Hey guys,
I've had a recent interest in disociatives, but being that I have no access to Ket or MXE, I'm opting for DXM; however, in the past I had one experience where I was sick, but I still wanted to party. So I was on pseudo-ephedrine, a bit of pot, and a single beer (my body was rejecting the beer) and had taken two daytime gels, and four hours later two nighttime gels (not pure dxm, I was taking it solely because I was sick).
I remember four hours after I went to bed, I abruptly awoke, feeling very disconnected from my body. I went to go pee and my shadows looked very distant and foreign to me. I looked in the mirror and my eyes were unusually dilated for me. I was unable to recognize myself in the mirror, I looked freaky and alien to myself. When I laid down my limbs seemed to be far away from me, and when I moved them it seemed like it wasn't me moving them. I was very sick still though, and very tired too, so despite a great deal of fear I passed right back out.
That experience, which I am unsure if it actually happened (I can still remember it, unlike most dreams, so maybe it was real) left me disconnected and almost... I don't know, I felt strange for a week after. It was frightening, but not in an AHHHHH I'm scared kinda way, but rather "WTF just happened!?" kinda way. Yet I took very little DXM, and I had only one beer. I'm wondering if anyone has experienced this, and also if it means I'm a person who digests DXM weird.
I still want to try DXM in a real dose soon. But I have some questions:
-Should I go sober from coffee a week prior?
-Should I go sober from booze for a week or two prior?
-Should I watch anything I eat? Normally i get a lotta fiber and poop alot, so I'm not too worried.
-Should I cease smoking pot or tobacco prior? Would pot be fun or bad with DXM? (I know that pot made me queasy last time I mixed it with hydrocodone, but it usually mixes great with mushies and LSD)
-Should I try and ensure I had adequate sleep the day of the experience? I'm kinda an insomniac most of the time.
I plan to dose very lightly to test how it effects me. I have a bottle of 20 robogels just sitting in my closet waiting for the right time, but I wana be prepared.
By the way, I'm ~130lbs give or take, at 6'1".