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MDPV Megathread 10: Stuffandnonsensemonger

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Good man, hydrated and all that, was it you saying you were having kidney problems? kidney issues are a shitter

Yeah good meph is amazing, prefer it over decent coke
 
No wasn't me, but yea it sure is.

Well I haven't had coke in ages, but I agree about good meph over decent coke ;)
 
I've had my fair share of binges and encounters.It can't just be me, but doesn't anyone else get self conscious over how they smell after such a session. If it weren't for that I would be peachy, I just can feel it coming out all my pores :(
 
yea you feel you smell like puke/shit/whatever, just rotten, you feel your crib smells rotten etc etc

Get a shower and sum sleep and all good again tho', and open ya windows maybe hehe. :)
 
is it psychological or actually the toxic compounding using the endocrin system to excrete from your body? i never could tell, since i felt most people were just being polite if i asked.
 
It is just you. Well maybe you don't smell all clean, but they don't think you smell rotten like you do. Trust me.
 
What's cracking Peevheads? I'm still off PV, fuck I must be pushing 6 months or longer now. I still sometimes think about A-pvp and Mdpv, I did have some fun times but I've really come to accept that I just can't control my use with these fucking synthetics. Over the past several months I've regained a lot of the things that were taken from me as a result of my chronic drug binging. I've been a little closer with my family and rebuilt my social life somewhat, I still have tons of problems and I'm not really happy but getting off PV has been a lifesaver for me. This stuff is just so fucking weird.

Once in a blue moon I'll think about what would happen if I should order again and give it another go. The answer is nothing good. Even if I tried to have insane willpower and prepare myself not to binge I just know it's impossible at this point, time and time again I've proven to myself that I just can't do it. Once PV hits my brain all bets are off, it's just so fucking weird. I've got a lot to lose now too, my family is obviously happy their son isn't going off the deep end on weird ass speed substitutes and we've gotten at least a little closer. I don't want to lose that.

One good thing is that the drug dreams are FINALLY gone. I dreamt of hitting pv on foil for months and that seems to have finally stopped. One bad thing is that I drink a fucking lot now, beer has been a consistent friend of my mine but it's just nowhere near the same damaging level as PV.

Hope the rest of you guys are doing good. I've had my fun with PV, but I don't think I'll be returning to it ever again. Stay safe everyone.
 
Well done Quasi my friend. I'm absolutely made up for you. It's weird how fast the good things return to you once you quit isn't it? One thing that stopped me from stopping was the thought that 'oh well, I've fucked everything up beyond repair now I might as well continue my use' but a lot of it is just the drug telling you that.

Great news to read things are turning a corner for you. Absolutely magic stuff. Please keep us updated of your progress as it will be useful for others who think it's impossible or feel stuck in a rut with the drug.

Good going man. <3
 
Well done Quasi. :)

I'm on my fifth consecutive attempt at sobriety since July. Each attempt lasted about a week before I gave up and ordered more.

This time I am almost two weeks without any PV and still haven't given in to the temptation to place another order.

Holy hell this is hard. I want to use. I don't want to quit... I just know I can't go on like that anymore so I must force myself to do the opposite of what I want. Sucks but I know it'll get better sometime someway somehow.

Been using the stuff for so many years... And daily for the last couple of years at that. Me wonders how long of a journey I have before me brain returns to so sort of balance/normality.
 
The more time you put between now and your last use the better it will get pal, just tackle each day on its own, or every hour if it's that bad.

I ain't never touched that shit but from my own experiences with strong drugs you will crave it for a good long time to come my friend :\

You done great to get to 2 weeks! Remember it's a choice...
 
Respect from me to you guys Quasi and MDPV_Psychosis. Really nice job friends!

Keep on going that way, you can do it <3
 
no offence but you peeps bangin pv everyday must look like shit?
I got on it once a fortnight or so and my good looks went right downhill..
not had none for Cpl months but still think about blasting a big pipeful.
friends and family thinking ive got aids is one of main things stopping me reordering tbh.
that and I need a week to waste b4 ordering.
blucky!
 
Not a daily user but sure thing your looks take damage, when ya in a binge damn your look like a zombie sometimes, oh well but sleep and food is a saver.
 
yer I eat n sleep loads, takes about 2 weeks 2 get back 2 normal ish and then id get some more in...
need about a month or 2 at least n I was only buyin 1gram.
no/very little sleep or food for 4 days cpled with sweating ur tits off ruins u worse than any other stim.
lol not had none for Cpl months n startin to look normal now...ish
 
Great to hear you starting to look normal again, don't get anymore if ya can, even if it is good, the worrying about ya looks should be enough for you to don't ;)
 
it really comes down to damage prevention. If i know im going on a long night with it, i make sure to premake smoothies before hand, not just fruit but even protein. You wont feel like eating, hell even drinking, but to force your self to drink tasty nutrients is easier than a hearty meal. This gets rid of ALOT of anxiety jitters.

And lets be honest, after one day of solid use... you know its time. Time to save your stash, and time to enjoy it another day. Alas, for some easier said than done. I'm a very selfconcious guy on how I look and smell. I only mention smell, because i am still convinced MDPV or APVP causes your endocrine system to excrete what your urinary system wont as this metabolises out.
 
yer don't get me wrong im not vain.. lol
but this stuff is 10 x worse than crack and that's sayin something.
blucky!
 
Its not easy with PV but it can be used functionally. I got in a habit of snorting bumps to get me through the day. I was a functioning addict on the stuff for a couple of years in which I held a job, raised a family and kept up on my bills/mortgage.

If you use the stuff long enough tolerance sets in to the point where you need to use in order to look and function normally. It got to the point for me where I would need a bump of PV in order to eat a meal, go to sleep, fall back asleep if I woke up in the middle of the night, etc.

Its like any addiction really. I started out partying on the stuff and eventually found a way to regulate my use while functioning normally in society. I looked healthy, acted normal(ish), slept every night, got raises at work, ect... Normal people stuff... But its no way to live and it catches up with you one day.
 
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