Chicago Heroin v Hugs not Drugs

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^^ from readin your posts lately it kinda sounded like you had been usin a few days in a row for awhile now
 
chinky said:
"damn all i want to do is sell you some reefer" and i turned around a few head nods, a few sawbucks of weed and a phone number tellin me he can get anything else i want at an even cheaper price then my raw guy. he just only has weed on deck at all times and needs a 30min heads up to get anything else. the other guy i havenbt called yet but like i said so dont settle with this new guy cause he already sounds like an amateur and yall gonna end up gettin caught dealing with an amateur. and i only call him an amateur cause if his priduct had as wide of a differance in quality as you said, he prolly doesnt really know what hes doing then cause anyone doiung it forreal is gonna have a formula they follow plus testers to let him know if its good or not


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nbd js but htf are you goin to advise somene not to keep copping from an "amateur" yet you put out shit like that and are going to cop from what obviously looks like a hood rat that knows everyone in the hood. shit i wouldnt even consider the guy you are considering copping from a fucking amateur.
 
Chinky said:
nothing worse then thinking you have enough so you don tgo cop and then you realized that damn i really needed like 2-3morebags..and then its all pretty much a waste cause you can feel it but you didnt have enough to push you over and make you nod
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True that man, I hate that.. you're high but you want that little bit more to get you nodding. Happened to me today. I ended up nodding out last night and had 5 blows left this morning.. so i blew em this afternoon and was pretty good but just wanted to nod.. so i went and copped a hlaf jab.. did a few and got my good nod going.. Now its time to bring the nod back on with these last 4 blows.

MemphisX3 said:
nbd js but htf are you goin to advise somene not to keep copping from an "amateur" yet you put out shit like that and are going to cop from what obviously looks like a hood rat that knows everyone in the hood. shit i wouldnt even consider the guy you are considering copping from a fucking amateur.
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Ha, there is a little truth to that.. I mean, clearly if the dude "needs 30 minutes" to middleman you some dope.. he's no dope dealer... not even an "amateur" dope dealer.. just a middleman.

I've got myself into having a habit again which kind of sucks. Its no longer just a real minor one either.. granted, its nothing like when I was doing 1-1.5 jabs a day for months way back when.. but its enough that the sickness has gotten past the point of flu-like and now my legs have began to hurt/get restless and shit when I'm dopesick.. I either need to go all in again (which obviously is a bad fucking idea, didn't exactly end well last time after i was left with like $0 and went to rehab for 3 months) or start cutting back/tapering down.

We'll see.. for now, time to snort these 4 blows.
 
again the guy isnt claiming to be a dope dealer, hes a weed dealer who can get me whatever i want..i dont understand why you peole cant seem to understand that?? if i were to call him for dope as a last resort he said it would take him 30mins..i dont see the big deal? i think thats actually pretty cool that the guy would go out of his way to do that in the first place if he is just a weed dealer.

i dont understand why you guys keep calling him a dope dealer when ive clearly said he was a weed dealer who could just happen to get me whatever it is i wanted aside from weed..

i had something longer but i dont feel like gvtting into a fight on a day i want to get high..miserable memphis just isnt worth it cause the guy hates his life, he looks to bring eeryone else down too

and HOL..naw i dont even know the last time i got high 2 days in a row before just 2 days ago..i might do half a bag the second day but i no i dont use 2 days in a row..you might not notice this cause i post late into the night but i really only comeone here everyother day too. basically i only come on here when im getting high. so it could look like im using everyday but thats cause i post until 2-3am, so monday into tuesday but i dont get high on tuesday and then start posting again on weds...

again if i was fuckin up liek shootin or using everyday.. yall would be the first to know..


chefman said:
Memphis telling it like it is!!!
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and how is that like it is????
 
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no you werent..memphis didnt say anything else on that page except for what he said to me and you quoted his post and said "tell him like it is"..

also i never said anything about dude being some "westside loser" i was gonna call..i didnt sayt aynthing about the guy except that i got weed from him and that he only sells weed but can get me whatever i wanted. i just had to give him a half hour to get it cause thats not what he sells and has on deck. and this guy stays out in harvey so i dont knlow where or how you got the westside info from either.

also tbone never said anything about someone giving him the connect he used and that they are more trustworthy then someone i had just met..so where are you getting this info from???

it seems like youre just making up shit. why?..the info is posted so its easy to go back and check and everything you said was never actually said or completely false..if your gonna comment on posts, at least read the OP and not just the posts from the person who is talkin shit..cause it makes you look even dumber hten you usually do



chefman said:
I was refering to the other guy that tbone hooked up with and you said because his stuff fell off a little bit the second time he went to him u said he was an ametuer and that,he,was gonna get busted cause it wasnt smart dealing with him,and then in,your next post,your saying how u were gonna use a number from some west side loser that you asked for out of,no where and tbone was not the wise to use this guy that he got refered to from a friend. Not trying to make,a argument,just thought it was goid news for tbone to have a relialble guy,instead of having to always pay,a middle man and we all know how sucky that is,and that the middle man never,wants ti give up the #,in fear of being cut out of the deal.that I was refering to the other guy that tbone hooked up with and you said because his stuff fell off a little bit the second time he went to him u said he was an ametuer and that,he,was gonna get busted cause it wasnt smart dealing with him,and then in,your next post,your saying how u were gonna use a number from some west side loser that you asked for out of,no where and tbone was not the wise to use this guy that he got refered to from a friend. Not trying to make,a argument,just thought it was goid news for tbone to have a relialble guy,instead of having to always pay,a middle man and we all know how sucky that is,and that the middle man never,wants ti give up the #,in fear of being cut out of the deal.thats all! .
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All good,just a miss communication I guess,i was pretty high today so,it is what it is.
 
so im pretty sure i just had the closest feeling to a rush as i ever have and will have and it was by smoking it. i snorted my dope
tonite and i was pretty high and just now about 10mins ago i was just chillin and i still have like .3 of raw and a couple bags left and so i figured i would take the biggest chunk of raw i have ever decided to smoke and then crushed it up to see how much
it really was and so it would dissolve easier. it was prolly 2-3x more then what i would have normally tried to smoke to take my sick away. so i put the raw and then i took a like half a lines worth of dope from one of the bags and i mxed them up with wateron the foil.

so i let get 90% dry and i take the biggest rip i possibly could but where i could hold it in a little, not just a monster that makes me cough. and i hold it in and hold it and then all of sudden i strat to feel weird and when i blow out it was like this overwhelming feeling
like i instantly wanted to puke. i felt all lighheaded and tingly(best way i can descrbe it). and so i was like what the fuck was that? so i took a hit just as big if not bigger and it was this feeling i just had but even more intenseified and it pretty much took my breath away and i had to take a couple sips of water cause i thought forsure i was puking and just felti dunno

now i dont know if thatr was any sorta rush you guys who bang feel, hell i dont even know if it was rush. i just know ive been doin dope for a long time and never once felt like that. hell the only thing i can sort of compare it with is like getting a bellringer when smokin rock. ive smoked rock on 2 occasions and the second time there was enough to go around and after i took that hit i could understand why people get hooked on that shit. i smoked it once before and didnt think it was nothign special but then i took a proper "Hello!" hit and i never did rock ever again, lets just say that. and thats the truth. and i know its 2 differnt drugs but gettin a bellringer was the closest thing i can compare what i felt after i took that second rip. it was something ive never felt before and the only time i felt it was at that moment and i did it twice cause i wasnt sure what i felt.. i still dont i guess

so yeah im pretty sure thats what it was and to be honest ever since about 5minutes after and i could think and decided i want to type it outive been wanting to make another foil lol..keep in mind i snorted like .5 of raw and 4bags(5?) between 730-9pm, so i was nice and fucked up earlier
but then i just dID This foil basically for fun cause i had alot of dope leftover and i did an expierment that fuckin was awesome lol..im thinkin i might have found a new way to smoke. oncve i get good and high while snorting, ill make sre to have some raw set aside and take some big rips and feel somewhat proper.
 
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sounds like a rush to me. overwhelming calming sensation, that "aaaahhhhhh" feeling, complete relaxation, sometimes I got that free falling sensation (another forum called it the "morphine kick"), mind and thoughts pretty much stop for a minute, complete and utter bliss. god I miss doing dope sometimes...
 
Chinky said:
..talking about feeling a rush from smoking...
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Kind of sounds like a rush without all the good shit, chinky.. Doesn't sound like you had a rush of warmth and well-being all over your body which is what my boy said he feels when he gets a rush from banging it. I'm sure smoking should be very similar because smoking is, as we all know, one of the most efficient ways to ingest drugs and one of the ways which makes them hit you the most intense way possible.

Sounds like you're missing all the good effects though, sorry to say.

I copped a jab again today.. I was high as shit, chillin in a parking lot for 30 minutes just doin some blows and listening to music.. finished doing 2 blows, put my shit up (I put it up right after I do it, wait for it to hit me, then decide if I wanna do some more, take out my shit and repeat) and then I was chillin for 5-10 minutes and was all nice and high then boom it was like an hour later, I had fallen asleep in my car lol. Oh well, thats why I go to a somewhat crowded parking lot, turn my car off (Except for battery (thankfully it shuts off automatically if it starts getting low) so that the radio can still play), and always put my stuff away after doing it just in case I nod out.. that way I'm just chillin asleep in my car, nothing to see if someone passes by, minding my own business, seat back and taking a lil nap if I happen to nod out.

But yeh, time to do some more heroin and get that nod coming back.. then I gotta take a test in 2 hours.
 
chinky said:
yeah man, it was in jr high and this guy had an attitude and when i turned to my mom and told her to buy it for me the ook on his face was priceless..
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How old roughly was the dude at the register? I mean, what a fuckin boner for not letting you purchase an album. Was the kid a Whitney Houston fan or something? Also, what sort of retail entity would have a policy of not selling something to a customer? Do they not want to make money on the sale or something? So stupid.
 
chinky said:
i had something longer but i dont feel like gvtting into a fight on a day i want to get high..miserable memphis just isnt worth it cause the guy hates his life, he looks to bring eeryone else down too
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you know whats funny to me? you will sit here and challenge every fucking person on this forum, mods included, for any reason whatsoever. yet, when i post something towards you you only have like 2 lines to say.
 
I've smoked, snorted, and IV'd dope and the first two don't give a rush, not like IVing does. It wasn't until after slamming a few times that I finally "got it". The first number of times I slammed dope, I was sorta nervous just because of the propaganda and horror stories you hear about it. So I always psyched myself out and never felt anything special. I definitely was feeling it, but it wasn't until one particular day where I slouched into my chair and was like "aaaaaah, holy shit!!". I think a lot of people are discouraged from IVing because they think they're going to immediately OD. In fact, that's totally what it is. People believe IVing dope is like playing Russian Roulette. Like one of these times it's going to cause you to OD. In reality, you OD when you mix and in high quantities. Whether that's dope + booze, dope + benzo's, dope + booze & benzo's, dope + other opiates, ad nauseam. Most people who I know that have OD'd did it purposefully (they wanted to die). I've never OD'd, though a few times I've mixed up a little bit more than my normal dosage and I've gotten blasted out of my fuckin mind. Sometimes I feel like I might blackout, like that sensation you get before it happens, but it never comes. I start to feel a little bit anxious, like, did I go too far? But I never have. I never blackout, and that anxiety is just from feeling the rush come on strong. When I just roll with it, it's absolutely rewarding and I enjoy a killer rush.

There is a pronounced difference when it comes to the 4 main ROA's for using heroin. I snorted for a long time but I had to stop cause it was fucking my nose up and the asthma it was giving me was nasty. Once I got accustomed to that rush, it was more important to me than the nod.
 
Mzral said:
There is a pronounced difference when it comes to the 4 main ROA's for using heroin. I snorted for a long time but I had to stop cause it was fucking my nose up and the asthma it was giving me was nasty. Once I got accustomed to that rush, it was more important to me than the nod.
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I feel you on the nose/asthma thing. My nose is constantly inflamed when I'm doing dope to the point where both nostrils are swollen shut, and then when I'm not doing dope it constantly runs, non stop, 24/7.. I can literally go through a 300 count box of tissues in a day. In addition to that, I also feel you on the asthma. I have never had asthma in my life until I started picked up a heroin habit. Totally drug-induced asthma. I've been able to do a lot of dope (pretty much daily for the last month or so) without any flareups though because I've been using one of those asthma control medicines (Qvar) so I haven't needed to rely on the albuterol. But still, it sucks knowing that I am giving myself asthma, fucking up my health, etc for dope.

As for moving onto shooting, I still couldn't justify it to myself. Snorting/nodding is too good as it is. I know that rush will be the best feeling on earth, and if I ever want a chance in hell at quitting dope, I can't subject myself to the awesome feeling that is shooting heroin. I've heard it from every single dope friend of mine that finally made the switch from snorting -> shooting.. 1.) they wish they had never started shooting 2.) You can't go back from shooting to snorting again (98% of the time) because you see it as a huge waste.. I know I'm wasting a lot of money and dope, but if that gives me a better chance of quitting dope later on, I'll take it.. because I sure as hell need it. Its not easy quitting this shit for good, its really not.

Out of all the propoganda about illegal drugs, they should really emphasize to kids how even though drugs feel good, they're REALLY hard to stop using once you start. I know it seems kind of intuitive, but I think it would be more beneficial for kids to know how easy it is to get hooked and rather than scare them away from the fact they could "die or end up in prison", they should be more real with them and let them know, once you get into that drug lifestyle, your quality of life dramatically decreases and once you start to get into that cycle, its really hard to break.

Anyway, I'm high and rambling.. got 6 blows left and I'm gonna do 'em all tonight just so I can be nodding my fucking face off not doing shit for the rest of the night.
 
MemphisX3 said:
you know whats funny to me? you will sit here and challenge every fucking person on this forum, mods included, for any reason whatsoever. yet, when i post something towards you you only have like 2 lines to say.
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Heh
 
Off topic but does anybody watch mma?Ever look at their ears,califlower ears.
 
You're quite right OpiateGuy, and especially with opiates, specifically. I could walk away from everything else, but not heroin. Two reasons: self medicating because it feels good, as you put it, and it cures what ails me. Second is dopesickness. Hard to stop something that gives you unpleasant withdrawal symptoms, and when you know you can make it all go away instantly, and be rewarded by a nice, calming high, you definitely get locked into a cycle of addiction that way.
 
Mzral said:
How old roughly was the dude at the register? I mean, what a fuckin boner for not letting you purchase an album. Was the kid a Whitney Houston fan or something? Also, what sort of retail entity would have a policy of not selling something to a customer? Do they not want to make money on the sale or something? So stupid.
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im guessin in his 20s since it was at best buy and this had to be 98 or 99 and thats when everyone was bitching about music and the violence and cussing with marilyn manson and eminem and enforcinng the parental advisory stickers
MemphisX3 said:
you know whats funny to me? you will sit here and challenge every fucking person on this forum, mods included, for any reason whatsoever. yet, when i post something towards you you only have like 2 lines to say.
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oh but i did have somthing to sayt an i just edited it out and thats because ever since you quit dope you have been a miserable fuck who bitches to and about everyone and i had a pocketfull of dope that i didnt get to start using that night. so instead of wasting a high on sonmething so petty, and argueing with someone until one of us gets a ban (and i think my nect ban is a month so fyck that) so i erased the post i had orginally wrote
 
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