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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

paliperidonevictim2005 said:
no im not on any meds, i will get it checked soon i think its normal because i have wet dreams every week and the normal amount of semen with normal color and i have morning wood most days, your extremely lucky to improve so fast i am 5 months off no improvement!
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Bro … try being nearly 11 months off with no improvement … all I think about is suicide … some guy on discord told me that he didn’t recover for like 20 months and he decided to try hard drugs at that point and is now recovered , not recommending you do the same but maybe before you give up it’s something to consider , possibly resets the dopamine and reward system … I’m gunna wait 3 more months and if nothing has changed I’m gunna go score heroin and crack cocaine and take as much of it as I can for a few months in a last ditch effort to save my life … the guy who recovered took meth and fentanyl but you can’t get that shit here in the uk and the closest thing is crack and heroin so I’m gunna give it a shot … if that doesn’t work im gunna off myself.
 
Mucky said:
Bro … try being nearly 11 months off with no improvement … all I think about is suicide … some guy on discord told me that he didn’t recover for like 20 months and he decided to try hard drugs at that point and is now recovered , not recommending you do the same but maybe before you give up it’s something to consider , possibly resets the dopamine and reward system … I’m gunna wait 3 more months and if nothing has changed I’m gunna go score heroin and crack cocaine and take as much of it as I can for a few months in a last ditch effort to save my life … the guy who recovered took meth and fentanyl but you can’t get that shit here in the uk and the closest thing is crack and heroin so I’m gunna give it a shot … if that doesn’t work im gunna off myself.
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which injection did you have?
 
Mucky said:
Bro … try being nearly 11 months off with no improvement … all I think about is suicide … some guy on discord told me that he didn’t recover for like 20 months and he decided to try hard drugs at that point and is now recovered , not recommending you do the same but maybe before you give up it’s something to consider , possibly resets the dopamine and reward system … I’m gunna wait 3 more months and if nothing has changed I’m gunna go score heroin and crack cocaine and take as much of it as I can for a few months in a last ditch effort to save my life … the guy who recovered took meth and fentanyl but you can’t get that shit here in the uk and the closest thing is crack and heroin so I’m gunna give it a shot … if that doesn’t work im gunna off myself.
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Funny that you mention that because i did a fair bit of coke when i was on abilify after coming off invega. I don't think it helped me any though as i didnt start to get better until i was switched to latuda and by that time i was back on morphine and off the coke. I think i was doing so much coke because i was basically sublimating the fact that i couldnt get it up and also because i didnt have my morphine. I wouldnt recommend anyone doing coke though to get the better of this because coke is fucked. Opiates are safer but they have their problems to.

Don't off yourself man you will get better i did and i never thought i was going to get better. As long as your above ground there is hope
 
paranoid android said:
Funny that you mention that because i did a fair bit of coke when i was on abilify after coming off invega. I don't think it helped me any though as i didnt start to get better until i was switched to latuda and by that time i was back on morphine and off the coke. I think i was doing so much coke because i was basically sublimating the fact that i couldnt get it up and also because i didnt have my morphine. I wouldnt recommend anyone doing coke though to get the better of this because coke is fucked. Opiates are safer but they have their problems to.

Don't off yourself man you will get better i did and i never thought i was going to get better. As long as your above ground there is hope
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5 months off no improvement and everyone is improving 3-4 months im losing hope i have a great feeling this will lead to my demise
 
paliperidonevictim2005 said:
5 months off no improvement and everyone is improving 3-4 months im losing hope i have a great feeling this will lead to my demise
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You can get it up though can't you? Thats a sign your recovering. I started recovering after 3 months but it took a full year or more for me to fully recover.

You will be fine just have patience
 
Just played soccer for 2 hours and my body feels beat and I was pretty exhausted but I pushed myself through it and idk why but I lost my love for the game and it sucked not to be able to laugh with everyone but I still forced myself to laugh at things that would normally be funny and joyful. But my body just isn’t moving the same anymore and I think it’s due to the tardive dyskinesia I have but I only got it from 2 loading dose shots and it appeared when I took the tablets but i did a cold turkey so I’m hoping that it go away over time. But it was really bad the first time my wrist was literally bending back on it’s own to the point where it hurt but thankfully it hasn’t shown up again and it’s just been very mild face and finger twitching. I just have to put my trust in Jesus Christ that this will all heal, leave my body and be a story I tell people and my kids in the future.
 
paliperidonevictim2005 said:
i need physical stimulation and porn to get it up in the daytime but its fucking shrunk and numb man
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I thought my dick had shrunk at first but no that was just because i couldnt get it up. Your dick wont shrink your fine man. I have no complaints about the size of mine these days so im sure youl be fine to. The numbness thing i had as well i honestly thought i would never get it up again for awile.

I think youl be fine if you give it time
 
Well it's been years since I've been on this forum I've gotten better I started my own business got back to working out feeling great got a girlfriend then we broke up and I started hearing voices and now I'm about to die. I've been to the hospital dozens of times since I've got the shot because of the voices and every time I go in someone is getting a shot of invega and I tell them that's what disabled me. It's fucking sad the sheer ignorance of these fucking doctors to human life animal life any life. I probably don't even have a week to live. This has been 7 years since I got the shot. 🙏🙏
 
Honestly I'll probably die in my sleep tonight my parents don't even care about me anymore nobody cares about me everyone hates me at least all my voices do everyone wants to kill me
 
If you're on court ordered injections and purposely stop going they might not even send cops to your house ever. I wish I'd known that sooner. It's like they're already doing some shady shit with all of that stuff and they know it.
 
NotAPsycho said:
Well it's been years since I've been on this forum I've gotten better I started my own business got back to working out feeling great got a girlfriend then we broke up and I started hearing voices and now I'm about to die. I've been to the hospital dozens of times since I've got the shot because of the voices and every time I go in someone is getting a shot of invega and I tell them that's what disabled me. It's fucking sad the sheer ignorance of these fucking doctors to human life animal life any life. I probably don't even have a week to live. This has been 7 years since I got the shot. 🙏🙏
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How are you dying?

There has to be something other than shots for you. Do you want someone to talk to? I'm on Discord.
 
I never had to do any of those injections, I had several chances of getting out of it and I fucked it all up. But I went against one of their court orders and nobody no cops came after me for 6 months.
 
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I'm watching Hey Arnold and actually enjoying it. The nostalgia helps.

I had my first daydream in a while! It was about adopting a cat.
 
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