^I want to know that too.
I like to get high as fuck during the holiday season. I am just coming off a 5 day oxycodone binge and feel like shit. I am probably going to get a gram of good white for Christmas.
Will it still be a good time? Especially if I throw in a couple new psychedelics to try, some good old dmt, and maybe some dpt as well? Sounds like a pretty damn good time myself, already getting the opiate withdrawal part out of the way before the real holidays hit.
I get high as fuck for Christmas haha. I was in the clouds these past few days, my date was lovely and finally happened. Randomly... we were out to lunch with out boss and his family and yeah just had to ask her for tea. Couldn't let her get away haha. We ended up having beer and it was another lovely day. While she is away for the holidays my friend gave me the idea of writing her a letter. I love writing 'thinking of you' type letters I do all the time so I figured... fuck yes. He's like that will drop her panties lol I'm like yeah... probably arrive the week before she gets home or so. haha.
Was a really nice time it was so cool to understand for the first time why someone really doesn't smoke weed. It's always an excuse or something or like I don't like the smell, or whatever. From what she told me about it I gather she gets anxious on it. And yeah like she doesn't care how much pot I smoke. She asks with curiosity and to be silly how many of those fucking things do you smoke every day? Ummm.... 30? haha. She doesn't care so I'm like wtf you are pretty high strung from work why don't you smoke? Turns out she is a very analytical person and she has essentially a photographic memory. This is totally not what you would think about her at first, it is so damn confusing haha. Took me a while to realize that about her but she remembers everything. I like that about her.
So she is constantly analyzing and ruminating things through her mind and she was cool with lsd but I think weed makes her feel award, anxious, and cute about how she is spending an hour thinking deeply about if she should make out with him this time (lol) whatever the fuck she thinks about, it just isn't as open-ended as what is going on with me. When I trip out stoned I come up with really elaborate ideas for example today I thought up a hilarious idea for a novel that brings so many things together and it's kinda of based on my life and that of a startup company that is terribly run, with some romance and drug abuse and generally a really funny book. For her though I feel like she would smoke and become confined in the way she things because she is always working through little problems and stuff (she is a great problem solver) but she can only take logic so far and when she gets stoned I can see her getting anxious and caught up in thought loops and stuff. haha. This is why I know shrooms would be a risk despite having done acid, but she'd love dmt it is right up her alley. We both have this analytical nature but it manifests completely different like she makes constructive life choices. I am good at math, and I am good at tripping out and coming up with creative stuff too. The idea for this book, if I went through with it and wrote it would be great fun to write.
It's cool to understand why someone wouldn't like to smoke pot down to the way they think. Since, the rest of her would probably like it haha. Too cute. So I want some coke for Christmas day and new years haha. I was joking today because the 2 of them are going on vacation so the company is essentially in my holiday-high hands for a while. I better not fuck this up haha but I can't help but think of how disastrous the consequences to this corporation could be and to my life if when the ladies go on vacation I decide to have a snow day.
![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
And it has some vaguely cannabis-like introspection and music enhancement.
I'm trying to get off herb for a while so I can pass a drug test if necessary for a new job 
