GetMeOutOfThisCRAP
Bluelighter
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In regards to what? haha.
Talking about it alleviated some things but it also bummed me out. I'm planning on withdrawing in about two weeks. I'm really horrified about what's going to happen to me but with my habits increasingly getting worse over time after the last relapse I think I'll take some time away from BL and figure some things out. I have a really bright future and it's a repetitive vicious cycle of depression in between dose all over again--which was the reason I initially quit for some time.
Talking about it alleviated some things but it also bummed me out. I'm planning on withdrawing in about two weeks. I'm really horrified about what's going to happen to me but with my habits increasingly getting worse over time after the last relapse I think I'll take some time away from BL and figure some things out. I have a really bright future and it's a repetitive vicious cycle of depression in between dose all over again--which was the reason I initially quit for some time.
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