kiely
Bluelighter
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I feel stronger than a year ago. And I can walk really good now and a lot. My endurance seems to be building well. Mentally is going to be a
challenge. Anyway yesterday the weather was really nice. And of course a bunch of about a half a dozen kids were jumping in the water at the lake
just like I knew they would be. I kind of had a feeling because it was so nice out all of a sudden. You would have to see it to believe it but I don't take
my camera out there always. It's March. Almost April. A few more days and it's summer.
I'm not looking forward to summer this year. I had such a tough time last year in the heat that I just don't know how I made it through. Actually I am
terrified of the heat because of what happened. Too much heat and too hard to breath. And a giant heart cramp. Maybe it was the fires. Thanks
Canada. I'm just kidding. They are everywhere. (the fires) It was horrible. I mean it still worries me.
Anyway yesterday I put buckets of rain water on a couple apple trees and several other things that got watered. It was awesome to be able to do
some gardening. It's actually fun and relaxing. Today I have to work on clutter and fluff though. Work. It never goes away until it is done.
It was a nice break in the weather from storms and rain and storms and snow and it really blows somehow.
I am so terrified of the heat in the summer. I think it is scaring me. It was killing me and making my heart cramp up.
I already have enough trouble with my brain cramping. The heat kills it all for me. I am going to try to only drink water and have a lot of applesauce
and celery juice. As the monster energy sits in the coldest part of the shelf just waiting to chill for me. Ultra Blue. Oh well. One left.
That's all it seems like I can do right now. Maybe I am healing. And I am just trying to be as healthy as possible. Boring . . . but awesome and fun.
No but the heat is coming in and I was terrified of it as it was ending last summer and, yup, everyday I can feel it getting closer. I don't know what
could help anymore. Maybe to the bunker or an underground yurt is it. It was a nice run though. lol.
I am really slow right now. I am trying to find energy somehow. Even a bowl of it somewhere. It's so draining. But I am breathing. Hey.
I guess drink lots of water and sunglasses. And keep trying. The water is important for everyone now.
Seems that their are a lot missing from the recovery thread.. Hmmm.
challenge. Anyway yesterday the weather was really nice. And of course a bunch of about a half a dozen kids were jumping in the water at the lake
just like I knew they would be. I kind of had a feeling because it was so nice out all of a sudden. You would have to see it to believe it but I don't take
my camera out there always. It's March. Almost April. A few more days and it's summer.
I'm not looking forward to summer this year. I had such a tough time last year in the heat that I just don't know how I made it through. Actually I am
terrified of the heat because of what happened. Too much heat and too hard to breath. And a giant heart cramp. Maybe it was the fires. Thanks
Canada. I'm just kidding. They are everywhere. (the fires) It was horrible. I mean it still worries me.
Anyway yesterday I put buckets of rain water on a couple apple trees and several other things that got watered. It was awesome to be able to do
some gardening. It's actually fun and relaxing. Today I have to work on clutter and fluff though. Work. It never goes away until it is done.
It was a nice break in the weather from storms and rain and storms and snow and it really blows somehow.
I am so terrified of the heat in the summer. I think it is scaring me. It was killing me and making my heart cramp up.
I already have enough trouble with my brain cramping. The heat kills it all for me. I am going to try to only drink water and have a lot of applesauce
and celery juice. As the monster energy sits in the coldest part of the shelf just waiting to chill for me. Ultra Blue. Oh well. One left.
That's all it seems like I can do right now. Maybe I am healing. And I am just trying to be as healthy as possible. Boring . . . but awesome and fun.
No but the heat is coming in and I was terrified of it as it was ending last summer and, yup, everyday I can feel it getting closer. I don't know what
could help anymore. Maybe to the bunker or an underground yurt is it. It was a nice run though. lol.
I am really slow right now. I am trying to find energy somehow. Even a bowl of it somewhere. It's so draining. But I am breathing. Hey.
I guess drink lots of water and sunglasses. And keep trying. The water is important for everyone now.
Seems that their are a lot missing from the recovery thread.. Hmmm.