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No, I wouldn't feel any different, it would be worse.. I don't have any rl friends either..absolutely noone in rl cares if I'm dead or alive..and you're the only people who know.. Not that any1 here will care, but I'm gna do it..
 
sconnie420 said:
No, I wouldn't feel any different, it would be worse.. I don't have any rl friends either..absolutely noone in rl cares if I'm dead or alive..and you're the only people who know.. Not that any1 here will care, but I'm gna do it..
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I care. We all care. TDS would be so empty without you. Just like CH suggested, you can always PM or contact me also. Relationships can be great but when they go wrong, it's usually very wrong.

What you need to find is someone who understands and loves you for you - after you learn to love and appreciate yourself.
 
hthr007 said:
I care. We all care. TDS would be so empty without you. Just like CH suggested, you can always PM or contact me also. Relationships can be great but when they go wrong, it's usually very wrong.

What you need to find is someone who understands and loves you for you - after you learn to love and appreciate yourself.
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^ so true.

hthr is an amazing person to contact as well. :)

I'm having one of those up and down days but I'm learning to be OK with the good things that have happened and am just learning to move on.
 
I don't know, but it seems to me that when one thing has someone feeling down, they tend to become irrational in the sense that their view on every other aspect of their life becomes distorted and viewed in a more negative way than, say, five minutes before hand.

You get a lot of people throwing this "It always gets better" bullshit around. It seems people in a depressive state seem to be on the opposite side of the spectrum, being positive that it never gets better.

In either case, you really don't know what the future has in store. And although I can't say from experience, it seems being able to recognize these negative irrational thoughts and take them for what they are may help one get through a suicidal state.

I would assume this would be easier said than done, maybe it's not even possible, I don't know.

Just maybe let that mole around the ol' noggin the next time you feel like taking the plunge?

That's my two sense. May be a life saver, may be a waste of typing. Let's hope for the former :)
 
^ me too I never go a day without the thought popping into my head, some days I can ignore it but other days the thoughts and feelings won't go and that is when I become a danger to myself
 
Yeah me three. I just want to fucking get it over and done with, but I can't do that to my friends/ family.
 
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Our constant pain really impacts on our mental health, well that and not being able to find the right combo of psych meds.
 
I hope everyone is doing well today.

I'm not even having a good day really...but I'm still happy to be alive. <3
 
mrflowers00 said:
i hate being so depressed
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I've noticed you having a really hard time but you still hang in there, much respect to you .

When I was probably at my lowest a few years back a very concerned family doctor took the time to tell me that no matter how bad things were I would not feel that way forever. She told me to try and meet one day at a time, hang on for tomorrows sunrise if that is all you can manage, one day the morning will bring some light into your life.

I've remembered that over the years and it has proven to be true, many of us here are familiar with the dark place and it seems you are there, all my best wishes to you and I hope that sunrise isn't too far away <3
 
i really want to kill myself the only thing stopping me is that i don't want to hurt my dad and g pa like that
 
Then live another day for them if, at the moment that seems like the only reason, deal with tomorrows reason to carry on when you need to.

Do you get on well with your father ? if so that is something to cherish. You do have other options today, take them maybe today you will be needed by another or maybe other unexpected things await. None of us will get another shot at today, live it, set some time aside tomorrow to consider this stuff again.
 
things are going so awfully lately and now i'm waiting on a prior authorization for my oxycodone to be filled which i could really use right now but for some reason i'm pretty happy maybe hypomania but whatever it is i'll take it it's way more fun being happy having a shit life than being depressed all the time
 
I am so thankful to be alive right now. I recently had an experience that definitely made me extremely thankful to still be alive.

Hope you are feeling all right Mr. Flowers.
 
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