psychedelicsoul
Bluelighter
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I recently had a dream that greatly disturbed me. It wasn't exactly "gay" since there was no sexuality involved. There was a point in the dream where I hugged my friend who was weeping and I felt good doing it. Not as in I felt like doing anything sexual, but I felt good giving and recieving emotional support.
I'm not saying that hugging a dude makes you gay or bi... but isn't it weird to dream about it.
Personally, I find it hard and uneasy to imagine doing such a thing in real life. I normally hate physical contact and if my friend felt that bad about something I would probably give some kind of speech.
I don't like hugging anyone, not even my own mother. Normally I give speeches when someone I know is feeling down, the last thing I would do is hug someone.
The weird part is that in the dream I felt good doing it. However, in most times I've hugged people in real life, I felt awkward and uncomfortable.
Is it because I'm desperate to have some sort of affection? I don't get to hang out with friends often. And I have very few. I also don't get along with my parents nor do I really connect with them.
So pretty much 90% of the time, I only got myself. I don't talk about this kind of stuff with my parents and I generally spend most of my time talking to myself.
I'm not saying that hugging a dude makes you gay or bi... but isn't it weird to dream about it.
Personally, I find it hard and uneasy to imagine doing such a thing in real life. I normally hate physical contact and if my friend felt that bad about something I would probably give some kind of speech.
I don't like hugging anyone, not even my own mother. Normally I give speeches when someone I know is feeling down, the last thing I would do is hug someone.
The weird part is that in the dream I felt good doing it. However, in most times I've hugged people in real life, I felt awkward and uncomfortable.
Is it because I'm desperate to have some sort of affection? I don't get to hang out with friends often. And I have very few. I also don't get along with my parents nor do I really connect with them.
So pretty much 90% of the time, I only got myself. I don't talk about this kind of stuff with my parents and I generally spend most of my time talking to myself.