Yeah it's quite a shameful feeling when they cant and you have to help them...You might be a junkie when only you can draw your own blood, not the nurse or doctor.
He is a guy ive known a very long time he doesn't let everyone do it there and i was only shooting K which you can't go over on, unless you puke while lying on your back, or fall out of a window or something loli have been mostly clean for 2 years and i still get a little rush of excitement when i find a good one.
i'm surprised dealers let you do that in their place. they tried to do my mate (not a dealer) for attempted murder when someone went over in his flat. admittedly he really shouldn't have put the body down the waste chute. he got off in the end with a ridiculously short time in prison. dealers don't wanna be attracting that kind of attention.