I can, but I just generally prefer to take my drugs orally if it doesn't require any preparation or enzyme inhibition or what have you. I've always been a fan of the slow and drawn out experiences with any mind-altering substances, as I have pretty consistently found them to be the most meaningful and satisfying that way. What kind of impact does plugging have on methoxetamine's onset and total duration?
Thanks for the tip too.
It definitely wouldn't take me more than an hour to decide if a dose I was on was strong enough, so I'm glad to hear that you can redose at that point and still have it be really effective.
It's from the same supply as before, a generous friend of mine has been holding on to some since the pre-ban days. I of course cannot rate it outside the scope of that first supply as I have never used it any other time, but whenever I described the effects I felt from lower doses to people who are familiar with it it was never met with any suspicion, but often nostalgic reminiscence. I very much enjoyed 10-30 mg doses for their ability to produce an extremely clean blend of alcohol-like disinhibition, opiate-like analgesia, bouts of manic stimulation, and moments of peak euphoria comparable only to some of the most blissful feelings of pure satisfaction and contentment I can recall being far more easily accessible from my youth when life was not so complicated and convoluted, though my favorite level was 50 mg as it consistently produced by far the most mentally psychedelic altered state of any non-psychedelic drug I have ever ingested, including both the cognitive symptoms such as moments of pure awareness and deep introspection in a bubble detached from the rest of the world like a good LSD trip, and the accompanying mind's eye imagery that I tend to get such as the arms of Avalokitesvara wrapped into spiraling fractal forms, along with the orgasmic bodily sensations that I also tend to get in such states, all while still being extremely easy to handle in a way that almost no psychedelic is. The 70 mg as I've said I found less pleasant, but mostly just in a transitional phase sort of way, like it was too much to be enjoyed the way 50 mg would be but not enough to push through the next threshold to the next level of much deeper and more intense effects.
Let me preface this by saying that I trust you guys on this subject more than anyone else in the world, and when you tell you think it would be too much, I believe you. That being said, for my own desires, when people tell me that an experience is going to be too much, it tends to go in one ear and out the other. Hell, these days it usually just makes me want to do whatever it is even more. In my perspective, there is no such thing as too much of a psychoactive effect when your only goal with taking a drug is to see what psychoactive effects it can produce, to see what your mind can truly do.... People have been trying to convince me otherwise for a very long time, and none of them have turned out right yet. In fact, most of the time when I've gone overboard in ways that people told me would not be a wise choice, it's ended up producing one of my most worthwhile and memorable psychoactive experiences, hence my ever increasing readiness to do the exact opposite of what people tell me.
This is not meant to be a brag, though I could understand how it may be construed as such, nor is it meant to endorse any of this kind of behavior. There is nothing impressive or safe about pushing your limits in this way, but I cannot explore my mind to the degree that I desire if I am not willing to do these things, and I have no desire to live a life where I cannot feel free to explore myself on this level. If something the human mind can do is generally perceived as terrifyingly intense, that's something I want to see myself, because it wouldn't terrify people if it wasn't utterly astounding, and that's just the way I am and pretty much always have been.
And that's all I have to say about that.
Well, of course, I should add that the one exception is just blacking out, hence my earlier questioning. Taking a drug just to forget the whole thing is obviously pointless. However, beyond that there is no level of psychoactivity I would not be willing to put up with here. If by too much you mean you think I will black out for the experience, please specify that. If you only mean that it will be too much for the average person to enjoy, I will likely jump in at that level.
