Sharapovafistpump
Bluelighter
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- Oct 4, 2009
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I'm currently sampling the crystal version after one session on the powder last week. Imo the crystal is better, much less bulk, so if your an eyeballer bare in mind. I really like this stuff. My father has ADHD as do other siblings, they got a diagnosis and a script and they're lives have vastly improved. I have had serious addiction issues (maybe self-medicating, maybe raving my fuck off for a decade) but I find that 3-FPM gives me a clarity not dissimilar to modafinil - though it's not a nootropic. Not necessarily a bad thing, I managed to burn through 500g's of that stuff straight from the middle kingdom while ramping up to a 20mg eitzolam full physical addiction. Took 6 weeks in-patient rehab to reduce that by 95%. I wish i'd fully kicked it tho (benzo's) the modafinil I just shelved. despite my honest desire to rid myself from daily benzo use and just at the bare bones of a taper I can tell. This has uppers and downers written all over it.
I hope i manage to muster the self-control I lost while on modafinil - 4g/4 day sessions - losing so much weight - piss and semen reeking like hard of Shanghai shake en bake, yellow semen - yellow, no diseases. A side effect of sheer disregard for any recommended dose. Ironically I still had the good job, above average girlfriend - a 6, a solid 8 if she dropped 4/5 kilo's. Maybe i should of spiked her? Maybe guys could regain the girl they fell for if they simply slipped a tiny amount of stimulant/nootropic to curb the midnight waffle enthusiasm. Hey, I'm yet to meet a woman that hasn't wanted to change me - and i would much rather be changed by 25mg of benign appetite suppressant. Rather than a time draining, psychic stamina crushing subtle yet relentless analysis of my areas of improvement. Meh. Ok. I'm just not going to take anymore. benz or 3. I hope this works.
I've been in the mind expansion/explosion business a hell of a long time. Name all the usual suspects, plus many blow in's, odds are I've pulled a brain screenshot. To me drugs are like cars- whittle out your own analogy. Curious777 I noticed a few poker references. I'm not so great but would play a little mid-stakes NLHU on stars or micro gaming.
Peace and fucking.
I hope i manage to muster the self-control I lost while on modafinil - 4g/4 day sessions - losing so much weight - piss and semen reeking like hard of Shanghai shake en bake, yellow semen - yellow, no diseases. A side effect of sheer disregard for any recommended dose. Ironically I still had the good job, above average girlfriend - a 6, a solid 8 if she dropped 4/5 kilo's. Maybe i should of spiked her? Maybe guys could regain the girl they fell for if they simply slipped a tiny amount of stimulant/nootropic to curb the midnight waffle enthusiasm. Hey, I'm yet to meet a woman that hasn't wanted to change me - and i would much rather be changed by 25mg of benign appetite suppressant. Rather than a time draining, psychic stamina crushing subtle yet relentless analysis of my areas of improvement. Meh. Ok. I'm just not going to take anymore. benz or 3. I hope this works.
I've been in the mind expansion/explosion business a hell of a long time. Name all the usual suspects, plus many blow in's, odds are I've pulled a brain screenshot. To me drugs are like cars- whittle out your own analogy. Curious777 I noticed a few poker references. I'm not so great but would play a little mid-stakes NLHU on stars or micro gaming.
Peace and fucking.