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[Jktm]

now how could u be feeling crappy on 60mg hydrocodone? damn man you must of shot your opiate tolerance up!!

i am hanging in there, trying to pull some oxycodone out of my ass ( not literally hahahah, i mean get someone to throw me half a blue for free), oherwise i have nothing to complain about! i am out of withdrawal and i feel good! my friend is coming back with more weeds to smoke me out and i am going to play a poker tournement with my friends tonight. hopefully more oxy will come! -- praying to the oxy gods::

I was saying the 60mg should help...

I ended up getting sleep about 30 minutes after that post finally...16mg alprazolam, 60mg hydrocodone...

edit: and ya...my tolerance is fucked...I'll go over a month without and 150mg of hydrocodone won't do shit to me but cause opioid irritation unless I have a benzo to go with it...

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Is there a way I could counteract the PNS stimulation of caffeine...had a headache so I took 6 fiorecet...chest going nuts...

 

[Cane2theLeft]

^ l-theanine is great for that.

 

[BabyGurl3171]

Cool, where in Ohio? That's where I'm at.

And I'm doing good. High as fuck. Just woke up from like a 15 minute nod. Wonderful.

I'm in O-hell-o too! Hate this place.

I just took, throughout the day, 8 kanna caps, 3 grams blue lotus & shitloads of alprazolam. Also 3 tooter shots. They're very weak 15% or less per shot. And I'm a lil tired. wtf?! Maybe the drug gods are blocking me today.

So desperate I'm bout to attempt plugging alprazolam. Thoughts? Worth it or waste?

All this and I just left my Narcotics Anonymous meetin a few hrs ago. ha! Irony.

 

[laCster]

^just swallow the xanax, even if you have a full stomach, you will feel the full effects in 30-45mins.

just put the xanax under your tongue, so much less hassel than plugging hah. but xanax does taste bad!

just swallowed about 30mg of methadone (60mg dose split into two), and i am already feeling better just knowing i wont be sick until tuesday or wednesday which is around the same time i can get my bupre script filled

 

[rhun]

Weird! I live in Alpharetta, or that's where my parents live. I'm in Athens now for school!I grew up in Alpharetta and lived there all my life, I need to get the fuck out of GA!

Lol really? That's so weird, small world. My cousin is also in college somewhere else, but my aunt/her mom and her stepdad are still in Alpharetta.

What up, what up BDD. Just ate 50 oxy, 30 dilaudid, smoked 6 bowls, shot some coke, and drank 14 beers!

Feelinggg gooooddd.

Scagnettie for the win.


I'm soberrrr. Left my charger at the barn when I went riding Tuesday anyway so that's not going to change.
However.... I have to work 9:30pm to 5am tonight. And I have to get into the clinic by 9am.

 

[tentram]

^ l-theanine is great for that.

where's your trip report on the 4-fa?

you would have found it pretty meh having the devil's nose?

 

[Venrak]

^just swallow the xanax, even if you have a full stomach, you will feel the full effects in 30-45mins.

just put the xanax under your tongue, so much less hassel than plugging hah. but xanax does taste bad!

just swallowed about 30mg of methadone (60mg dose split into two), and i am already feeling better just knowing i wont be sick until tuesday or wednesday which is around the same time i can get my bupre script filled

Hey cracker

I had a massage today that lasted like 1h30. Smoked a big joint before. Good stuff.

How you feelin?

 

[Cane2theLeft]

where's your trip report on the 4-fa?

you would have found it pretty meh having the devil's nose?

I would never snort that shit but it was an incredible day. There is a big market in Portland every saturday and sunday by the waterfront with people selling art and shit, food vendors, music, etc. and since it was so nice out and Easter, it was packed. It's fun watching all the freaks and out-of-towners gawking at the freaks on enjoyable, empathogenic drugs. That's as close to a trip report as you'll get

Since it seems mandatory to mention drugs consumed here, I'm enjoying some poppy seed tea now. No shortage of nice, unwashed seeds around so it's pretty cool to be able to pick up opiates locally for virtually nothing.

How are things, lefty? Others?

That massage sounds sick, venrak. I'm rather jealous.

 

[rhun]

^ Psh, no need to follow the herd. Why be a sheep?
No drug consumption or a list of the aforementioned needed.

My mom is a massage therapist so I can give awesome massages.
Unfortunately since we never talk I'm SOL for my own ouchy back :/

 

[Venrak]

^Aw, that sucks

Yeah, today was good, she had really good technique.

Hrmmm...I'm debating taking 8mg 2c-p..

 

[hatrix]

Currently blasting some dubstep/electronic music while on 40mg of Adderall plugged, while my girlfriend has taken 30mg total. She took 20mg first, then 10mg a couple hours later.

She's still pretty new to it so it should do something for her.

 

[rhun]

Unfortunately my mother is bipolar and just pretty unstable in general... so I'm just not able to include her in my life. It's sad not having a mother I guess but my life is so much less chaotic and more peaceful. And this probably sounds cold, but I don't miss her. Or have any other feelings toward her either.. good or bad.

Wish my new phone would come in the mail
Lost the charger for my Blackberry so it's dead but also got a free Ipod for my two year upgrade with Verizon and I want to play with it already!

 

[smokemctoke420]

been a somewhat ok last few days. learned how to drive a $50,000 tractor at work the other day so now i know how to drive everything thats to be driven. im proud of myself.

got to see my niece for the first time in a while since all that shits going down with my sister and brother in law. only got to see her for an hour tho. i rather not see her at all till all this is over then see her for a fucking hour.

ive had a stoned/alcohol buzz on since 12 but ive been drinking hard since 8 tonight. ive drank half pint of captain, way to much seagrams VO, and ive smoked for the first time in a few hours and smoked 2 fat bowls of haze with my buddy and his girlfriend. needless to say im fucking trashed right now lol.

should be getting a few tramadol on monday. i took 4 of them at work the other week and i was fucked up. i almost nodded while i was driving and that never happens cuz i try to keep my doseage somewhat low (sort of) at work. i just never remember tramadol fucking me up that much but then again i dont think i was excedding 150mgs. i guess 200 is my sweet spot lol

Edit: just talked to that dude and I should be getting the rest of his script tommorrow and he's got 2 refills he said I could have to.

I'm glad Louisville and Michigan won. Now I hope Louisville kicks Michigans ass.

Man I'm drunk as hell. Thank god for autocorrect

 

[tentram]

I would never snort that shit but it was an incredible day. There is a big market in Portland every saturday and sunday by the waterfront with people selling art and shit, food vendors, music, etc. and since it was so nice out and Easter, it was packed. It's fun watching all the freaks and out-of-towners gawking at the freaks on enjoyable, empathogenic drugs. That's as close to a trip report as you'll get

Since it seems mandatory to mention drugs consumed here, I'm enjoying some poppy seed tea now. No shortage of nice, unwashed seeds around so it's pretty cool to be able to pick up opiates locally for virtually nothing.

How are things, lefty? Others?

That massage sounds sick, venrak. I'm rather jealous.

yeah, i simply dosed mine within drinks. it had a pretty manky taste when i had it with just water. imagine it would have been pretty nice for cruisin' round doing laps at the markets. they sound a lot more entertaining than the farmers markets held just out of my town safe to assume you and ms. fizz are doing well and enjoying yourselves still.

running to work yet, bitch?

i've just celebrated my birthday through the easter holidays (bob and effie are the same date) but otherwise been pretty quite. should be qualified with an HR Trucks license within a few weeks to help out with the job searching. things are a bit quite on the employment side, even with labouring which i'd have expected to pick up by now

 

[pally pete]

I've just eaten 300mg of some crushed up (5x60mg Oxy OC's) about 20 minutes ago so I should be in for a good few hours of nodding, it's actually one of the very few occassions where I've not mixed my Oxy with Benzos, although luckily enough I have about a joints worth of 'Exodus Cheese' to smoke later which will absolutely annihilate me! Pure Weed joint aswell as I don't like tobacco.

I'm just about to roll that joint and go smoke it

Well about 1 & 1/2 hours after my first dose of Oxy (300mg) I decided to take another 120mg, it's amazing how little my tolerance dropped considering up until last Saturday March 30th I hadn't touched any Oxy since Thursday December 27th 2012, so a break of about 3 Months. Although admittedly when I first dosed the Oxy last Saturday 80mg did have me feeling quite nice. The potentiators did work well tonight though (White Grapefruit Juice, Tonic Water, 25mg Diphenhydramine and some Tums - Calcium carbonate)

I dosed the 300mg of Oxy at 18:15, and then took the second 120mg dose at 19:50 and it's now 04:10 (EDIT: 06:10) and I can still feel the Oxy. IME/IMO them potentiators do not increase the intensity of the effects but they most definately greatly increase the duration of the effects.... That joint that I smoked around 9pm also done the trick nicely. :D (Sorry for being such a geek with all the exact time and dates etc.. It's just that I keep a drug diary of what and when I consume, although it's not something I carry around with me on person.

I'm very tempted to take some more Oxy, even though I'm feeling slightly tired/drowsy I know damn well I wont be able to get to sleep, I have 5 x 10mg Ritalin (Methylphenidate) at my disposal and wondered whether the Ritalin would mix very well with the Oxy? Does anybody have any suggestions/advice/experiences with regards to mixing Ritalin & Oxy? Also I have plenty 150mg Valerian root extract tablets, how well would Valerian root work with Oxy? If at all? Or any other combinations anyone can think of would be most appreciated. I also have plenty of Trazodone at my disposal.

Unfortunately I don't have any Benzos either as I flushed my last 80 x 5mg Diazepam down the toilet because they were another drug that I had been clean of for 3 Months, and after initially taking 50mg a couple of weeks ago and being pleasantly suprised that my Tolerance had dropped and they provided some Anxiety relief I used them a few more times over the following Days culminating in me taking 200mg on Tuesday and getting no benefit from them, and I also noticed a definate connection with my Benzo use and an increase in my Depression.

^ sorry to hear that pally!! dont get discouraged, even the best looking of us gets rejected sometimes, even I get rejected sometimes
14 beers is a little excessive too dont yah think heh... what prompted you to get so trashed? if you want to talk on aim im here!

Haha! Thanks for your concern The thing is I was a pretty boy once upon a time The problem was that I was completely oblivious to it, and I was also incredibly naive with regards to all the Female attention I used to get, add to that the fact my Heart was broken when I was 17 and ever since then I've been terrified of any commitment as I associate it with emotional pain, hurt and anguish (I know I'm wrong to think this way as I'll end up spending my entire life without Love & Companionship if I'm not careful and so I have to allow myself to take emotional risks) Although I'm far too sensitive for my own good, that's why trivial things like this can cause me great Anxiety. Also as I'm not so 'young and pretty' anymore which doesn't help with my self confidence and self esteem it becomes even harder as I've have pretty much always had low self esteem and low self confidence (Even when I did used to get plenty of Female attention in my younger days) pretty much all my friends are married/engaged/cohabiting/in long-long-term/have children and they all wish for me to find someone,

I too was going to mention 14 Beers is a bit much, but then I considered the level I have abused Oxy today and realised if I were to say something it may come across as very hypocritical of me.

I was saying the 60mg should help...

I ended up getting sleep about 30 minutes after that post finally...16mg alprazolam, 60mg hydrocodone...

edit: and ya...my tolerance is fucked...I'll go over a month without and 150mg of hydrocodone won't do shit to me but cause opioid irritation unless I have a benzo to go with it...

Just Like I was saying a few posts up, Tolerance is a bitch! I also want some Alprazolam,! I haven't had any in a long long time, even though the 200mg of Diazepam Didn't do much for me on Tuesday, I'm sure 16mg of Xanax would be nice.

^ l-theanine is great for that.

l-theanine is great for what? I know it's in Green Tea which by coincidence is all I've pretty much been drinking the past 6 Months or so...

I just took, throughout the day, 8 kanna caps, 3 grams blue lotus & shitloads of alprazolam. Also 3 tooter shots. They're very weak 15% or less per shot. And I'm a lil tired. wtf?! Maybe the drug gods are blocking me today.

So desperate I'm bout to attempt plugging alprazolam. Thoughts? Worth it or waste?

All this and I just left my Narcotics Anonymous meetin a few hrs ago. ha! Irony.

I've been wondering how you've been doing since you jumped back on the Benzo train a few Weeks back. Just out of interest what doses have you been using? Have you found much benefits from it again? Are you full on addicted to it again? As I know you greatly feared this when you mentioned about starting back up on the Xanax a few Weeks ago.

As for Narcotics Anonymous meetings.... I to began to attend them back in August 2012 and I would either have to massively dose on Benzos before the meetings as my Social Anxiety would go through the roof and I would sit there for the duration of the meetings completely terrified or I would get home from the meetings and just have drugs on my mind and then end up using, so I stopped going as it was seemed very counter-productive for me. Although I do believe NA is a force for immense good and helps countless people get clean even if it is slightly cultesque.

^just swallow the xanax, even if you have a full stomach, you will feel the full effects in 30-45mins.

just put the xanax under your tongue, so much less hassel than plugging hah. but xanax does taste bad!

Did I say I WANT some XANAX! :D

Hey cracker

I had a massage today that lasted like 1h30. Smoked a big joint before. Good stuff.

How you feelin?

Did your massage include a 'happy ending'?

^ Psh, no need to follow the herd. Why be a sheep?
No drug consumption or a list of the aforementioned needed.
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Fair play to you

Only 2 weeks ago I used to be able to post exactly the same, No Drug consumption. Tonight I got messy and have spent the last couple of hours trying to type this post (Essay!) And also listening to a couple of old Green Day Albums - '39 Smooth (1990) & Nimrod (1997)'

 

[Venrak]

^Hahaha, no

Too bad. Oh well.


Thanks for having the dedication to spend the past couple hours writing to us, man

 

[pally pete]

^Hahaha, no

Too bad. Oh well.


Thanks for having the dedication to spend the past couple hours writing to us, man

Mai pen rai

Thanks for having the dedication for spending any time reading my nonsense

 

[hatrix]

I think I'm going to just eat my last 40mg of Adderall tonight so I can't possibly take it in between class days. I want to be on the ball for learning and some quizzes I have. It might slow me down at work as far as sleep goes, but oh well.

Didn't even sleep last night.... Sheesh. I'm not tired at all either. Took 2 hits of some pretty good weed like 30 minutes ago and with my super low tolerance got pretty damn high.

 

[laCster]

whats up guys? just finished smoking with some buddies, smoked like 3 or 4 blunts to the dome!! took 15mg oxy and 5mg valium to top off my 30mg dose of methadone i took at 5:30pm (8-10hrs ago) and smoking some weed too!

decided to stay up and try to catch a buzz, im right on that line of being high, yah know? i feel goood though just relaxing enjoying myself and my drugs

 

[rhun]

Fair play to you

Only 2 weeks ago I used to be able to post exactly the same, No Drug consumption. Tonight I got messy and have spent the last couple of hours trying to type this post (Essay!) And also listening to a couple of old Green Day Albums - '39 Smooth (1990) & Nimrod (1997)'

TBH, I come on here just to chat after being all serious and posting HR stuff. It's pretty boring and hard to have a conversation with people who just list the drugs they're on. Once in a while I don't mind or if it's just mentioned casually in reference to something else but c'mon... people mix it up a little, be original

I'm extra grouchy though cause I'm on my lunch break and I can already tell it's going to be a long night. Ugh.