I'm just worried it isn't going to stop or leave . Doesn't this chemical stay in the body like LSD does? Could I really be like this forever . I'm loosing sleep from it I still hallucinate time to time from hppd . I try to ignore it but sometimes its hard to ignore . I space out a lot too and have super blurry vision . I'm wearing glasses so it helps but the throat problem drives me to insanity almost everyday . I don't think I'm allergic to the bacopa . I look in the mirror with my mouth open and can't even see my uvula half the time . Have I put a strain on my receptors from dosing so hard on it for a year and a half straight? Will time really make it heal? What if it doesn't what do I do then ? Because I've been to like four different doctors and they say I'm perfectly OK . But deep down I'm not ,I know this is a serious problem for me . I've wasted hundreds of fillers on bills for nothing . Lost my job because of it . Its like once I get around the aroma of marijuana or any scent I start freaking out and choking.