General Heroin #19 v. Posting Between the Nods

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This is like my daily routine...Up @ 6 or 7am depending on my last use....if I used late like 8pm or later then I don't wake up sick...although it's like as soon as I get up and walk to the bathroom the runny nose starts almost instantly...soon after the sneezing...I'll walk over to my neighbor's house to have coffee and a cig or two. My buddy's a daily user with a monster habit so at about 7:45 or 8am we jump in his car and run to our dealer across town. I have been down & out the last few weeks so I haven't been working, but he always gets dough one way or another so he buys some for himself and he's been very generous and always gives me one just to get me off "E"...Lately it's kinda been hit or miss for both of us...when we get back he goes in his room and does his thing while I chat up his Mom. If he comes out in like 3 or 4 min then I know all went well and he walks over to the kitchen table, throws up a hand signal behind Mom's back and I walk over and grab the one he gives me and go to the bathroom and do mine...BUT...if he takes forever doin his thing then i know he's probably missed the shot then I'm SOL cause he'll do the one he was going to give me then he comes out and gives me "the shrug"...well not much I can say he's under no obligation to give me anything but it's disappointing nonetheless...Then the symptoms really kick in after the buildup(anticipation) and letdown("the shrug")...It's been that way for a while now so my habit is pretty low bordering non-existent. The whole day I usually do one or two...on a good day when I get a call to do a day's work I get a 20 up-front cause my boss knows I can't function unless I get gassed up...Walk over to my connect and get three, walk back and do all three at once. (WooHooooo!!) What a RUUUSH!!!! Then go to work doin whatever the job is...maybe if it's a particularly big job or a real hard one I'll get another 15 so that's two more right in the spoon right away!! Sooooo that's a great day although it's been few and far between lately....and the other scenario is the other 6 days in a typical week. That is the life (if it could be called that) I'm living atm...not ideal by any stretch but in a nutshell I'm existing just to do dope every day!!! Any money that crosses my fingers goes directly to the dope...Sucks, hunh??? :p
 
Oh razkal i feel your pain. Yea squares dont comprehend the lives of junkies fo sho. I totally fet what rut youre in, it seriously made my stomach hurt hearing about 'the shrug." The anticipation must kill you-all while having to talk to his mom! I used to be under semi similar circumstances. I was a live in nanny for a heroin/meth dealer (i know what a great environment for a two year old, but she was way better off than most kids i kniw now) and after hed go on his runs hed pass out for days. It sucks being sick, w dude in a comatose sleep and dope IN THR HOUSE but you dont know where and cant dig lookin for it. He always used to break off his dope in the office when he did business and chips would fly everywhere, so whenever hed be in his dead sleep for days id sweep up the floor and pick bits outta the dustpan and shoot em. Pathetic huh? And literally every cent that went thru my hands after i left that state and came to california was squandered on drugs and i was homeless.

Its not a life, its an exsistence and a miserable one at that. Just want you to know youre not alone, weve all been there at some point and made it out, got sucked back in and climbed out again.
 
ohshea said:
Always puttin down what you know the rest of us are thinkin!
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Come on, that "just telling it as it is" type is worse then those who call out all their haters. Anyone who's been reading the board knows dude's situation, no need to be dickish about it. Its not like anyone here is rocking 10 years clean and sober.

Razkal, dude you're actually lucky with limited funds. It keeps your habit in check, its easier to get super high and if you want to get clean the withdrawals will be less intense.
 
porkchops said:
Come on, that "just telling it as it is" type is worse then those who call out all their haters. Anyone who's been reading the board knows dude's situation, no need to be dickish about it. Its not like anyone here is rocking 10 years clean and sober.

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No but we're also not preaching how amazing we're doing and how being sober is so easy, and that suboxone is so great, this is so great, blah blah blah, then relapsing and going on benders. So... I fail to see your logic.

Everybody understands relapses and nobody holds that against anyone cuz we're all in the same boat. But when you get all high and mighty for the 5 minutes at a time you're sober, putting everyone else down because getting clean is just soo easy for you.. then repeatedly relapse and prove you're full of shit, it's not the same thing. Maybe you'd know the actual situation had you been here for more than 3 months.
 
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Razkal, dude you're actually lucky with limited funds. It keeps your habit in check, its easier to get super high and if you want to get clean the withdrawals will be less intense.
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I absolutely agree with you on this. Not trying to brag, but I make really good money and I believe that is why my habit got so out of control. Last year from about September to Janruary, I was going to my guy every Wednesday (pay day) and spending $800. Well, by November I was hitting him up a second time, every Saturday morning and spending another $200-$300, the thing is, my bills were still getting paid so for a little while the addict in me said, "your still paying the car payments, mortgage, credit card... blah blah blah" so I would tell myself it wasn't a problem. Looking back it makes me sick thinking about all that loot, just gone. And if I didn't have that money to blow on dope I would've had to ration what I could afford, would've not been able to say fuck it, i'll just go get more and be high all day, everyday. And when I quit cold turkey in Janruary, my w/d's probably would not have been so intense, in the DOC on top of it. I had to snort 4 bags in the morning just to get my sick off and then 2 at a time every few hours. Then by the time I'd get home from work, shower and eat, to catch a nod I'd have to do about 6 more bags, it makes me sick just thinking about it.
 
i feel like i just moved to china in the 40s switching scenes sucks fucking cock
 
Anyone ever waste a very much needed dope high by falling asleep... :( such a waste of what was supposed to be a nice reward for spending a few hours of my night studying for my microbiology test on Monday. Seriously what the fuck...
 
South nj/ Greys ferry Philadelphia area...

Ite so I know there's no substance ID threads and ish I've been here long enough to kno..

But Ive been out of the dope game for a very long time ya all kno this..

Well last night I ended up getting a free bun from Philly... In these white light bulb bags, bags were white and the light bulb on it was a red stamp.. Now I know this doesn't matter.. Camden it really does but Im guessing Philly is a lil different.. This isnt the important part anyway...

None of them were sealed or in plastic bags just in these white light bulb wax bags..

Now I look inside of these bags and it's rocky grey/ dark brown almost black tanish rocks some powder.. I swore it was pepper or like weed flakes...

Well shit was I wrong I even got into it with my plug... We almost fought and all that..

I dumped out all the bags and inspected this shit it weighed out all together about .7 or .8 some of the bags had nothing in it at all some were packed full.. I thought I was beat..

I crush some of these rocks to see if it even crushes to my surprise it crushes into this Grey tanish dark brown powder..

I break myself out a line and do some and holy shit this shit is amazing I did 2 tiny ass lines last night and I was gone.. Nodding itching and altogether faded..

So this is my thing blue people I don't want an ID of the substance but I'd like to kno

is this what dope normally looks like now??

Why is it Grey and Rocky?

Is this more likely fentanyl??

Being out of the game so long I have no idea so I'm looking to yu seasoned vets on here to shed some light on this whole situation and the heroin as of late in the Philly: Greys ferry/ south Jersey area... I have a few pics so I'm going to post them.. Also to note I don't use needles anymore because that wud be my crossing a line I promised myself and baby momma I wudnt cross... But I honestly believe this is the best shit I've ever had... Kinda wish I still shot cuz 1 bag of this stuff wud have me cumming in my pants with the force of a thousand suns

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Goes down smooth as fuck if it wasn't for the drip yu wudnt even kno it was a opiate.. It's got that definite heroin smell of the vinger and lol musk

And also to elaborate when I said its maybe fentanyl I only say that cuz heroin laced fentanyl bags have been killing people in my area.. Would that explain why it's so weird looking..

But it's strong
It's really strong

I did those 2 tiny lines and I woke up this morning still kinda feeling it...

I'm not opiate native I have a decent tolerance
 
^ the only grey dope ice ever had was raw from Baltimore. Grey chunks, reeked of vinegar, absolutely delicious. Here's a pic. Oh, and if there was fent in it I would have fell out. I had no tolerance and the smallest line, more like bump, had me feeling good. I mixed it with coke so if I was doing fent speedballs with no tolerance id fall out.

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lilczey said:
Goes down smooth as fuck if it wasn't for the drip yu wudnt even kno it was a opiate.. It's got that definite heroin smell of the vinger and lol musk

And also to elaborate when I said its maybe fentanyl I only say that cuz heroin laced fentanyl bags have been killing people in my area.. Would that explain why it's so weird looking..

But it's strong
It's really strong

I did those 2 tiny lines and I woke up this morning still kinda feeling it...

I'm not opiate native I have a decent tolerance
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I'm not sure with snorting it, but I have gotten some fent cut bags a few times in the last couple of months. The main thing I noticed is that there is a noticeably absent rush. A lot of times the rush I'd get from a shot of dope would give me an inkling as to how high I was about to get. Doing the fent bags there would be almost no rush and I would think they weren't that good of bags. Then a few minutes later I'd be nodding and realizing that they were actually really strong.

It doesn't quite have the same warmth as heroin, but it's similar. Years ago here on BL I saw fent described as "heroin without the soul" and I think that is the best description I've read regarding it.
 
porkchops said:
Come on, that "just telling it as it is" type is worse then those who call out all their haters. Anyone who's been reading the board knows dude's situation, no need to be dickish about it. Its not like anyone here is rocking 10 years clean and sober.

Razkal, dude you're actually lucky with limited funds. It keeps your habit in check, its easier to get super high and if you want to get clean the withdrawals will be less intense.
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I dont care how long someones been on this board and never give "newbs" crap, bu you havent been here long enough to know his posts and if you had read his posts from last year you would understand. Scags not being dickish. Its just funny to see somebody be all cocky about being sober, basically saying its so easy why cant the rest of you do it like I can.

Smoke: them vials is B-YOU- TEE-FULL!!

Czey: on the rare occasion we get some east coast in these parts, its usually teeny grey rocks mixed w powder, relatively hard to crush, when mixed w water turns to a light light brown and REEKS like vinegar just like you said. Ir was around here around december. It was beautiful, such a rush and some daddy long legs like a motha to go w it, id still be high or have afterglow when i woke up. My dealer showed me a big piece ofbit, it was a big long cylinder about an inch in diamete and several inches long. Was perfectly smooth like cast in a mold. We NEVER get dope like that around here, but sounds exactly like what youre talking about.
 
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I have some cousins and in laws who are involved in the dope game and I was told that a lot of this dope that is dark grey or tan with grey rocks/black specs is tar that is taken a step further in the refining process and either mixed in with the columbian #4 or sold on its own which accounts for some of the varieties I had a chance to sample.

A few of my mexican friends recently came back from mexico and they brought back several samples of dope. One was a dark grey almost purple, another was light grey with what looked like small BTH chunks in it and the last one I saw was dark tan/grey with what looked like pepper mixed throughout. All of the samples mixed up much darker than the usual ice tea color. I would almost say It looked like ink when pulled up in the rig. They were all excellent and reeked of vinegar.

These people have all been involved in the sales and trafficking of heroin for most of their lives and are not prone to exaggeration, bullshit or hyperbole. I am not saying this is fact or what you have Lilczey but I tend to believe the individuals because of who they are and their respective reputation in the CFL dope scene.

Lilczey...... Do you have something you can mix the stuff you have in and pull it up like a rig or medicine dropper? I am just interested in knowing if it mixes up to look like a cloudy ink. The tan stuff with the grey rocks and black pepper like specs mixed up the lightest out of the three samples I saw by far but I could take the larger greyish rocks out of the mix and they tended to somewhat have this ink look when mixed.

I was told that the mexican cartels are no longer just content with middle manning Columbian powder to the east coast but have begun to refine their tar and also buy Afghani base which they are turning into #4 and starting to spread not just into the normal tar regions but even a lot of the traditional ECP markets. Believe what you want. I claim no credentials nor do know what to believe myself. I am simply relaying information I have received from some of the better respected Puerto Rican/ Dominican and Mexican dealers involved in my local scene.
 
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Living in California, Mezicans have the worst dope. They took something beautiful and fucked it all up. I dont want to start a tar vs ecp debate. Thwre ia good tar, just like theres crap ecp. But the beat tar doesnt even compare to supreme ecp.
 
Mr.Scagnattie said:
No but we're also not preaching how amazing we're doing and how being sober is so easy, and that suboxone is so great, this is so great, blah blah blah, then relapsing and going on benders. So... I fail to see your logic.

Everybody understands relapses and nobody holds that against anyone cuz we're all in the same boat. But when you get all high and mighty for the 5 minutes at a time you're sober, putting everyone else down because getting clean is just soo easy for you.. then repeatedly relapse and prove you're full of shit, it's not the same thing. Maybe you'd know the actual situation had you been here for more than 3 months.
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theres a difference between pretending/preaching how "amazing" I am doing.. and also JOKING about how amazing I am doing, you fool. this is why I find this board hilarious; I assume you are all junkies/ex-junkies, just like myself, yet you all act as if you know/are better.

I am putting others down? wake up, kid. where do you see that? I would never think of a junkie in a negative way; esp. after being there for so long and continuing to have the same junkie mind/thoughts, regardless if I am using dope or not.

learn to pick up on a joke.
 
BostonBrownTown said:
theres a difference between pretending/preaching how "amazing" I am doing.. and also JOKING about how amazing I am doing, you fool. this is why I find this board hilarious; I assume you are all junkies/ex-junkies, just like myself, yet you all act as if you know/are better.

I am putting others down? wake up, kid. where do you see that? I would never think of a junkie in a negative way; esp. after being there for so long and continuing to have the same junkie mind/thoughts, regardless if I am using dope or not.

learn to pick up on a joke.
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So you were pretending that you are sober?
 
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