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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

Saw the doctor today and finally I’m gonna taper off my antipsychotics (rexulti). We start tapering off today and finish in 6 weeks, and then I’ll start the mood stabiliser lamotrigine. Planning to start on an antidepressant (venlefaxine) after that. Hopefully the lamotrigine prevents a manic episode
 
Dre87 said:
The theory is that doing dopaminergic drugs and weed and even nicotine will help to clear out the dopamine receptors from the poison.
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even nicotine?, you sure?, i might go back to it now, i noticed no difference from nicotine i have been vaping nicotine everyday since i was injected with the poison 5 months ago until a week ago i stopped, what if its out of our brains but the receptors have been blocked for so long that now they cant respond to dopamine for months until they repair?
 
Maymay169 said:
Saw the doctor today and finally I’m gonna taper off my antipsychotics (rexulti). We start tapering off today and finish in 6 weeks, and then I’ll start the mood stabiliser lamotrigine. Planning to start on an antidepressant (venlefaxine) after that. Hopefully the lamotrigine prevents a manic episode
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you cant become manic when severely anhedonic its impossible so you dont need lamotrigine
 
paranoid android said:
I had no trouble getting stoned on invega or abilify. Id say try it again
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i will in a few months to get more out of it, i have one final drug test in 2 months then i wont have to see the scums ever again, after that a few months after it i will try weed again to get the most out of it hopefully i get some emotions back from it were you anhedonic when you were getting stoned on abilify and invega and did the weed help with that?
 
i remember when i got the 2 poison injections 1 day after the 2nd one so the 2nd one didnt fully kick in i vaped nicotine it gave me a good head rush and it made my emotions return for a couple hours because music was sounding good still after the nicotine but the next day i was fully lobotomized now if i vape nicotine i feel it 20-50 percent only and it doesnt make my emotions return
 
I've had 3 years of 117mg Invega injections, like a dumbass. One year of 300mg Abilify injections, and freakin' an 800mg Abilify Aristada shot and a 200mg Haldol shot, and even more shots than that. I'm a big dude so that probably helped. Doing meth seems to have saved my life so far, I also drink and smoke weed, maybe do fentanyl occasionally. I used to smoke heroin, that was some good shit. But now I'm pissed from all that it's taken from me, and I didn't even have to have any of those injections at all.
 
All of a sudden getting gunned down by cops in a hail of gunfire who come to take you away to do the injections doesn't seem so bad either. It's because I was scared before that I did the injections. For their stupid court orders they probably won't even send cops to your house if you don't go.
 
Maymay169 said:
Saw the doctor today and finally I’m gonna taper off my antipsychotics (rexulti). We start tapering off today and finish in 6 weeks, and then I’ll start the mood stabiliser lamotrigine. Planning to start on an antidepressant (venlefaxine) after that. Hopefully the lamotrigine prevents a manic episode
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I think your fucking yourself by taking so many meds
 
You know now that I think about it, those psychiatrists are such pussies, having to use a bunch of muscle men to hold people down and to force inject them with their chemical poison shit. And their personality is total shit too.
 
I could've just not gone to the court ordered appointments to take the shots and they probably wouldn't have even done shit, instead I took like 70 injections over the years, some which happened at the facilities. Now I'm getting pissed, righteous indignation. Those pieces of fucken shit.
 
paliperidonevictim2005 said:
i will in a few months to get more out of it, i have one final drug test in 2 months then i wont have to see the scums ever again, after that a few months after it i will try weed again to get the most out of it hopefully i get some emotions back from it were you anhedonic when you were getting stoned on abilify and invega and did the weed help with that?
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Yup i had severe anhedonia and the weed helped that alot
 
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