not being one to learn from my mistakes had a weird experience on it.
typically after my last dose, i didnt learn my lesson of mixing it with erics latest poison (dont ask why i did that either)
so had 80mg yesterday lunchtime. after a heavy night with friends the night befor.
went to bed about 11. thought it had worn off, no slept night before so decided to try a higer dose as a one of and listen to some cool tunes on headphones before sleep. this is the last thing i remember for a few hours properly. weighed 150mg insuffated.
must have spent maybe an hour flipping out in a mix of psychosis and mania. talking to my partner to calm me down....only to realise after 30 min (guess) that she wasnt there (i thought at first she was lying very flat and that why i couldnt feel her next to me).... i didnt know where i was and mistook bedroom door for flat window. swore i could hear friends talking in the street outside (lot of street noise from local bar opposite).
few other auditory hallucinations that i used to get after a rave on acid...music mostly. which isnt unusual when im mashed. some naic running around trying to find the source. no idea time scale (it was very faint, like a pair of headphones down side of sofa... "tch tch tch tch of a beat" barely audible. ... i wasn't really worried about this like i said had it before
at some stage i must have fallen on my bed. (sturdy double). broke it. must have fallen off the bed. broke bedside table. left with nasty bruising and broken toe...
now 2 am. fucked off. as you would be but back in room mentally. CEV were amazing (after glow stage now. thought, right, i deserve that "big line" now. another 150mg. finnally "minx holed" music was awesome. amazing trip. but cd was over WAY TO quick.
5am. either lost time or maybe slept not sure. but lying on a trashed bed was depressing me and partner who was on nights was due home so i decided to pull it apart (mania again probably). managed this. somehow. i must admit having a matress on the floor looks like a crack den.
slept all day. feel fine. still finding bruises.
can find the funny side.
i suspect the original fall would have been my habbit of leaning over my bed to do a line off the bedside table thats "just too low" (always do it, never learn) usually end up having to find a cd. .. must have fallen then onto the table. then got up, fell back on bed.
...still
...gotta laugh.
oh. and i sneezed really hard this evening doing the washing up, bent over as i sneezed and headbutted the tap..
basically i think it was mixing it again. it doesnt mix with anything, although i can drink on it (albeit maybe one or two drinks very slowly over an evening) if i start AFTER the minx.
every time its been in combo with anything else, its been a nightmare. the night before with 6-apb powder i was still awake and halucinating heavily like on acid only without the headwork most of the night and day.
so. dont do it with other drugs. and dont do a high dose unsupervised. once i was "holed" i was fine. but that flip out god knows.
oh i also forgot the password of my blackberry and wiped it. obsessively trying to remember it.
am dyslexic, and dissociatives make it a million times worse. i have on occasion spent hours on DXM trying to log on my laptop. and failing. once i thought i had a virus because i misread "windows 7 ultimate" as ulti (then) MATE.... destroying laptops on drugs is one of my fav and regular joys. nothing like 24hrs trying to "fix" a phantom virus by manually editing registry files and reading code i swear is a virus. (only to the next day spend 2hrs restoring from back up....
Well i dont know about MDMA, but for me it have at least worked absolutely great to take MXE before various tryptamines.
it doesnt go with 6-apb, first time had no effect from it, second time made it trippy but ok. made me very boring and a bit retarded.
doest it go with AMt?