downerhead
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- Mar 19, 2014
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I am currently experiencing a problem I hpoe someone can help me with.I recently moved to a new state in a rural area in the southern USA.As many of you know,where there is no street dope around,pharmaceuticals take their place.As a result,doctors are too chicken to write for anything effective.I currently take Xanax for panic disorder and Norco 10/325 for chronic pain.Both are legit prescriptions for legitimate conditions.After my family and I went through the phone book and were told by every doctor's office we called(almost every one in the book)that they won't write for benzos or narcotics(even with medical and surgical records to back me up) we finally found one who would write for both meds.Problem solved,or so we thought.This nurse practitioner does urine screens which are sent to a lab.No problem since I only take my prescribed meds.However,I recieved a certified letter stating that my toxicology screen contained not only alprazolam,as expected,but 2 or 3 other benzos I've never even seen in my life.Also,I was out of my pain meds from my home state doctor so I of course showed negative for opiates.She appearantly forgets me bringing the empty bottle to our first visit when the urine was collected.The lab report also claims the sample was collected the day before I ever set foot in her office.This isn't a drug testing question(I know those aren't allowed)but more of a what can I do kind of question.All the pain management clics here in north western NC want $500-$900 and I can't afford this as I have no insurance and my family is paying my way until I can find employment here,which will be impossible if I'm cut off my pain and anxiety meds.I am in pretty severe pain due to reconstructive surgery on a knee years ago,The condition is degenerative and the pain gets worse,especially as I enter middle-age.I can barely walk on one leg and require round-the-clock pain care.Even though the Norco isn't all that effective,I felt lucky to get even that around here.A phone call to her office resulted in her receptionist telling me they will call me on a random,unspecified day for a re-test and a pill count.Since the Norco doesn't control my pain very well I'm going to be about 6 or 8 pills light on it(though spot on with the Xanax).My question for this long narrative would be is this just a formality to justify cutting me off or am I really getting a second chance?Will the few missing pain pills really damn me for certain?I have no way to explain the additional benzos I never took and my family can back me up since I am with them 24/7.Has anyone else been in a similar situation?Sorry for the long story but I'm really freaking out because if she cuts me off I have no other options.Any advice/experiences/insights would be greatly appreciated.Thanks everyone.