or a benzo will fix it.

Again, you're just lying to yourself.

Only..

Sounds like you had a pretty horrid come down, tbh.


Takeda's playing hardball I see. Shire wasn't cheap.

You’re so sure I’ll use again? How?
Just an FYI- I have already tossed out the baggie and haven’t hit up my dealer yet. No desire. I’m back to eating regularly and hitting the gym again. So much more satisfying than fucking doing meth and looking like I’m a starving Holocaust child.
And my Comedown of being angry lasted a few hours. Not bad at all. No depression or anything. I think I’m one of the few that tried meth, and a lot of it, for several days, and had no desire to use it again.

 

[Stimmy29]

Oh

200mg can overdose a nontolerant grown man. Do NOT start with 350mg. Don’t take your adderall tolerance and think that’s a good starting dose! 50mg, seriously. Meth a more powerful than adderall by about double and it has an extra kick in how it crosses the blood brain barrier as well.

Im a chronic daily user (see: addicted) and a lot of days ai won’t do that much in an entire day!

an 8 ball is 3.5G too. I don’t think your dealer has a very good idea what she’s doing, or maybe there’s been a miscommunication. I have a hunch that youd be better off finding a different source, or not do it at all. This who scenario is really sketchy, and sounds like an overdose waiting to happen.

yeah she is terrible. She keeps texting me to see if I want more. And that she’ll drive to me and drop it off. And she’s got free samples of some really good shit - way better than before. I called her, told her im going to the police if she contacts me again and I blocked her number.

 

[Stimmy29]

Same here. Not judging at all. And I do hope the OP thinks twice. And I hope your " trial " ends peacefully and without too much angst. We have all been addicted here, myself included. We just need a little help from each other from time to time and the more responses he gets the better. That way he can go into his first experience without the rose colored glasses.

You are a very sweet girl and I hope you have a lovely weekend.

Hey pumpkin, still waiting for your response to all this. You helped me a lot

 

[Stimmy29]

Ty! It was so good to read your post. Imo the most beautiful people had to be completely broken first. Nothing will do that like addiction. But it's also been how Ive found God's purpose for me. I use to see it all negatively. But the older I get the more I see it as a thorn that God put in my side to keep me grounded in His grace. I am rotten to the core lol. His grace is all that's saved me.

I am not on trial literally. I meant in reference to life in general lol. But ty anyways! And you're exactly right about those rose colored glasses! They only blind you with denial.

I hope you have a great weekend thats full of what makes you happy!

Posted my response !

 

[grumpyprincess143]

Hello. I will be trying meth for the first time in a few weeks. Going to have the house to myself and want to have some fun alone time. Wanted to ask for advice and tips on how to make it through the first time safely and what I should expect

background: I am a 29 years old male and have always loved stimulants my entire life. I r take adderall responsibly and have a good job and career. I don’t have an addictive personality and have gone off drugs cold turkey for years without any ill-effects. My plan is to try meth and chill out for a few days and then not do it again. I do understand meth is highly highly addictive and has ruined lives but please do not judge there.

How much should I take my first time? I have a decent tolerance from taking 30mg adderall. Can I consume it via eating it in powder form? Or do I have to smoke it? Where do I buy a pipe from? Can I smoke weed during my high?

I will be drinking water every hour and eating food every 3 hours. I will stay in the house the entire time. The person I am getting it from has agreed to never give it to me again after this one time and advised that 350mg is a good starting dose. She said she will separate it out in small doses that I can just eat with water. She called it an 8-ball. Please let me know your thoughts. Thank you.

Oh god I didn't read the whole thing but I just have to say...STOP! DONT! your are forever going to regret it. I am an everyday user and I hate that. I hate I use I hate I'm weak. Your playing with fire. Please dont. And a whole ball dude! No too much! Wayyyyyy too much

 

[Nurse Ratched]

Hey pumpkin, still waiting for your response to all this. You helped me a lot

Super glad I helped you !! My response is I'm glad you got to try meth to see what it is all about but I'm more glad that you aren't going to rinse and repeat. The experience you had doesn't sound fun to me at all. It sounds like torture. You jumped into the abyss and saw what all the fuss is about and you jumped back out with no lasting consequences. So count yourself lucky as the poor poster above me is in hell and can't get out. Stay safe with just your addies and some weed here and there. Enjoy your life and don't let substances change the good person that you are.