kiely
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Oh amiga please be easy on yourself … they know way more than we realize, I truly believe all she wanted was for you to be okay & she’s probably so happy to be with you now. They are unconditional love … it’s all love mamacita … I can’t promise a lot but for sure can promise that oneShe just didn't understand why my head hurt so bad I guess . . . and why I was insane.
lool. poor dougie though.
Sending you support, friendship & an extra hug
That is so good to hear I've melted my social anxiety/agoraphobia and started studying, so bloody tired but loving itI got through my day. Please believe in prayers from your heart. Open your heart to believe. You can.
Sorry but I was so desperate I cried, I reached out my arm and pleaded with my hand. I screamed to the sky and I hollard out loud.
I can cook and clean again
and take a shower without trembling sometimes. All in a row. Please understand, I need and want to get better.
I felt a power and strength in me too. And got inspired but. . . I still need to get better. And get rest and also to get sleep. Ect ect.
I got through the day this time with a weird power and strength to help me through it today. I did work and ect ect, but I really did do a lot today.
In the middle of the day I didn't think it would be possible anymore. I wasn't even sure if I would be able to drive. But by the late afternoon it got cloudy and
there was some rain and it was so much easier to drive without a headache from too much brightness . . . and the sun.
Hopefully tomorrow I can be happier and more healing. I really feel happy about being able to work and it feels great to be able to again. I even took the dogs out for a run
after. I got some furniture moved. Downsized a little more. Yes, more. Fixed up a large tile table framed in wood to sell, and keep organizing and getting rid of sh#t !!
Prayers can help also if you really believe or want. I was so sick and I still am but I have some strength now to endure it more.
It's my immune system that has been compromised. And I feel strength to get through it. Today.
And have methotrexate. The only prescribed. But I just don't know how to fix it but I got stronger somehow with it all and to keep trying. Again.
And with . . . a lot of pain. Yeah I have that too. And maybe I try again to shake it off or laugh it off. Well thank you for listening. Or not.
And with prayers too. Amen.
Happy days are important. I know living with pain sucks. I can't image what it's like for you since I only have low levels of pain. But yes getting this far is an achievement in itself :DWell today I have made it to another day.
There are just days that my body feels like I am going to die.
But that's it. I am thankful for all of the good things that have happened to me from here on.
I can't believe I have made it this far is all I can say. So, awesome.
But I was happy today so that is important to me.
Thank you so much for your wisdom and your awareness.Happy days are important. I know living with pain sucks. I can't image what it's like for you since I only have low levels of pain. But yes getting this far is an achievement in itself :D
You're too kind. :DThank you so much for your wisdom and your awareness.
Maybe I just had too many good times and I miss them so much.
I'm in the slow lane now and I have to just learn to live with it.
So I have to redirect my brain now. My slow one.
Thnxx though !!! You're the best @ mf
Thank you @thatmf ! You could be a motivational speaker I swear !!!!!!!!
Actually you are.
I do have a lot of low days though. Like below baseline. Yesterday I had an edible to try to chill out. I tried.
Did you finish your school yet ? You will be awesome in whatever you do though !!!!!!!!!
Thnxx
I know. The Universities are so amazing. You can learn so much.You're too kind. :D
I'm glad that I can help. And I've only just started studies, going so damn well!