Nooooo....no one knows what I am going through. Not really. My husband thinks I have anxiety starting up. I have 2 kids 14 and 9, all they know is I don't feel well. And with all my health issues,the last 11 yrs they are used to it. Hopefully, those are over, and if they are not I guess I will just die with the next issue bc I will NEVER go to another e.r. as long as I live lol.Those are about this best reasons I can think of to be clean for. How old are your kids if you don't mind asking? Do they know what your going through?
Since you use cbd oil have you thought about using old fashion weed?
If you know you can do it with no issues maybe ask for a few benzoes for when things are real bad.
I went to my general pract, he gave me wellbutrin. I have been thinking about what u said-how will I know if I just start taking something, and then what if it makes me dead inside, I JUST NOW became alive again. But, when/if the anxiety comes back I will be rueing the day I failed to take it. And what about sex drive!? What if that goes back down I DO NOT WANT THAT. My husband was just saying the last 2 weeks have been some of the happiest of his life and that lines up with about how long I have been recovered from subs and surgery!
I can't use real weed bc I am a, let's say, higher up. If I can't get a rx, it can't happen. I tried to get some sort of quick acting med and I told him I want nothing that I have to take day after day. And what if I have to stop taking it?? I haven't panicked since yesterday from 5 am-about 12 noon. So, with PAWS I could feel this randomly for a year!?