Whew yea I would love to grow some poppy plants to help my chronic pain stuff & be natural about it ect… but I don’t really know anything about growing them & I think it’s too cold here where I live.It's just not pure enough for me. So far anyway. It takes 39 other compounds just for the one compound to activate and make it work.
I guess I am too much of a purist.
I have to stay away from the powder for a while. It gets a bit intense. And the smell. It smells like egyptian henna, the product. It doesn't make
me quite as ill and wired as gabapentin does. I have to give it that much credit.
Probably would be a lot less aggravation to just grow a poppy plant. He heee. The jars of extract look wild.
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I did another energy drink binge too and I think that they are all depleted already. I think I really did drink my last ultra red but I am trying to be normal today. I can walk a straight line and move around now. If I want to. But at least when tripping on kratom the worst part wears off in about five hours for me.
Probably it's time for a road trip or at least some air. It's been cold at night. My bird bath freezes every frieking night. Sometimes I leave the chunk of ice under the apple tree.
Caffeine barely helps me anymore. Just every once in a while it will hit alright too. I am going to go see if I put an energy drink away somewhere. I guess some kratom extract would be better.
Big hugs
Whew yea .. Big hugs
Aw graciasI know. I love plants and flowers and nature.
And here are some flowers for you !!
Take Care, You.
We are some strong mamacitas, sometimes I don’t know how we do itI am doing alright now just waiting for the time and strength
for the rest of my life to kick in and be great.
Drowsy and depressed and determined to do better.
One day at a time. Little baby steps. I think I did alright.
I made it all day without any chest pains or organ cramps.
Amen.
I am getting ready to party though right now with a gabapentin and coke (cacacola)
In my mind. It's on it anyway. he hee.
I can't take to much in the daytime though. That stuff might give me a heart attack.
It will take me the rest of my life to even understand gabapentin. Sorry about that but
I will keep trying.
I have soo much fun. I think the Kratom saved me though. No the gabapentin. No
the Kratom. Like air and water. Again.
But yeah wait, I'm still pretty loaded anyway. Sorry I just am. From nothing actually. The drugs just make me feel so much better.
That it's actually comforting.
Good Night.
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I still have still have priorities and goals. Organizing and Cleaning. and Affairs.
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Sometimes in Life, You have to fight through some bad days, to earn the best days of your life.
Hello . . . .
so here I go too.
We are some strong mamacitas, sometimes I don’t know how we do it
Aw gracias
You’re always so sweet & perfect timing
Big hugs
Hola amigaI felt like I was getting anxiety and nervous and I think I was a bit worried about feeling sick again and getting a headache and other stress related symptoms. I was trying.
I have had tmj more times now than I care to even want and then comedowns and ect ect.
I was really happy about feeling kind of good and getting my energy levels up and going. I guess I didn't want it to end.
So I dosed again and gabapentin makes me speedy AND the less kratom I use seems to work better. So I finally was able to drink some tea. Kratom Tea again.
I just hated being sick so I dosed again.
So sorry I just wanted to say a hey there ! and reach out. I just get out of focus sometimes and just only want comfort meds to get me through without some agony lol.
Anyway.
But I really do hope all is well and that you keep holding on and are doing well. I just try to reserve energy . . now . . and enjoy it as much as I can.
Thank you for your kindness. Your support is SO AWESOME.
I am sorry, I try to write as much as possible whenever I can.
I've been out playing in the rain though, well driving in it !!!!!!!!!
Oh yes, and also I am too wide awake lol on the gabapentin and coming down with the Kratom.
Thank you for listening !!!! Take Care, Focus, thumbs up . . . Yeah.
lol. But yes. It feels good to feel good. Hope you're good too, always !!!!!!!!!!!!