☮ Social ☮ [PD Social Tripping Thread] NEW! Gather here for swirly talk

[Bluuberry]

Traumatized are you?

I can't tell if you're making a joke and I'm not getting it, or if you didn't get my joke! It's getting swirly in here...

I knew it! Solipsis pretends to be super helpful and nice, but really he's just lurking around, waiting to bash on the tripped out ideas of other BLers! He said it himself!

Sol and Help, I hope you guys know I've just been silly with ya. I really appreciate the diversity of view points on things, and you two are some of my favorite posters on this board. I'm still going to fuck with you though.

Just the thought of ritalin or amph gives me chills and it's been like over a decade. I guess this body wasn't meant for stimulants. Dex definitely gave me less side effects than methylphenidate, but eventually the peripheral CNS stimulation was the main effect of taking it, and I couldn't get any real focus out of it.

Tea and coffee seem to be the only "work" stimulants I can use anymore. It's a shame because once upon a time, a little bet of dex would give me great focus and productivity.

edit: I made an edit before this, making a long (joking) rant about Solipsis and his men in black, and when I tried to post it, it disappeared! Synchronicity or coincidence?!? Or maybe Sol is secretly editing my posts so that I can never speak the truth on here.. Holy shit, it all makes sense now! Thank god I was able to unravel this convoluted web of conspiracy thanks to bingeing on novel dissociatives! Things have never been so clear before! 8(

 

[Solipsis]

Yea just having fun >>> bluuberry

Sorry about your mom, Help.. very cruel things to happen to people
I can get underage ritalin if diagnosis is very well done to exclude other things disguising as attention deficit.. but in any case 6 is extremely young..

Ive only tried 2C-E once, at around 15 mg.. it was very deep and majestic feeling but also clinical, relatively devoid of emotion.. it was pretty rough body load wise, but I always believed that it couldve been bad physical condition that specific time or bad luck or possible to relieve with yogic practices (in the broadest sense, including freestyle dancing etc etc - anything that works body-energetically). But never really seemed to find a good occasion for it ever since.

Happens that I have 2C-E, but not 100% if the weight was written on the sealpack for volumetric measurement ... otherwise I have no good way to measure it for the time being.

I like some 2C's like 2C-T-7, 2C-B, 2C-C and yeah 2C-E... 2C-T-2 certainly felt promising but my single time with it not that intense but got relatively nauseous.. 2C-T-21 and 2C-D hard to really make interesting but possibly have alternative purposes (nootropic, enhancements of certain experiences idk), 2C-I is okay and fun but the superficial feeling about it doesn't appeal to me..

 

[Help?!?!]

Man, I'm sorry about your mom, I can't imagine, that's gotta be really tough.

It is really fucking tough! I feel bad but really hard to even see and talk to her. I do it though as she needs a lot of Help?!?!(ahh man Been able to use this one excessively lately, noiceee!)and company. Besides my uncle, here brother I'm her only family left. She has tons of really good friends though as she's that's really relieving! They're very very supportive of her. Tripping on DOC and vaping 5-MeO-MiPT has really helped me come to terms with that!

Booberry, I know you've got jokes. Solipsis has 'em to. In spades my brother in spades! Comedy is my weaponry and my suit of armor. It's very hard to penetrate! Without comedy(90% or more of my life)the serious would be completely unmanageable(10% or less!). When I'm serious though, I'm serious as death, stalking its prey on its steed. I can take the heat or else I would've leapt from the kitchen window years ago! I've heard rumor it's a five story drop onto old medieval spikes!%) As always I'm eternally down with fuckery, wouldn't have it any other way! That's how friends interact and how it should be! Showing the love through good ol' fuckery!

Holy shizz! Solipsis and I posted at the same time about the jokes! Holy synchronity! It's clearly true. That's it's purely coincidental!

Also Solipsis I'd just get a super cheap gem pro for now. I actually found a much nicer one for $10 more! They work in a pinch. PM me and I'll show it to you!

I'd been sworn to secrecy as have many of us with this information, but now that it's out there...well. Solipsis is actually the forerunner of the MK ultra project as well as the UK version. If there was a Euro version he was the forerunner of that project also! He was the man who ordered the MK scientist hit. He told them to put LSD into his drink then told the agents to throw him from the penthouse window!

Ever since the 3-MeO-PCP debacle, I feel like I get you on a whole other level. Thanks, it's much appreciated! Your an excellent poster as well! You just need to up that posting game a bit! Your still a new user so your defintely not doing bad at all! Solid start! !

 

[Bluuberry]

I'd been sworn to secrecy as have many of us with this information, but now that it's out there...well. Solipsis is actually the forerunner of the MK ultra project as well as the UK version. If there was a Euro version he was the forerunner of that project also! He was the man who ordered the MK scientist hit. He told them to put LSD into his drink then told the agents to throw him from the penthouse window!

Ever since the 3-MeO-PCP debacle, I feel like I get you on a whole other level. Thanks, it's much appreciated! Your an excellent poster as well! You just need to up that posting game a bit! Your still a new user so your defintely not doing bad at all! Solid start!

Holy fuck, the rabbit hole goes even deeper than I thought! If that's true, then that means.. Uh oh, I'd better stop talking now before the Cosmic Coincidence Center sends their goons after me!

Not a new user, just a newish account, I've been lurking on BL for 15 years! Many of my best posts have been ghosted, so I'm in the habit of copying them every time before I post them now..

Hahah, ah yes, the tree meow debacle.. I'm glad you're starting to get me, I'm a tough wingnut to crack!

 

[Whitefox]

That's fucked up, I didn't know that. Seems like conservatives are trying to take over all over the place, and in many cases are succeeding. I think the UK "head shop" (or whatever you call them there) scene really fucked you guys over, seems like most people over there are getting their chemicals from shops that have formulated them into pills and shit, it's so visible, in the US that was happening for a bit but they cracked down on it, but you can still get things the normal way, by ordering them online by the gram or whatever.

It's swings and roundabouts. People are catching on that these guys are only seeking to enrich themselves. I've been around long enough to have seen the swing towards the current situation and it will swing back. People are realising that these guys only care about enriching themselves and pillaging society for everything it has to make themselves ever richer. Unfortunately people are largely trending towards extremes at the moment, I. E. Mr Trump.

On the subject of stimulants, I never got into them. Of course I tried speed and cocaine, but never really got it. Never even got into ecstasy despite being around during the early nineties boom. Pot and acid were always my choices hence why I'm so into the RCS now I guess!

 

[vortech]

It can't be coincidence that the local classic rock station just played Sgt. Pepper's in its entirety! I have a good feeling about this upcoming trip :D

Just don't call it a synchronicity around here!

Today I watched an excellent documentary on Netflix about the life and music of Jimi Hendrix. When he first started blowing up in London, the week that the Sargeant Pepper album was released, Hendrix opened his set with a rendition of it Sgt. Pepper the song- McCarthy and Harrison happened to be in the audience! For your consideration, a link to the video:
http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Cp9V3D3ufn4

Did someone say synchronicity?

 

[pharmakos]

Yeah it's so messed up that they prescribe really little kids amphetamines and methylphenidate. And after all the warnings about the evils of drugs and how developing minds shouldn't take them (which is true).

"This is your brain on drugs"... remember that? I guess pharmaceuticals don't count... IF they're prescribed that is. Otherwise they count.

not a huge chevelle fan, but the fact that they were able to make a strong statement against this stuff via a chart hitting single is amazing,

 

[pharmakos]

the first time i ever did LSD i met a cat named Fry and a man named Syd. true story.

fry showed up on our doorstep and we gave him some ham (he had tags on his collar so we figured he hadn't wandered too far -- turns out it was the cat from the house next door)

Syd i met walking past the court house later that night. he had no place to stay the night, but needed to catch a bus in the morning. so i helped direct him to a local dive bar where he might be able to find a woman whose bed he could use.

strangely Fry followed me the entire way while i was showing Syd where the bar is. only saw that cat a couple times after that night,.

 

[Whitefox]

It's the first real taste of summer here in southern UK today: clear skies and about 25 degrees (75f for our American friends). On Tuesday I drive to Scotland where it currently stays daylight until about 11pm and stays twilight until sunrise. Planning a restful Tuesday evening with my old friend Mary and then on Wednesday I have an early appointment with the DOC (4.5mg I've decided) as I do a hike along the West Coast.
For anyone who has never been to the West Coast of Scotland it is amazingly rugged and beautiful and you can walk for miles without seeing another person. Can't wait to watch the sun set over the Atlantic Ocean with DOC colouring my vision.

 

[Bluuberry]

Yeah I met some people from Scotland while I was in Central America and they showed me some absolutely STUNNING pictures of the remote island they lived on. I'd love to go for some hikes out there. Actually I won't be satisfied just dreaming of it, I'll probably make a trip in the next couple years. I have a friend with family out there so all the more reason to visit. I love walking miles without seeing anyone so it sounds like my place!

 

[yepyepwoah]

Have tried 5-10mg 2c-d a few times recently as sort of a stim substitute. Like, hey I am tired and I dont have stims, lets see how this goes.

It definatly sort of works, though even 5mg plugged is fairly psychedelic.

 

[vortech]

Vortech has been vortext.

Last dance with MaXinE, one more time to kill the pain. I feel summer creeping in and I'm, tired of this town agai-ee-an.

Magic has returned to the land, and the pixie dust is potent.

 

[Solipsis]

Hehe pixel dust would be a funny name for a drug..

I'm trying to generally detox for a bit here cause I don't feel well at all physically when I take something like methylphenidate or 3-MeO-PCP and I really don't want to have to take too much etizolam. Many aches and shit, I really have to keep an eye on my health. Depressed fatigued and inactive etc.. so have to be clean and active for a while otherwise I have no clue whether something is really up with my body or not.

Actually quit the Ritalin script officially over a week ago cause it was really bothering me so much. Have taken it one loose day since. Now I am taking a little break with the goal to level out mentally and physically (though can't do that unless I take it easy can I), before calling my shrink to get started on Dexamph which will then be mailed to my house automatically (what luxury). Assholes in my country have monopolized instant release dex and overpriced it so much that it becomes unaffordable and not covered by insurance. So I pretty much have to go on extended release which I'm sure will be amazing for my sleep... But hey I'll try it.
WTF do i have to do, buy super cheap eurospeed and separate the dex isomer myself...? I'm sure my shrink will think that's a great idea... 8)

Although no wait, what is probably so much easier is to just 'crack' the extended release formula. I very much doubt it is advanced as tamper-proof oxycontins..

 

[pharmakos]

don't forget that dissociatives deplete your body's B12

here's some recent research on the connection between dissociatives and B12 http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/23846402

 

[Solipsis]

Thanks, I supplement vit B.

 

[TheAppleCore]

So I pretty much have to go on extended release which I'm sure will be amazing for my sleep... But hey I'll try it.
WTF do i have to do, buy super cheap eurospeed and separate the dex isomer myself...? I'm sure my shrink will think that's a great idea... 8)

I stopped fooling around with pharmaceuticals and just bought street meth. It seems pretty damn pure, because I can take 1 mg and feel an appreciable effect. Way better than dexamphetamine, if you don't want to disrupt sleep.

 

[Img_9999]

Coming down on MXE, feeling pretty excited about everything. I feel like I don't want to sleep ever again, lol. I want all life has to offer to come to me right now !!!!
Haha, good ol' MXE.

 

[TheAppleCore]

^ Sleeping's for when you're dead! Get 'er done! Haha yeah man, that's a great feeling. I'm envious.


It's kinda weird how much better I am at certain things while I'm on a low dose of acid, sometimes. Like competitive gaming or playing instruments. It can actually get really frustrating, because then when I try to do the same thing sober, and I'm performing terribly, I feel ashamed because I know I can do better.

I think it's just a demonstration of the fact that when you're motivated enough, you can make anything happen. I tend to be more motivated when I'm tripping, because the whole experience becomes more richly perceived and enjoyable.


Also when your whole social life is just posting in the PD subforum of Bluelight, it can get really easy to forget that a lot of "normal" people have buried their empathy in a pile of hatred and insecurity. People here are unusually kind.



So tell me, Img_9999, what are you excited about? What are your plans?

 

[vortech]

Wow ... last night was notable enough to add some deep shit to the MXE book. Had two samples for testing, one that is a perfect example of what I call 'dark' mxe.....its a bit of a misnomer perhaps calling it dark because its not 'bad', its just the more 'serious' of the types. But dark does play in because there is some wicked black magic occult type powers that become enabled when the user knows what they are doing in that realm side of things....but yeah I really need to explain that more thoroughly in the book instead of being a pussyfoot about it. I need to stop holding back and get seriously vortext on the subject.

 

[vortech]

The best metaphor I can muster to describe tripping hard on crystal MXE is being on the playa at Burning Man, Saturday night, lost somewhere in the middle surrounded by thousands of blinking thingymajigs, in sea of hundreds of inter-modulating sound waves, surfing on a tide of dreams. 'You' are just the lifeless statue of The Man standing in the center, and your mind is the entirely of everything else around it.

I feel like I've been de-gaussed, like I had a build up of unwanted static charge, accumulation of spirits it may be called, and after 16 hours of increasingly ramped up doses and a hell of a full trip, I now have a spiritual weight lifted off of me.
Time to sleep now finally.