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What does the post-roll depression feel like?

I've never really noticed any "depression" but the next day I don't really feel "real" if that makes sense. I don't feel like I'm actually a part of the world around me. But then again I don't use e too frequently so idk what its like after a binge.
 
rickolasnice said:
Self hate.

Paranoia.

Shame.

Why live? Why bother?

Everything you say or have said is stupid, so why speak?

Everything you have done has been laughed about behind your back.

You're useless. Why try? You'll always fail.

Where is your life going? Where has your life been? No where. Fuck it.
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My gawd. If I felt this way after, I cannot imagine wanting to do it ever again! This makes me sad for you. :(
 
I say, just go outside, enjoy the beach if you're lucky enough to live near one (or some other nature scene), play some video games, workout, do whatever you want and remind yourself that you partied like a rockstar for a night and sometimes it takes a little while to return to "normal" after that.

Also, its noted by several reliable sources that food, shelter, and clothing (as what we seek out as a species) is actually the PC version. The truth is food, shelter, clothing, and altering our state of mind. Drug seeking behavior exists in all animals and when a certain individual or animal feels that it has all the things in place to feel somewhat comfortable, it will start trying to find ways to "get fucked up"

interesting

^^^ very nice waketheffup

I would crash after taking e, but never felt depressed, just body lethargic. The best thing to do is just keep fit and healthy.. eat the right foods, get the right amount of sleep, keep your mind active (read books, play music, paint).

Also take vitamins and minerals, they help alot.
 
i took some clean stuff, it was cool, took it yesterday n feeling the comedown a bit, a bit jittery, kinda paranoid, anxiety, thinkin about the future, but nothing to serious
 
totally agree with this...

rickolasnice said:
Self hate.

Paranoia.

Shame.

Why live? Why bother?

Everything you say or have said is stupid, so why speak?

Everything you have done has been laughed about behind your back.

You're useless. Why try? You'll always fail.

Where is your life going? Where has your life been? No where. Fuck it.
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It depends on how much you used but it should just feel like nothingness for awhile and that is it.
 
Usually if I spend the post-roll depression with himself/housemates/mates who are also post-roll, we sit around together, chat about the night before, bitch about how shit we feel but generally keep each others spirits up and not getting dark.

I find that if I'm left on my own, post-roll, especially in when I'm in a place I can't properly relax (like train ride home, home in my family house etc) I become much more introspective, upset and x1000 more "spaced out" than i would be otherwise. Having to deal with strangers/authority figures when I'm post-roll just messes with my head, leaves me feeling very confused, very out of touch, slightly paranoid and very very unhappy.

So generally I only drop when I know the next day can be spent pretty much full on chilling out with people. (Had to go to work once or twice. NOT FUCKING FUN.)
 
I'll contribute. I take long breaks between my rolls and Ive never gone through a binge roll before.

The shortest break Ive ever taken was 2 weeks and that night I didn't sleep.

The best example I can give is when I was working out; in between sets it felt like I was going to pass out and everything in the room was extremely far away. It was definitely the lack of sleep, molly, lack of eating and doing heavy lifting.

Other than that I just feel mellow and lazy the next day, it only takes about 2 days for the "chemical joy of life" to come back.
 
I do not reccomend using 500 mg mdma in any one night. I would say it is better to space it out between two evenings or days. Personally, I am not a a fan of rolling two days in a row. I agree with the poly-drug users, I usually use lsd, thc, and alprazolam or clonazapam to get the most out of mdma when I do decide to use. I am used to the high of mdma and I fucked up by mixing it with other dopes, and now it is a common deal. I enjoy mdma alone, but honestly I have not used the drug alone in 2 years. In my opinion if you do mdma alone and enjoy it, keep doing it that way, cuz I know it is a lil ignorant to do all those dif. drugs in one evening. I would probably continue with mdma only evenings if I thought it would take me where I want to go. Do not spoil yourself.
 
It's not that big of a deal! people blow it way out of proportion, especially on this site. I guess that it's good though since it is in the name of harm reduction, and scaring people into not rolling all the time will only help in the end.
 
I usually just feel sad, don't want to do anything. Im really tired for about a week after even if i get 10 hours of sleep I still wake up feeling tired. Nowadays I always have ketamine for the hangover, if im going to roll i must have ketamine or else i wont take MDMA. I feel ketamine kinda helps with the depression for me, even normally when i do K by itself i feel like it makes me happy. Mind you i only do small bumps throughout the day, something to just get me off baseline.
 
chitown rollin said:
It's not that big of a deal! people blow it way out of proportion, especially on this site. I guess that it's good though since it is in the name of harm reduction, and scaring people into not rolling all the time will only help in the end.
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Depends how much you abuse the drug. I know when i was doing it i'd spend all week pretty much in bed.. not wanting to do anything.. then friday would come and my mood would suddenly lift and i'd go out and get fucked all weekend..

But like i always admit.. I did abuse the fuck out of it.

Generally it's not that bad and alot of users are often left with an "after-glow".. the complete opposite of post roll depression.
 
My friend lived an afterglow. He was in complete peace with himself and the rest of the world the day after and he still felt a little miniature buzz. Since then, he has a much more positive outlook on life and it really kicked him in the ass to start working on himself to be a better person.

I lived an afterglow the first time I tried E (it was Red Star E. The bomb!). It was a beautiful feeling. Last time I did Molly I completely crashed. I'm still in my crash over 3 weeks later, now.
 
chitown rollin said:
It's not that big of a deal! people blow it way out of proportion, especially on this site. I guess that it's good though since it is in the name of harm reduction, and scaring people into not rolling all the time will only help in the end.
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If it didnt happen tons of people wouldnt post about it.
 
humblegro said:
I do not reccomend using 500 mg mdma in any one night. I would say it is better to space it out between two evenings or days. Personally, I am not a a fan of rolling two days in a row. I agree with the poly-drug users, I usually use lsd, thc, and alprazolam or clonazapam to get the most out of mdma when I do decide to use. I am used to the high of mdma and I fucked up by mixing it with other dopes, and now it is a common deal. I enjoy mdma alone, but honestly I have not used the drug alone in 2 years. In my opinion if you do mdma alone and enjoy it, keep doing it that way, cuz I know it is a lil ignorant to do all those dif. drugs in one evening. I would probably continue with mdma only evenings if I thought it would take me where I want to go. Do not spoil yourself.
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I hear you on that actually. I was considering doing mdma with lsd soon. But I decided to just do the mdma alone and the lsd alone because it can create two great nights instead of one (possibly) amazing one.

When considering the mdma post down you must take all your other drug-use into factor here because it definitely has contributed to my down feeling times.
 
I'm in one right now. Did pretty much every common post load supplement, but I haven't slept yet. I usually get pretty bad hangovers, but these pills were definitely cut with a stimulant. Just generally feeling depressed, things I was looking forward to doing this weekend seem awful. I've been super critical of myself and really super regretful that I've ever used drugs in the first place. Feeling like I haven't done enough to be proud of myself, with all of the mistakes I've made in my life. Thinking about all the things that make me unhappy or going back over times or people that have made me feel rejected. My eyes always hurt during the hangover. It's not fun. I hear back from my dream summer job today though, I'm optimistic but I've been stressing a lot over it. That will either balance things out or make this day horrible.
 
^ Don't worry man those feelings will pass :) Get some nutrition in ya and get some sleep..
 
Thanks. hopefully I'll be able to report back with good news and finally get some sleep. Supplements, some vicodin and a large protein shake with bananas has restored me part of the way.
 
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