jacktheripper42
Bluelighter
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- May 9, 2017
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Once again, it's rampant speculation.
I'm not exactly sure what symptoms you're hoping to explain with this anyways - if it's anxiety/obsessions, then it's ironic that the main thing you're anxious about is 5-HT2A/25i related matters. If you went on SSRIs, then you'd probably be worried about damaging your serotonin transporters.
But I still don't know why you are so worried about the receptor internalization deal when you had problems previous to 25i and also didn't have problems until researching? That right there should be enough to put your mind at ease about that specific matter, but I'm not sure if the goal with anxiety should really be to ease your mind about every specific concern (because a busy mind can always come up with more concerns, so the problem is really the busy mind rather than the concerns)
O.K. so the thing is my obsessions and stuff weren't nearly at the level they are today. I could sleep just fine and I was always a happy and outgoing kid. These days I've been overthinking absolutely everything and having a hard time falling asleep. I honestly consider myself fairly intelligent, I just took a typing test and placed in the top .5% percentile. I'm just worried that I did something to permanently alter my mood regulation. This discussion provided on shroomery is honestly starting to bother me a fair amount. Thoughts of the compound being internalized and degraded resulting in the halogen separating and acting as a catalyst for ROS species bothers me.
5HT2A receptors and their respective neurons are located all across the body. I sometimes picture the halogen entering the membrane and disrupting neuronal function all throughout.