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Harm Reduction OD Social v11 ~ Pour your 40 on the ground for the homies that aint around

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Yeah, giving in and using again normally fills me with some conflicting emotions.. I feel great but guilty and like an asshole at the same time.
 
Damn well I hope you find out what you want to do per say, just know the more use, the harder it will be to stop again. And I'm assuming you were in jail or prison for drug charges?
 
I don't think there's any point in feeling guilty because you used drugs. If you don't want to do it anymore, it is within your control to taper or cold turkey. Feeling guilty just perpetuates a cycle of not feeling good about yourself and relapsing to feel better about yourself.
 
hope everyone is staying safe!

edit: i finally found that glass container i was searching for
 
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Captain.Heroin said:
I don't think there's any point in feeling guilty because you used drugs. If you don't want to do it anymore, it is within your control to taper or cold turkey. Feeling guilty just perpetuates a cycle of not feeling good about yourself and relapsing to feel better about yourself.
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This is completely true a.d a really good way to word it
 
mr.scagnattie said:
I feel great but guilty and like an asshole at the same time.
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i always feel like an asshole now. the height of wd, 2 days away from refill, hardly slept, unkempt as fuck and i've had to ask my dad for a bit of his tramadol just to help me out (he gets it back) and get a little rest in time for the cycle to start all over again.
 
so everyone, big news. I tried heroin for the first time, snorted and smoked ( will never IV). I can see the appeal but my willpower is strong with opiates, ( everyone's heard it before I know, yada yada just keep reading) but my weak spot is for stims, which I recently received some .6g of MDPV. looks like this winter could be quite.... cold. and by that I mean drugged. How is everyone else doing this evening?
 
Hiltoniano said:
so everyone, big news. I tried heroin for the first time, snorted and smoked ( will never IV). I can see the appeal but my willpower is strong with opiates, ( everyone's heard it before I know, yada yada just keep reading) but my weak spot is for stims, which I recently received some .6g of MDPV. looks like this winter could be quite.... cold. and by that I mean drugged. How is everyone else doing this evening?
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What kind of stimulants have you tried?
 
Captain h, the stims I have tried are methylphenidate, caffeine, cocaine, ephedrine, ginseng root exract, mdpv, adderall, Dexedrine, vyvanse, methamphetamine, MDMA, and maybe a couple more I forgot.
 
Hiltoniano said:
Captain h, the stims I have tried are methylphenidate, caffeine, cocaine, ephedrine, ginseng root exract, mdpv, adderall, Dexedrine, vyvanse, methamphetamine, MDMA, and maybe a couple more I forgot.
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Nice, so you've tried a wide variety. :)

Which one did you like the most?
 
M-amp fosho but sadly I don't use it anymore as its so damaging to all aspects of life. How bout you good sir?
 
Hiltoniano said:
M-amp fosho but sadly I don't use it anymore as its so damaging to all aspects of life. How bout you good sir?
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For stimulants? I've tried meth, caffeine, cocaine, adderall, dexedrine, MDMA, MDA.

MDA was by far my most intense experience hands down, although I consider it to be an intense psychedelic as well as a stimulant drug.

I used to like methamphetamine as the only stimulant I would use on a regular basis but I'm glad to say I don't use it anymore. %) I stay away from most stimulants now a days.
 
Yea stims usually end badly with regular use. So captain, I know you are well-versed in heroin knowledge, so I have a question. I woke up this morning after doing like .15g of tar last night in the form of cheese/monkey water. So when I woke up, i had the worst headache and nausea, is that just because I did too much? I also could not piss for the life of me.
 
Hiltoniano said:
Yea stims usually end badly with regular use. So captain, I know you are well-versed in heroin knowledge, so I have a question. I woke up this morning after doing like .15g of tar last night in the form of cheese/monkey water. So when I woke up, i had the worst headache and nausea, is that just because I did too much? I also could not piss for the life of me.
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Sounds like an opiate hang over. How many times have you tried opiates besides heroin?
 
Very many. I have used oxycodone around 50 times, oxymorphone around 10 times, morphine sulfate around 25 times, hydrocodone 100+, dilaudid iv once ( hospital), promethazine codeine 20-30 times, and finally about 2-3 lbs of kratom ( over the last year and a half). I have only experienced a similar hangover once from opiates, when I drank a couple 40 oz beers and took 120mg morphine intranasal. I woke up the next day actually worse than this morning, i was sick for the whole day. I feel fine now thank god.
 
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