Also, be extremely 'scientific' measuring the doses because a mistake with this stuff can leave you in the spot. (lethal dose its definetely possible if doing a mistake with measuring the dose
Heh truth to this.
So my true beginnings with 5 meo dmt (fumarate) were as follows. I had ordered 3.5g off DNM years before I ever touched it. I was scared like so many others, and didn't really trust the quality of it. Well one night years later, I was drunk and probably high on cocaine (I was an avid user eventually addict around this time), I gained enough courage, and i think I snorted a eyeball dose. Well i completely blacked out, woke up with only a vague memory of actually doing it. Needless to say, i wasnt to keen on trying it again.
Eventually i was, but i went to mexico and smoked the toad medicine. 1st experience was actually pretty rough but i moved myself in a way that I almost reached a samahdi state. 2nd attempt completely changed my perspective on life (communicated w god).
When i got back to the states, started to explore the fumarate which I'd purchased 5 years prior or so. I did not have a mg scale. So i laid out maybe 50mg, and divied it up into 5 or so lines, the 1st being a few specs of powder, increasing the mass of each line, the last being prolly +20mg.
From there I followed shulgin method to some extent.
Snorted the first line (3mg bump?) and nothing happened.
Waited 2 days, snorted the next line which was about double the mass and nothing happened.
Waited 2 days snorted the 3rd line (10-12mg) and got a very faint but real feeling.
Waited 2 days snorted the next biggest line (maybe 15-18mg) finally got a real effect which I enjoyed very much, but it wasnt overwhelming at all.
Next day went out w friends, had some drinks got back home and the last line was staring at me, but i said fuck it and threw it in a pipe sandwiched between cannabis, ripped it, and BAM I was gone.
After that night I began to smoke and share it frequently. The 3.5g turned into about .5g after 4 months.
It was also a pretty dark time of my life. Since I knew god on a personal level, I let myself go off the deep end for a while. Eventually realized I was ruining relationships with my substance use/abuse and I started a new life, stopped all cocaine use, moved to a new state, and ever since then, I've been a lot more moderate with 5-meo-dmt.
But to this day, I still approach the substance with a complete unwavering faith.
It's an absolutely amazing material, I've never found anything quite like it, though I've heard that 5-MeO-MALT touches on the same plane.
I should probably write this all up as a TR