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Anonymous91 said:
How long have you been off them
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Well I am on mmt (methadone) so I'm not really off but I work everyday have a car and my own place even tho I'm still physically hooked on methadone and clonazepam though. So yea..When I was at the height of my addiction I lost ally friends..To this day I'm closer toy family than anyone bc they were the ones that were there for me. I lay low except for the occasional indulgence and bc of the meth it's basically anti climactic lol
 
Ya I lost a lot of people too but I'm a different way cause I just shut ever body out so it was easier to keep secret. I got my ex hooked on it and now he's serving 10 years
I'm ending day 3 of cold turkey and I'm starting to feel the physical body pain go and now struggling with the mental aspact. I almost went and bought some today. I'm glad I didn't though the only pills I can get is the blue 30s that are laced with fentanyl. And last night I was at work I sent in my letter of resignation so I definitely couldn't afford my habit anymore. Guess I'll see what happens

It's good to be closer to family they never leave even when u push them away I am doing coke here and there just cuz it's been helping a little lol
 
^ cocaine is the last thing that will help you get through opiate withdrawals im surprised it doesn't make it worse...get some loperamide or dxm or kratom...but beware because they all cause dependency as well except for the dxm
 
Stole pain pills and insulin needles from someone who actually needed both and made em run out of the pain pills early and have to suffer for a week or so because when they called their dr he/she just thought they took em for fun or sold em and treated them like a junkie for a long time. If that wasn't bad enough I also went and shot up in their bathroom, while manipulating em to believe I was some kinda saint. 8)

When I got clean from my IV opiate habit (just pain pills thankfully never got into H), I told them the truth even called their Doc and told em not to blame them for what I did and made him/her apologize to them for treating them so badly, they understood it wasn't really me who did such awful shit to them and we made amends. I haven't picked the needle up in around two years and don't plan on it ever again but in the short time it had control over me I did a lot I regret doing to others and even myself like doing permanent damage to a few veins when I was in too much of a hurry to extract the apap and just shot it up with the binders and everything else, they're still discolored in places and have lumps in em. Never wanna get that way again.
 
These are some from awhile ago:

-I once went through an entire prescription's worth of methylphenidate/ritalin in a weekend.

-I had sex with a dealer to get drugs more than once. Of all the stupid things I've done, this might be the most stupid. What made me stop was that he once had a few guests as a surprise.

-And one of those times was because I ran out of ritalin in a weekend. And I then did two full prescriptions worth of it that week.

That was when I decided to give ritalin a break and I used xanax for awhile:

-I once popped 10 xanax in one night. Not a great idea. Kind of wasteful, really, because the effects aren't anything to go to such lengths for.
 
These are recent:

-Last week, I let drugs affect my daily life because I couldn't leave the house due to a comedown.

-Last night - I don't know whether I should be happy or guilty - I had sex with a few friends. And, I've had a crush on one of them for awhile...she's short, cute, and adorable - and when I get high I have sexually aggressive thoughts about her, and I didn't hold back when she joined us...
 
Surprisingly cocaine helped a lot I didn't do a ton like a half a ball over three days. I don't really like coke so I'm not worried about getting a problem with it. But it helped with the leg spasm.
 
Yeh I wouldn't touch stims with a tenfoot pole while in opi wd. God makes it so much worse...I'd be going for the subs and clonidine myself
 
Everyone I hear either swear by cocaine or meth while withdrawal or think it's the worst idea ever..... I wonder why it works so well for some and not for other. I was having a really hard day 2 an I did coke and I was coked out not wd

Other than not remembering writing these posts

I am however looking into this kartom tea I've read about on here not that I plan wd ever again
 
I've actually never tried kratom, by the time it became really big I was already shooting enough dope to kill a bus load of ppl. I plan on giving it a go once I finally taper off the meth...At 50 down from 125...I can't believe when I see ppl on like 180 which I'm pretty sure is my clinics ceiling dose and even then they don't like giving that much. That's like 6x the starting dose.
 
Slamming meth made me not even feel opiate WD honestly. It is like "fast fowarding" through acute WD honestly, lol.

But what comes up must comedown...personally-speaking I never really had too much of a problem dealing with hard stim comedowns, even without tranquilizers, but plenty of "downer" people i know are always like "oh noes, the comedown!" ;)
 
Well u taper off the methadone and try it let me know I've seen on Amazon a lot of opiate withdrawl aid pills. Isn't suboxone better then methadone?


Ya I've heard meth is great for a opiate withdrawl but I didn't have easy access to meth or I would if tried that coke helped a lot tho
 
Anonymous91 said:
Well u taper off the methadone and try it let me know I've seen on Amazon a lot of opiate withdrawl aid pills. Isn't suboxone better then methadone?


Ya I've heard meth is great for a opiate withdrawl but I didn't have easy access to meth or I would if tried that coke helped a lot tho
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I went from 120mg a day of oxy to loperamide, ibuprofen and kratom and have zero withdrawals today. Works every single time for me as I withdraw every month. I'm still productive at work and at home.

8mg of loperamide this am
800mg of ibuprofen this am
3-4 teaspoons of kratom at 5:30 am
3-4 teaspoons of kratom at 6:30 am
3-4 teaspoons of kratom at 11 am

4mg of loperamide at 6pm
30ml of NyQuil at 6:30pm

Never lets me down. After a couple days I even start to get high from the kratom.

Work what works for you but know there are legal and safe alternatives out there.
 
Fucked animals,ate dog pussy, cum in moms panties.wank to pics of kids,was on a webchatsex site and high as fuck and wanked over a 13yo on the other side of camera while she rubbed her pussy.drove around town with 8inch dido in my ass as well.the list goes on, but I love it
 
Methinator said:
Fucked animals,ate dog pussy, cum in moms panties.wank to pics of kids,was on a webchatsex site and high as fuck and wanked over a 13yo on the other side of camera while she rubbed her pussy.drove around town with 8inch dido in my ass as well.the list goes on, but I love it
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You love being a pedophile? I'm not usually one to judge people for what they do while fucked up (or sober for that matter) but if this isn't a joke and you "love it" you deserve the worst in life. Jesus.

Pedophilia, beastiality and borderline incest?
 
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