...That's why I'm also skeptical that even if I took an excess of tianeptine the euphoria wouldn't touch me. I'd just feel normal. I'll find out by the end of the week. Hopefully the last time I ever take loperamide is this Thursday or Friday.
Trust me man t-pine and u-4 WD is no joke. It only takes a couple days to start withdrawaling from them. You have to pick one or the other then do a taper. Doing all these different drugs is going to fuck you in the long run and you will be withdrawaling from one or another and just always be sick. I have just been doing kratom and has helped. It takes a few days to a stablize on a new substance but you then will start feeling better.
You guys are confused. I had a g of U which is long gone. I'm just on tianeptine now. Today has been easy and good. Took my second dose just now on lunch. Apparently my account is approved to get Lyrica...I am going that route for a week or so after the tia.
Trust me man t-pine and u-4 WD is no joke. It only takes a couple days to start withdrawaling from them. You have to pick one or the other then do a taper. Doing all these different drugs is going to fuck you in the long run and you will be withdrawaling from one or another and just always be sick. I have just been doing kratom and has helped. It takes a few days to a stablize on a new substance but you then will start feeling better.
You know...you're correct. It does always seem to take some time to stabilize when switching substances. I don't recall having this problem in the past, but now that seems to be the case. I think that's why I didn't give kratom a good enough chance...I went from lopes to kratom the next day and felt so horrible. I need to have a bit of patience....
Took another dose of tianeptine. That will be it for the day. We will see how often I start waking up feeling the RLS tonight since the lope will most likely be nonexistent in my system by then...When I do wake up I take just a tad of tia and within 30-40 min I can generally fall back asleep. If not then I have to neck a wee bit more and wait again.
I know you haven't mentioned it but I would very much advise looking at some clonidine (as per my previous post). If you are going to to down that route then I would stick with tried and tested medicines that actually help opiate withdrawal rather than crap like tianeptine and phenibut.
However I wouldnd overestimate the usefulness of things like lyrica....yes it helps but it's not an opiate agonist and will only do so much......don't expect miracles (yes I know you've used it before).
One other option is RC benzos (nor-benzos) such as clonazolam, diclazolam, nifoxipam, flubromazpam etc.... I've no idea about how available they are where you are but they are legal in the UK (same status as other RCs and you seem to be able to get them) and not detected by a standard drug test...
Don't take people's comments to heart though. Everyone is routing for you and wants you to succeed.....it's just difficult reading about what your currently trying as you can almost predict each post from the previous ones.
Please rethink your strategy and above all don't go back on the lope no matter what!!
After all the effort of the last few weeks your effectively at square one so absolutely don't cave in and use any.
Sorry, mate...I don't always get around to replying to every post, but I actually did intend to respond to your clonidine post earlier today. It would require a prescription to get unless I could find that online. The main thing is that I have been on it in the past when WDing off subs in treatments and while in detox WDing from methadone and it really didn't do much of anything....at least from what I could tell at the time.
As for RC benzos, I nixed that idea a bit ago because I was under the impression that they DO show up in UAs...perhaps I am mistaken. That's something to look into at least.
And you're correct...back to square one, but better than square none
Anyway, it's almost 11 here now. I took a nap for an hour or two and woke up at 830 tonight when I am usually trying to go to sleep at that time. I should mention now that as the tianeptine wears off there's that eerie lope WD feeling that breaks on through...which, I suppose, is to be expected since I'm about at the 48 hr mark without it. We will see how work goes tomorrow. I do have 3 days off again (Thurs, Fri, Sat)...that's a good thing. About 10 min ago I took a smaller tia dose to help me get to sleep. I have a feeling I'll wake up in the few hours and need to take a little more. Also, I haven't done any phenibut in nearly 2 days now too, so if there is a price to pay I'm sure that'll be kicking my ass soon enough too. Holding strong for now and, don't worry, as long as I have the tianeptine I'm not going to run out to get lope on a whim.
I am still planning to get the Lyrica. It's another case of "we'll see if this goes through" similar to when I bought U 47700. The website doesn't have any bad reviews, but I'm required to send payment via Moneygram which kinda sketches me out. Seems like if they really wanted to run off with my cash and send nothing then they very well could. I'll keep y'all posted though. Well, I'm off to chill for a bit and then try to get more sleep. Night night.