Pills to take for painless death

[Allo]

What pills can i take to die in my sleep painlessly?

 

[motiv311]

*snip*

i would pray to God, first , to seek answers --- life is beautiful, it has its ups and downs , and we all struggle, that is the point....

If it was easy it would be miserable, because it is hard, it is rewarding.

fight my brother... fight!~

people have been through worse than you, and made it out to live another day and be joyful....

try thinking about people who are in need around you and how you can find fulfillment in making their lives better. This often helps people who are overpreoccupied with themselves and their own sense of misery.....

if you are going to die anyway, seek out a doctor with the "Right to die movement" in oregon and soon in california

 

[Trismagistas]

I was in ur shoes just a week or so ago I was thinking of tasting water hemlock. Seems like a sure thing easy enough to find and no antidote but b4 I put my little plan into action I had a pulmonary embolism (blood clots in my lungs) that could have killed me. It hurt like a motherfucker. And because I said I was suicidal got put into behavioral health (nut ward) and I realized I'm worth living. I've been around I know the score what u do I totally on u but before u do anything too crazy see someone for help. It's not a pussy thing 2 do. Look at ur friends and family cuz ur gonna hurt them really badly. Think it over and im up 2 talk anytime. Good luck and best wishes!

 

[SmokingAces]

I don't think it would be right to straight up answer the OP without first asking his reasons.

 

[Wenlock]

Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary situation.

 

[BigG]

I'm a little disappointed this thread hasn't been closed yet. There's no "harm reduction" value in giving someone suicide advice. Having witnessed several suicides it's a dreadful business for not only the person committing the act but more so the ones left behind. Please mods close this one.

 

[jonoUK]

Allo, allo.

*snip*

Please reconsider your options. For all its faults, This world has a lot of beauty and joy.

And bluelight isn't a bad place to land of you need help coping

Hugs to you xx

 

[smackydowners]

whats your reasons for wanting to end it Allo?

 

[Shambles]

Firstly, and most importantly...

What pills can i take to die in my sleep painlessly?

I am sure you can appreciate that it would be deeply inappropriate for anybody to answer this question directly at face value. As has been noted, suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. One of my younger brothers chose to end his life - and consciously chose to do it in such an unimaginably painful way very few would even be able to comprehend what it entailed let alone understand what was so irreparably ruined he felt that was the best response. Suicidal thoughts and feelings are familiar in many ways to a large proportion of BLers, but I would also say that knowing that such extreme actions require and deserves far, far more in-depth, tailored and specific attention than is realistically possible from what amount to "internet strangers".

However, "internet strangers" can often also sympathise and/or empathise with the suicidal outlook from a variety of viewpoints. In that sense I sincerely hope you will take a little time to engage with people here offering support and consider taking up some of the advice offered in terms of seeking out alternate solutions to whatever is causing the suicidal feelings you are experiencing. Many of us here have been in suicidal states and came back from the brink one way or another. Some of us who are no longer here did not come back from the brink one way or another. There is no way to know the whole story in each case but I am sure in the knowledge that the former group have more options available to them because the alternate choice is one that can never be taken back past a certain point. Suicide is always an option, taking a little more time to explore alternatives is only an option whilst it remains one. I would urge you - and anybody else dealing with suicidal thoughts and feelings - to choose the latter.

There is no meaningful urgency when eternity is involved. Please take that little bit of time to explore other ways of addressing whatever lies at the heart of the thoughts and feelings you are experiencing

 

[Shambles]

Secondly, I've removed several off-topic posts and edited a couple of others that are not wise things to say to somebody who may be "in the heat of the moment". There is no immediacy when it comes to ending one's life. To go back to the example of my little brother, he spent years nurturing and tending to the unimaginably toxic plant he ultimately chose to make into soup. The one thing that could give me a little peace of mind when thinking about what he must have been silently going through is that he very clearly thought long and hard about it before making his decision. The reason that can never give my any peace of mind is that when our parents and siblings returned from a family outing and found him crumpled in a heap collapsed at the bottom of the stairs swollen, purple, agonised and so toxic that anybody who came into contact with him also faced a high likelihood of dying through transdermal transferral of toxins, when he knew what he had done was irreversible, his last words in our mother's arms were "I'm sorry, I think I've made a terrible mistake".

There is always time to consider one's options - right up until the time there isn't - and anybody who thinks it wise to give flippant advice on how to end one's life should be made to experience what our mother did holding her dying son - and then go on to experience what he did before he became incapable of speech and had to endure several days of lingering agonised death.

 

[Eveleivibe]

((((Shambles)))) that's awful so very sorry to hear that. I can't imagine what you all went through losing him. Poor bloke xxxx my heart goes out to you all it truly does xxxx

Evey

 

[F.U.B.A.R.]

*snip*

i would pray to God, first , to seek answers --- life is beautiful, it has its ups and downs , and we all struggle, that is the point....

If it was easy it would be miserable, because it is hard, it is rewarding.

fight my brother... fight!~

people have been through worse than you, and made it out to live another day and be joyful....

try thinking about people who are in need around you and how you can find fulfillment in making their lives better. This often helps people who are overpreoccupied with themselves and their own sense of misery.....

if you are going to die anyway, seek out a doctor with the "Right to die movement" in oregon and soon in california

@shambles: you should have snipped the 'God' bits as well.

 

[BigG]

Can't believe a thread with the title "pills to take for a painless death" has been allowed to continue this long considering some of the stuff that gets deleted.

Maybe it's just me but on a harm reduction site it looks faintly ridiculous.

 

[Cliffy78]

Can't believe a thread with the title "pills to take for a painless death" has been allowed to continue this long considering some of the stuff that gets deleted.

Maybe it's just me but on a harm reduction site it looks faintly ridiculous.

I totally agree! This thread will make us look terrible to outsiders reguardless of our responses. I'm far from a prude when it comes to sensitive/offensive threads but this ones going a bit to far tbph.

Hi englandz!!! Long time no talk, I hope everything's going good for you my brother...

 

[Eveleivibe]

Can't believe a thread with the title "pills to take for a painless death" has been allowed to continue this long considering some of the stuff that gets deleted.

Maybe it's just me but on a harm reduction site it looks faintly ridiculous.

Yea I was shocked too but wasn't really in a right frame of mind to comment yesterday or get into any possible confrontations with anyone over it you make value points. Glad Shambles came n sorted it xxxxc

Evey

 

[BigG]

At least someone agrees!! I was expecting an immediate torrent of abuse for commenting on how inappropriate this thread seems. Fair enough no replies actually giving suggestions to his question have been allowed but it still looks terrible.

I'm so-so cliffy mate. Going through a bit of a tough time at the minute. How are you?

 

[BigG]

Yea I was shocked too but wasn't really in a right frame of mind to comment yesterday or get into any possible confrontations with anyone over it you make value points. Glad Shambles came n sorted it xxxxc

Evey

That's the thing though Evey, it's not sorted. It's still up!!

 

[Eveleivibe]

That's the thing though Evey, it's not sorted. It's still up!!

Yea the thread really needs taking down, in my opinion. OP my advice would call the samaritans, go to AnE. Also there's the suicide thread in TDS where there's a lot of support n people who've gone through/ going through similar as you.

Evey

 

[Cliffy78]

At least someone agrees!! I was expecting an immediate torrent of abuse for commenting on how inappropriate this thread seems. Fair enough no replies actually giving suggestions to his question have been allowed but it still looks terrible.

I'm so-so cliffy mate. Going through a bit of a tough time at the minute. How are you?

I've been pretty good lately, thx englandz. I've got my pain nearly 100% controlled so that's cool. Plenty of other problems but as long as the pain and mental issues are in check then everything else is pretty trivial IMO.
Sorry to hear your having a rough go of it lately brother, I wish I lived closer and could be of some help irl, since u helped me so much when I first came to bluelight. If it wasn't for you taking the time out I doubt that I'd still be here. If u ever need to chat and vent or something I'll be around bro. How did your housing issues work out? I remember you were having some issues with a roommate a while back.

 

[lurching]

@shambles: you should have snipped the 'God' bits as well.

Guffaw :D

Complaining that "this thread will make us look terrible to outsiders" is pretty fucking low, if I may say so. If you'd put yourself in the threadstarter's shoes then what would seem more helpful? Having your thread deleted and it vanishing without a trace? Or seeing multiple people complain about you ruining the mood and making them look bad? Or would it be more helpful reading Shambles' (stern) posts and perhaps even taking some of his advice to heart? How much would you care about the impression that such a thread makes on "outsiders" when you're actively suicidal?