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Did u have no emotions after your injections, im assuming u had them cause of psychosis?
Ya i had alot of anhedonia. I had them cause of psychosis ya
Did u have no emotions after your injections, im assuming u had them cause of psychosis?
I have absolutely no emotions though. Nothing gives me fear and when i laugh i dont feel any joy. Its torture everyday. Im not sure was it like this for u?Ya i had alot of anhedonia. I had them cause of psychosis ya
No. 0 emotions. 0 fear and 0 pleasure. I’m apathetic all day every day, can’t engage in daily activities, can’t enjoy anything, don’t look forward to anything. I just sleep. Maybe 12-18 hours a day. I’m like a vegetable. I don’t think it can get worse.Do u have emotions though? Can u feel fear or pleasure?
Im the same as you, only 21. Is this your second psychosis?No. 0 emotions. 0 fear and 0 pleasure. I’m apathetic all day every day, can’t engage in daily activities, can’t enjoy anything, don’t look forward to anything. I just sleep. Maybe 12-18 hours a day. I’m like a vegetable. I don’t think it can get worse.
So u didnt go through any psychosis in the hospital? You dont think it might be the psychosis that is causing ur no hunger and no emotions?I’m not psychotic. They thought I was before which led to my hospitalization and Invega shot. But currently I’m just extremely extremely debhilitated from the shot… pretty much a vegetable…..
They said I was schizoaffective when actually I was just having a bad reaction to an SNRI I was taking for ADHD. I kept saying I wasn't hallucinating and they didn't listen to me, but I did have other symptoms of psychosis.How many of you were misdiagnosed with psychosis/schizophrenia like i have? I wasnt psychotic even in hospital just stressed out because i knew these drugs are evil and they took it as paranoia sign
Sick cunts. Hope karma will get them all and with my spiritual beliefs i know it will. They will all pay for this on the other side. Every soul is being responsible for their choices here. If they forcefully inject people with neurotoxic drugs and are soulless about it they will face the consequences i promise yall. Thats what all spiritual/esoteric sources are saying.They said I was schizoaffective when actually I was just having a bad reaction to an SNRI I was taking for ADHD. I kept saying I wasn't hallucinating and they didn't listen to me, but I did have other symptoms of psychosis.
You described it well with life on easy mode, this is exactly what I'm going through.I wake up everyday and cant believe my life is like this! It's like all the magic has gone. I don't even know the words to describe it.
Before Invega it was like life was on easy mode, as if everything was on autopilot just cruising through it without thinking or worrying what to do. Now I can't think of a single thing I'd like to be doing. Travelling around to places was my go to now it feels pointless and dangerous being on the road.
The stupidest thing is I knew people die and accidents happen before all this, I'd seen some fucked up videos of people dying but could still get on with life, Invega is just amplifying all the badness of the world a million times. It's kept me stuck in a pit of despair I don't think I'll ever get out from.
They said its pyshosis becouse i was in a di orse opsesed and fightung with an ex for lots of months. My friend dr told me this is great drug ill feel best ever. So basicly she killed me, becouse i volonteerd for hospital over my believing her ill be gratHow many of you were misdiagnosed with psychosis/schizophrenia like i have? I wasnt psychotic even in hospital just stressed out because i knew these drugs are evil and they took it as paranoia sign
Don't they have dopamine agonists for prolactin?I got my hormones tested again, my progesterone is still low as shit and my prolactin is about two points higher than normal still. I do have a vitamin D deficiency that has been complicated to treat due to PSSD. Prescription strength vitamin D causes my symptoms to get worse, but I also think the dollar store vitamin D I have right now is too low of a dose.
Still waiting on estradiol results, but I don't expect it to be that much better. At least I'm menstruating and probably ovulating, so my body isn't acting like it's post-menopausal. I need to talk to an endocrinologist or something at this point.
I felt true arousal for the first time since September today and all it took was for my FWB to call me hot. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Praise kink go brrrr?
That is good that you got a window today. Hopefully they get longer and longer soon.I felt almost normal for about an hour today whilst walking to the shops. It didn’t last though, as soon as I got home all the negative thoughts started flooding in.
I was always optimistic before this, I can’t live like a pessimist - I’d rather kill myself. There’s the other problem, I can’t even attempt it out of fear of surviving and ending up paralyzed.
I still need to have a shower and change my clothes which I can not be bothered doing at all. Why is everything so difficult now?